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Yea cause i had nothing on me and they couldnt get me for anything else. No works no nothing.
 
coincidentally, i suddenly thought about tobala late last night / early this morning and made a post in his shrine thread

some synchronicity going on there, for sure

Um, weirdness because last night I paid my occasional respects to the shrine and fizzacyst and tobala tugged on my heart for bit. I'll light a candle for the bl family that has crossed over. <3

It is really great to see you Dondante, Roger, and *Love*Lite*. Let's not be strangers.

Don't mind me guys, I'm getting my lurkage on somethin' fierce, with all these new (to me) subforums. Diggin' what you all did with the place as some redecorating was certainly in order. :)
 
Woah dudes... why are we all thinking about Toballa? I literally felt his presence with me this morning. Brought me to tears... I visited his shrine page first thing this morning and re read my post in there after his passing.... I literally could not remember his name but then it just popped into my brain and I said aloud... KURT! He's out there pulling on all of our memory strings for sure.

I took apparently a 2+ year break from BL from the dates of my last posts. Its cool that you all are still out there. Ill be sure to check in more frequently. My massage practice really has grown in the past 2 years so letting go of BL gave me more time to focus on building up my business. I hope everyone out there is being safe with their drug consumptions <3

Love and Lite
 
Hey everyone, I hope you're having a great time. Sorry to hear about your relapse, LSDMDMA&AMP :(

dxm + temazepam + a bit of alcohol + a bit of chronic

was the only time i've ever had open eye visuals from DXM

i was pretty lucid, but wow did that pile of cables on the floor look like a strange little pixie like creature

Haha, I love how things morph in low light whilst dexing. If you get the chance, try adding some DPH (75-125 mg) to the mix next time... and make sure the light is low. Makes all the difference in the world!

I might be dosing 420 mg DXM + ? mg DPH tonight. I've got some metaprogramming to do, but I don't know how successful I'll be. Wish me luck and throw me some tips if you've got em, guys!
 
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How many of you diggitys ever been in a full blown intimate/seckshul relationsheep wif anothwe BLer? Ive been in one for mo den 2 yurs now and shes the greatesr thang that ever happened to me. at the ripe old age of 18 she was the first womern whos lips touched mine in my whole life. Shes so amazing and i love her more than i thought possible. I remember my first kiss and her giggling at how i was so wrong the first time we kissed. She showed me how to kiss and i still had no idea what i was doing vbut it turned into an amazing, hot make out session and semi grope fest. I remember timidly reaching for her breasts while i absolutely gave her my best at sucking her face off and. Trying to tongue her whilst sucking her face off in my excitement of kissing a very attractive super awesome hot mixed race girl/light skin black girl (so hot, so much hotter than the white girl thar society expects me to be with)...
Its a shame that a fellow pder would try to make her dump me and leave me so devastated because she was my first EVERYTHING and even though it was weird and awkward i mustered up the courage to tell her things that i was so scared shed make fun of me for and i let her see me naked even thought i was very self conscious about my naughty bits.
I wanna marry her and impregnate her on wedding night and have her give birth to a little mini (female instead of male though) verdion of llama with the awesomeness of my SF mixed in with the llama genetics. My sf is the hottest funniest overall most amazing girl that could ever exist anytime in human his
 
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History. She is the perfect womern in any way and if any of you guys were lucky enough to trade bodies with me so you could get to have the honor of being the man who she has chpsen to be lucky enough to play the role as official boyfriend and be the only one who she kisses/is physical with/who is the man who she is in love with, youd see why i rave about how i feel about her. Its a shame that some BLers, especially a fellow pder, wants to see her dump me, due to jealousy and a desire to see me and her alone and miserable instead of happy ans in love with eachother. I am truly blessed by the flying spaghetti monster to have ever met her and to have spent even as little as 10 seconds in her heart and in her arms. If youre reading this bay, i love you so much bay and i cant wait for you to come and stay at my house with me for a while t8soon. I never ever want anybody but you bay ever in all eternity. I want the rest of my life to be together with you, in your arms.
Mods please merge this post into above post, i cant cause im postin from a cell phone.
Yes guys i really do feel this way about her. I love her more than anything else in the universe and want to be with her for all eternity. She is so speshul and now that you guys know how i feel about her, maybe then certain pders will understand how hurt i was when i found out somebody from pd of all places was pming her trying to persuade her to just dump and give up on me and both of our dreams for a life together forever
Bay this is for you, its my heart <3
Tnw do you have any idea why she might be mean to you? Id be mean to you too if i wouldnt get infracted for it. Have you forgotten what you tried to do to me and sf? Please dont talk to me and especially dont talk to my sf ever again. KthnxbaidonttalktomeforeversamegoesforSF.
 
