yea I made the decision, on Tuesday I go on subs lol fucking sucks but I got an ILL stash bro of like ALOT of 80's 40's and 20's. LOL I held onto a couple old OC 40's and 80's im stashing to brag I got them lol and I got a 30mg roxi, real deal one that I have to brag I have it but im done its a waste and id rather go on vacations and eat out etc but its cool to tell my friends and you guys that I got the old shit that is rare at least where I am. I wanna get my hands on a 120 or 160mg and not do it just hold it and brag LOL I really do like having a stash more then doing the stash.... its a feeling of comfort
Im real lucky too cause when I started taking oxy I had a script for subs so I kept getting my script so I have a stock pile of like hundreds of subs so Tuesday the second I feel sick I take a sub and im good to go and have enough for a year lol im gonna miss the high and lows of oxy and the awesome feeling you get when your in FULL withdrawal and that 80 kicks in and you feel like your on cloud 9 but its not worth the cost and I aint moving to H or back to fake m30's FUCK THAT, no judgment to the fellas out there running that life but I cant, ill lose my job and wife but wouldn't mind losing the kids fuck them