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[Morninggloryseed]

Shameless self promotion.

Forgot these were online. First is an 'attempt' at electronic music, but its all live instruments played over samples. Good for MDMA. "How Is The Weather (Getting Better)

https://soundcloud.com/morninggloryseed/how-is-the-weather-getting

Then an oldie but a goodie, strange stuff this track... Anna The Animal

https://soundcloud.com/morninggloryseed/anna-the-animal

Finally a cover of Hurt. I think my best pre-iboga recording. Good buddy on guitar and vocals, I play bass.

https://soundcloud.com/morninggloryseed/hurt

and final mix of this

https://soundcloud.com/morninggloryseed/theme-song-lay-of-the-1

 

[Bahamut]

I like your music morninggloryseed your very talented

Havent been around much due to being very busy with work. Did get to sample some al-lad the other day which was wonderful. Feels very close to lucy, had my eye on that one for awhile and im glad I got the chance to test it.

Right now I'm rolling and It feels fantastic, have a great day everyone.

 

[EarthBounded]

I don't even know why I both with untested tabs, just took high dose crude extract LSA with that garlic addition to help with nausea. A.) ate way to fucking much 22 grams of seeds extracted 6 hours CWE then added garlic 4 an hr room temp, drank about 1/8 of the mixture, and flying like a freaking kite, had to admin, 4mg clonaz still barely feeling chill, way beyond half the weak ass tabs I have seen around midwest. Im gonna be up all day guaranteed probably about 20 seeds total must have just nailed it with supplier, 15th HBWR experience by far the strongest. That garlic trick works hands down.

Edit: Also ate qg Nymphaea caerulea tincture under tounge and some Kratom 260sei That might have been what done it thank god for benzos or id be strait smish-smorshened…

Vaso is a bitch tho, besides that 4++++

Also taking magnesium turmeric buspar and tonight alcohol.
Gonna tone her down a bit..

Vegetarian little to no dairy or anything besides beans and rice and sometimes satan, frickin Leary and Alpert and o sir hoffersoms

 

[Help?!?!]

Ughhh so many pages to catch up on, just wanted to drop a line to all my psychedelic brother's in arms! Hope as always that everyone is A-okay!

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

^Things are a-okay, I'm just freaking out about it, my life has been frozen in time so long that being employed is making things, like the future, seem real, and I can't quite handle it.

Anyway, I forgot how great this liquor store was, used to use it when I lived a couple blocks away a couple years back, they apologized for IDing me, they had to because the cops were around. Of course I'm 23 and it's not problem, but still, that's awesome. Also awesome, booze and benzos, alcohol has had a horrific anxiogenic comedown for a while, but therapeutic doses of benzos let me down so much easier. Ye~ah.

 

[Help?!?!]

^I feel you my brother! Just beware of the.....GABA chasm! It's such a tricky route to maneuver, quite truly for those who suffer from real and/or lasting anxiety... It's a rough road that's borders at times are fairly spanned but the walls can quite quickly collapse around you, no doubt your aware but to many a psychedelic brother has fallen into this hole...! I know some here could certainly attest to that, myself included at times!

Chh i'm sitting around drinkin' cheap liquor as well, chillin' with a bit of Etizolam, AB-FUBINACA(probably the best since 018!), and around 6ishmgs of plugged 3-MeO-PCP. Definitely not to shabby! If only I had some MXE to add just a dab of, it would be some pure bliss, especially the white driven snow i've been receiving, stuff's fairly insane as anywhere past 100ishmgs IM in to close a time span will and has caused a full anesthetic hole which I thought only to be a possibility on ket, especially given I have a fairly decent tolerance! Finally able to jam to some tunes though! Good music is always that one thing that can truly calm that beast in me(good song as well, haha), it always brings me home, and is on parallel with yoga/meditation IMO at the right times. It's to bad diss's are really the only thing that quell my constant nerve pain, I used to be so good with them, certainly not bad by any means as the mania never really affected me to greatly, but ah the relief that swells over me like a blanket when a potent NDMA antagonist is inserted.... Well Pregablin obviously does too, but its nearly like $200 something dollars for a couple of grams, its just to bad its scheduled in the US or I could easily procure double that amount for half the cost, ah well!