?? wtf i was the one that she said tried to break you guys up?

when you were really deep into heroin she was talking in the lounge about maybe breaking up with you, and i told her not to because leaving an addict when they're at a bad point is pretty much the worst thing you can do.

its not like SF and i have ever talked in PMs, if you really wanted you can go back and look -- i never tried to break you guys up. dunno what she's on about.
 
I didnt say that you told her to leave me. I said dont talk to me and dont talk to my sf please. I believe her over you.
Bai now.
 
that's crazy, but okay. she's been a bitch to me since the day i started lounging. if she thinks i'm a dick to her then its her own fault.
 
aaawwww <3 PD LURVE stories. I have been with Delsyd for 7 years now and we are super happy. We live together... have for 7 years and he blesses me with his company and also his amazing awesome private bits ;) <3 Sorry people are trying to break you up. Pay the drama no mind. If yall love each other just love each other just ignore the mindless lemmings who are jealous. This thread turned into the PD Sketchuall weirdness/ tears for toballa thread.
 
OH YOU'RE the lucky lady that i see Delsyd talking about? never realized :)

the main stories i recall were about you two doing MXE or maybe Ketamine together, and it seemed like a magical time.
 
i love everyone and it does hurt my feelings that llama has a problem with me =/

i knew him from this here thread before i ever knew stayfaded

oh well, so it goes
 
Dont call my girlfriend/absolute love of my life, most perfect girl to have ever existed, a bitch. You dont even really know her irl like i do and i dont take kindly to folks who dont take kindly to her. If this was irl id defend her honor with my hands anytime she is disrespected in any way by any man even if id be in a losing battle for sure before i even moved forward with defending her honoe.
 
you should have seen the things she said to me, man.

my dislike for her is deserved.

PM me or hit up the lounge TTYS thread if you want to continue this convo tho.
 
Dang y'all. Dont take BL convos so seriously... Ive made that mistake in the past. Life in the real world is more betterer. Stayfaded is probably a really nice bitch ;) we all are really.
 
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Turkeys with a capital T!
... In all honesty, I don't know what I meant either. Seems to be a case of post-ambien amnestic forum posting.
I thought it was due to ambien, though I also understood why you posted it because of johannes kreisler's crazy post and (especially) because it was Thanksgiving ... duh ("duh" for non-Americans, at least). I figured it was ambien because the last time I saw you making goofy posts in this thread it was late on a weeknight, when I know you sometimes work, and so I texted you that night worried that you were fucked up ambien-style at your place of employment (which I imagine is a particularly bad place for such hijinks!).


you should have seen the things she said to me, man.

my dislike for her is deserved.

PM me or hit up the lounge TTYS thread if you want to continue this convo tho.
Part of that might have been because you were in The Lounge -- an insultingly exclusionary place. I've never seen the appeal of The Lounge. I made one thread in there when I was feeling like being silly and pointless on the internet (Bluelight is the only forum I bother with) and the response wasn't really reflective of an off-topic social forum so much as what I'd expect from a bunch of ironically insular socially isolated nerds. They used a bunch of internet meme-speak to communicate that my post wasn't their kind of post and talked to each other without addressing me or the content of my post about how I was a noob because of it (effectively dismissing me without risking addressing anything of merit). I didn't bother trying to respond for too long because it seemed a largely inconsequential endeavor. I also can't stand meme-speak, which doesn't imply much about its speakers as worthwhile discussants. Adopting mass neo-maniac vernacular is how people who can't communicate in their own style mimic originality by referencing unfamiliar things their sub-group is familiar with in order to exclude others for the sake of artificially producing a sense of being part of an in-group. I'm sure that's not everybody in The Lounge of course, but some people may have adopted its customs simply assuming you were familiar with the forum's silly folkways. I don't know exactly what went on of course, but I'm thinking that could explain part of her response to you, or why she may have felt being rude, in your estimation, was sort of par for the course.
 
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