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Well I just sampled some 2-Methyl-2-butanol for the first time tonight guys.

Feels pretty nice if I do say so myself, took 5ml's and mixed it with some apple cider. The stuff still tasted god awful, but once I got it down I just drank one more whole cup of juice to get that taste out of my mouth. The effects are reminiscent of alcohol and benzodiazepines like I had expected. Fairly sedating and quite euphoric. I'm hoping that the stories people tell of their being a lack of any hangover are true, I suppose I will find out upon waking tomorrow morning. I'm thinking this will be a nice compound to use as a comedown aid, or to just unwind after a long day of work. All in all I'd say it's an enjoyable substance though, one I would recommend to others who enjoy GABAegerics.It is a very relaxing high and as soon as I felt it kick in I noticed my care's and worries slowly slipping away. I'm starting to get a case of the munchies right now, I'm going to go and fix up something scrumptious.

Take it easy my friends, enjoy life :)<3

 
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Your welcome brother, I hope everything works itself out for you.

The first time that I ever heard any of your music a few years ago I was tripping on Methoxetamine heavily, it was a memorable night. I found it to be surreal because I had always been a fan of your writing after having read your trip reports for years. You've done so much for the community in your life, it's pretty astounding. People like you have made Bluelight and Erowid what they are today and I thank you, I've used your advice countless times when exploring new substances :)
 
I have to say it...that is the third time someone has told me of hearing a song of mine on methoxetamine...that's pretty fucking cool! I make drug music. ;) It is an awesome feeling to know something I recorded is in hyperspace. Again, thank you for the positive and warm regards. I love writing and it tickles me happy campers filled with glee that people enjoy it and find it useful.

Smiles all around now!
 
My bad for the double post I tried to delete it...

^MGS I look up to you and Xorkoth and all the people who posted such a nice collection of life experiences on the internet its like exposing a very intimate part of yourself to the public where like-minded minded people can relate to it and learn from people they've never even had the pleasure of meeting. It's truly admirable. I strive to be like that one day =D.
 
High guise!
Been a while, on break from classes and felt a bit BL homesick. This year has been an interesting one, that's for sure (relocating x 2, school, therapy). How are you all doin'? Anyone still part of the NC crew? Please hit me up! Miss you all, can't wait to catch up. :D xx <3
 
morninggloryseed said:
Hello stranger. Long time. Hope all is well with you.
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Ha, stranger is an absurd overstatement. Indeed, for a moment after I posted, I realized how awkward it might be for some to see us post in the same thread, always was an instigator. :p heh
Yeah, I suppose we should catch up some time. How's grace? You? Brad?
I'm great, in school, volunteering at the community gardens, studying nutrition but probably going to focus on biomedical nutritional research (phytonutrition). I was working on a Psych degree in Child/Adol. Development but I soon realized grad schools will be a challenge to get into with a Psych degree.
Aside from that, things are really peaceful in my part of the universe. Nice to see you M.
 
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It is not strange for me, I'm glad you will say two words to me. It pleases me to no end to see you in good spirits, in good places, and working on good things for yourself.
 
Thank you. I am not above caring a *lot* what BLers think of me...in fact your words mean a tremendous amount. In far too many ways, BL is family to me. It's almost insane how many of the important people in my life I first met, or met me, through this very forum. Basse BL!


SONN said:
My bad for the double post I tried to delete it...

^MGS I look up to you and Xorkoth and all the people who posted such a nice collection of life experiences on the internet its like exposing a very intimate part of yourself to the public where like-minded minded people can relate to it and learn from people they've never even had the pleasure of meeting. It's truly admirable. I strive to be like that one day =D.
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Roger&Me said:
it sucks being older, i don't think i could make anything epic happen on some random monday night like back in the old days. well i mean, in the old days a gram of dro and a six pack was epic shit, but i miss that feeling where little things were hugely fun. getting together just cuz. now it seems like a chore to get together with friends.. i bet if i called my go-to party bros right now they would tell me to fuck off and go to sleep lol. back in the day it was like fucking assemble and everyone was right there.

i think one of my biggest character flaws is my nostalgia for the good ol' days, tbh
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sheeet i feel like that too... though its worse on mondays :)

on the other hand, true friends understand the lack of time and energy due to toehr life factors.
at least i hope they do, or ill die alone
 
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

You learn who your true friends are when the chips are down, you can't even look in the mirror, yet there they are by your side.
 
Winding Vines said:
High guise!
Been a while, on break from classes and felt a bit BL homesick. This year has been an interesting one, that's for sure (relocating x 2, school, therapy). How are you all doin'? Anyone still part of the NC crew? Please hit me up! Miss you all, can't wait to catch up. :D xx <3
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Well hey Ms. Vines, it's always nice to see you pop in here.
What is the NC crew? Like North Carolina? I know a few BLers living in Asheville. Will be having thanksgiving with the one and only Xorkoth tomorrow.
Glad to hear things are going well you.
 
^Well I hope y'all have a happy thanksgiving.

roger said:
you should try to score some alprazolam
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The only thing I could score right now is probably some Doctor Who DVDs. I'm not fraternizing with drug types these days, and people generally meet me, not the other way around, so yeah. I'll keep it in mind though.

roger said:
it sucks being older, i don't think i could make anything epic happen on some random monday night like back in the old days. well i mean, in the old days a gram of dro and a six pack was epic shit, but i miss that feeling where little things were hugely fun. getting together just cuz. now it seems like a chore to get together with friends.. i bet if i called my go-to party bros right now they would tell me to fuck off and go to sleep lol. back in the day it was like fucking assemble and everyone was right there.
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Gathering my friends is like trying to herd cats. But it's not all bad man, while age means less of that stuff, it usually allows for better planned gatherings, you don't have to meet too often so long as you meet well.


