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Post Pics Of Those Who Died From Drugs

RIP to all, and condolances to all who have lost family and loved ones :(

A good friend of the family died two summers ago. She was in her late 40's, maybe 50, I can't remember, and I don't want to think about her too much because it hurts. Her children are a bit younger than me. She died from Hepatitis C. She didn't know she had it until a few years earlier, even though she hadn't used needles since she was in her 20's. She partied like crazy back then, according to my parents, but was always a wonderful and loving person, like when I knew her. Its crazy how long the disease was dormant, and then just jumped up and her liver started failing (had to get a transplant, radiotherapy, chemotherapy, so much pain :( ). I saw her the day before she died in the night. I got there with my dad just after she had lost consciousness. She was struggling/coughing/fighting... dying. She died that night. Her poor family :(

I don't have a photo to post...

I also saw my aunt die from pancreatic cancer, she had been a heavy user of alcohol and had been using morphine quite a bit. She had also lost her spleen, so I don't think you could directly relate her death to drugs.

Ah crap now i'm crying. :( I miss both of them so much.

My fiancee knows some people who have died, and I will have her post them later, but they died from Hep C and HIV or Overdoses due to needle usage (Heroin)
 
what makes me really sad is there are just as many, if not more, suicides than overdoses that people are posting about on here. suicide is much more preventable than an overdose. i know it can be hard to do so but people just need to reach out and get help when they really need it. I'm one of the lucky ones to not have lost anyone close to me from a drug related overdose or suicide. I hope that's something I never have to go through. If ANY of you are having suicidal thoughts, feel free to PM me if you ever need someone to talk to.
 
:( so many beautiful young people :(
And I believe suicide is just as legit as anything else!

Does anyone know someone that died of a seizure while on drugs? Just curious.

May this remind us all that we take our lives in our own hands. We are not as immortal as we seem to think we are.
 
RIP Nicholas Z. - Kearny NJ - 1980 - Dec. 24, 2009

Nick was struggling with heroin addiction for quite a few years. He was the most charismatic person I've probably ever know, reminiscent of Pres. Obama or somethin', such a profound public speaker. Nick OD'd Dec. 1st at 9 in the morning, his father found him and revived him. Nick then OD'd 12 hours later that same day. At this point Nick decided to enter a 21-day rehab program at Bergen Regional in Paramus, NJ. He completed with flying colors & was released on Dec. 22nd 2009. However, two days later Nick suffered a final fatal overdose and was found by his father sometime in the night. He passed away on Christmas Eve 2009.

You'll be missed

Obituary: http://obits.nj.com/obituaries/star...=nicholas-william-aloysius-zuza&pid=137772720
 
drewskie said:
pennywise said:
while you have my condolences, how is getting eaten by a shark considered drug related?
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show some respect in this thread please. regardless of how some left this world, they still left and this thread is here to remember them.
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Uh, no, it aint. its here to remember people who died from DRUGS, thats why the title is post pictures of those who died from drugs. This thread aint here "to remember our friends regardless of how they died." You are wrong to say that. its a memorial to those who died from addictions, overdoses, and other drug related fatalities, period. Too many ppl who meet their death at the hands of a drug get forgotten and over shadowed by the rest of the ppl who die in "normal" ways, in real life, so At least let this thread give them their proper respects. To post "RIP"s about any and everybody you knew who died, regardless of if it was from drugs or not, takes away from that. Show some respect and keep it for those who died from drugs to be remembered, lets please not forget why this thread is really here.



Anyways.....I still think of you all the time steve, you poor mutha fucka....I cant help but feel bad , still. Some shit just aint fair.
 
^Amen. Where drugs are so taboo, "normal" society often overlooks and might even think those that died related to drugs had it coming. I definitely give my condolences to the others posted here that weren't drug related but I agree we should keep this thread on topic for the respect of our fallen comrades. Hopefully this thread won't have any new posts for a long long time to come but that's probably a pipe dream. Just remember everyone that those pictures of the guys that looks so similar to you, could be you if you make a stupid mistake. Stay safe.
 
^Amen. Where drugs are so taboo, "normal" society often overlooks and might even think those that died related to drugs had it coming. I definitely give my condolences to the others posted here that weren't drug related but I agree we should keep this thread on topic for the respect of our fallen comrades. Hopefully this thread won't have any new posts for a long long time to come but that's probably a pipe dream. Just remember everyone that those pictures of the guys that looks so similar to you, could be you if you make a stupid mistake. Stay safe.
 
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1894 - 1963
RIP
 
I know this site saves many lives, but a few people sending me pms on this are dead now years later from overdose.
 
Omni said:
While I wouldn't go so far as calling them cowards, I'm going to have to agree with you somewhat. There's always a way to pull out of a mess, even if you don't think there is. And there's always another option, you don't have to kill yourself.

Bad thread to say this in, but suicide is running away from your problems in the worst possible way. You leave behind loved ones that care about you and they will have to live with the fact that you killed yourself for the rest of their lives. Seems selfish to me. They should have sought out help or treatment. :(

Life is a gift.
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Not always. Sometimes there truly is no way out. Everything depends on the situation. I fully understand why misplaced tribe members decided to commit mass suicide by hanging themselves. There was no way out. I fully understand why a girl, sexually abused since childhood by people she trusted, when put into a mental institution only to be further abused over and over, commits suicide. Sometimes there truly is no way out. Especially with depression. Our society does not give enough importance to mental health. People feel painfully alone.

But anyway. As far as help with addiction, I do agree that there is help available!
 
to my childhood freind and dark days running partner big joe c (died 28 jan 09, heroin)love you and miss you, you wont be forgotton hope you have found the peace you did not have in your short life...erik..........
 
Roger32 said:
All of these suicides are fucked up. But I dont think that you can say they died from drugs. They died at their own hands because they were too big of a coward to make the changes they needed to in life. Not something that I feel comfortable saying, but I think it needed to be
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ps roger... you are a cunt.
 
This thread is terrifying. Makes me think-if I am lucky enough to wake up tomorrow I wish to (a God?) something that I am strong enough to not use again. I really wish that would fucking happen.
 
Mama: Nov 19, 2003

Xanax / Codeine / Vicodin

That's what my family said the toxicology report indicated.

Is there any way I can get that toxicology report? Who conducts them?

I don't feel comfortable about posting a picture of her.
 
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woamotive said:
This thread is terrifying. Makes me think-if I am lucky enough to wake up tomorrow I wish to (a God?) something that I am strong enough to not use again. I really wish that would fucking happen.
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You and me both. Tried reading this thread at work. Took everything i had not to let out tears. Brings on the reality my using effects others.
 
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