@old people - Hi! Nice of you to drop by with your superior good vibesyness.

wv said:
volunteering at the community gardens,
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This sounds really cool. I need an excuse to spend more time in gardens/nature, lately the leaves are so green deep green, like they used to be (autumn foliage notwithstanding). My nature appreciation faculty was impaired for quite some time, you see.

edit: I was thinking how awesome you old people are, coming in with your great positivity (compared to my generation of users?), but I figure the occasional posting and positivity are intrinsically linked, it's us needy folk always see'in nothin' but murk that feel the need to be here constantly. And that's how things ought to be. So don't forget to stop by and inspire us. 'cause I've felt inadequate compared to previous generation of PD overlords and regulars. (oh, 350mg dxm, 2mg lorazepam, a tall can off 211...and now foster's...think I might watch Amelie). I'm posting this in honor of the time roger posted "So many roads" and I think willow and I were both drinking copious amounts of whiskey.

Hoozah to freedom! For the finances of the capitalists and the drama of ordinary humans holds us back, but together we can chemically loose the chains that bind us. Freedom to exist. Simply exist.

edit:edit: Hurm, shouldn't have skipped lunch, broke #1 rule of place of residence, don't throw up all over the floor. Damage control is a go-go baby~
 
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Delsyd said:
Well hey Ms. Vines, it's always nice to see you pop in here.
What is the NC crew? Like North Carolina? I know a few BLers living in Asheville. Will be having thanksgiving with the one and only Xorkoth tomorrow.
Glad to hear things are going well you.
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This isn't harm reduction so I decided to post it in the social sooooooooooooo:
Have any of you guys ever been deep in a trip, trying to figure out stuff about your life, and then when you finally figured out a very important piece of information it was almost impossible for you to physically say it?

That happened to me two years ago during a 25i trip when I realized that and why I wanted to study psychology. It was almost as if my brain was holding me back from saying what I really truely believed. I was talking to my girlfriend when this happened and after acknowledging that I hated that my body wasn't letting me speak my mind, it instantly became available for me to say and I told her.

Has anyone else had anything similar to this happen to them? lol 25i
 
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asheville
here goes the anecdote (coincidence included, but no peaks):

stranded there ...ehm... in 2009. at the time I had a completely fucked up relationship with a completely fucked up girl in NYC (consider that I'm from one of the stiffer countries in europe, traveled to the states whenever I could. I have no fucking clue how I could manage that at the time.).
as this relationship was approaching it's - as I erroneously assumed - peak of fucked up-ness I fled from the city to some wwoofing farm close to the delaware river in new jersey. it was beautiful and it was run by some mature hippie with armenian roots, a few streamline trailers and a three legged dog named dorothy.
as it was summer and I had no clue what to do with my life I decided to stay and just forget about the return flight. I think I cooked, played the guitar and took runs at and through the little stream in the woods - for weeks on end. we were on some farmer's markets and county fairs in the boonies too. very exotic stuff. the US at its best.
there were two lovely girls, one anthroposophic/hippie-curly-blonde-semi-hawaiian fairy and one mexican-classic-dark-beauty with a mysterious past. she had interesting skills. sometimes I randomly addressed her in german or french and I felt like she understood but would not admit it...
the fairy first led the three of us to a 3-day anthroposophic seminar, which for me was a little bit weird; like: where the fuck am I?! if you're from europe and are with americans that try to imitate or adopt a genuinely european idea things can get quite uncanny.
after that episode the fairy decided that she's gonna go to arizona to work in a kindergarden (subsequently she ascended up to the holy halls of esalen afaik). and she's gonna go with her truck. and - as it's along the way - check by in asheville. people we somehow knew were apparently there. hell, why not take a few thousand kilometers detour when you already plan to ride 10000km in your crappy old truck. sun in the eyes.
oh, it was a lovely ride, me and the 2 girls along the eastcoast.
nevertheless my mental state was increasingly deteriorating. the memories blur. I felt like I was floating in nothingness. I even had one of the few lucid dreams in my life during that time. the structure was crumbling.

in asheville I remember extended runs through a hillside cemetery, I remember a fair with an african drum circle, I remember an "orange" club, I remember getting shitface drunk several times and waking up at someone's place, I remember a karaoke bar with the doors' 'the end' and also a club screening 'cool hand luke' at the railway tracks and selling great hot dogs. I remember a bowling session with strangers after snorting morphine pills I scored from some brotha. great beer in asheville. thank god I didn't get/demand access to psychedelics. I'm sure I'd have cracked. I did get stoned out of my mind into a catatonic state with an emotionally instable guy who's name I forgot but stayed in contact with for some time until - I guess&felt - he killed himself. suddenly he was just gone without a trace. I was shooting with an air rifle [so many groundhogs o0 ] at some party house, who's owner had a grill and made (some of) the best burgers I ever had.
I still had no idea how to get back. the fairy and the mexican beauty had been long gone. god I was so fucked. it was one of the best and worst times in my life.

eventually I found a dirt cheap flight via south carolina (greyhound in the south ftw) and chicago, had a 36h+ travel back. I ate some of my cubensis a few weeks in ("to integrate") and approached hell.
2 months later the girl from NYC knocks at my door and I was in for one more year of ever increasing madness. it can always get worse. there's always a deeper hole.


last sunday the mexican beauty wrote me a mail. she'd been dreaming of me. she says she's in a bad place and she's feeling a connection. strange: I'm in a similar - but much less dramatic - state of unconnectedness and incongruence as I was in 2009. maybe one day I'll go and visit her in mexico. last time I've seen her was in asheville.
 
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