The only real things that's kept me dreamin' lately is the want for a solid dose of some good GHB, now that or 1-ethnyl-1-cyclohexanol are pretty much absolute relaxation for me!

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

So i relapsed earlier this week. Got arrested for public intoxication. Sitting in central booking my only concern was that my dad stole my dope and i had 2 different kinds on me. Blanks and mickey mouse and i had heard from this old head i know that mickey mouse was the best brand of heroin around. It looked fire too. Real professional doublesealed blue bags like they do in philly

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

I must admit, being supervised and taught by teenagers makes me feel kinda like Squidward. I mean, they're affable folk, but it's frightening to see myself that way. Maybe getting a paycheck will ameliorate that a lil', or the non-sobriety that that can procure (that is a terrible plan, but I asked myself honestly what I wanted out of life, and the only thing I came up with was "to be dazzled", so I must content myself with such moronic plans of action).

Just beware of the.....GABA chasm

Hopefully things will turn out all right, probably a better shot now than ever, but I can be pretty monomaniacal and fatalistic...darn brain has a habit of interpreting "things are getting out of hand" as "Full steam ahead!"

The only real things that's kept me dreamin' lately is the want for a solid dose of some good GHB, now that or 1-ethnyl-1-cyclohexanol are pretty much absolute relaxation for me

G(BL) was probably my favorite drug, though I guess even back then my penchant was for polydrug use, combining that with cannabinoids/opiates/dissociatives (not necessarily all of those at the same time, well sometimes...). I have never tried 1-ethnyl-1-cyclohexanol, but as I recall from the old ADD thread it sounded pretty nice.

I don't even know why I both with untested tabs, just took high dose crude extract LSA with that garlic addition to help with nausea. A.) ate way to fucking much 22 grams of seeds extracted 6 hours CWE then added garlic 4 an hr room temp, drank about 1/8 of the mixture, and flying like a freaking kite, had to admin, 4mg clonaz still barely feeling chill, way beyond half the weak ass tabs I have seen around midwest. Im gonna be up all day guaranteed probably about 20 seeds total must have just nailed it with supplier, 15th HBWR experience by far the strongest. That garlic trick works hands down.

Edit: Also ate qg Nymphaea caerulea tincture under tounge and some Kratom 260sei That might have been what done it thank god for benzos or id be strait smish-smorshened…

Very herbal sounding, which is nice in theory, but my intuition tells me that it would be unduly nauseating.

arrested

Public intoxication? Man, I've somehow avoided that thus far. Praise the Lord! You've got not no luck son, you ought to take to prayer and fasting. Yes, I am half-superstitious enough to mean that.

 

[Help?!?!]

Bad rap L, that sucks! NKB, 1=ethnyl was the best of the best, and that's coming from someone who's tried the majority of GABA/psychedelic/dissociative sort of relaxation. The neat thing about it was that you could just store it in the fridge and it would remain fairly crystalline for about 10-15 minutes dependent on the room/outside temps. Besides that it was soooo easy to weigh since a good dose was for me at least, between, about 500-3,000mgs. At 500mgs it was like a super nice relaxation that was/is even better than GBL/GHB IMO. It's muscle relaxation was ridiculous as well, like stated in that thread, you quite literally would feel like a noodle past 1 gram. If you had a tolerance it was rare you could pass 2 grams without falling into a heavy sleep for atleast 45 minutes in which your pretty much unraisable like GHB. The sleep though, this coming from someone with chronic anxiety/sleep/insomnia problems, is unreal though, unlike GHB/most benzo's or ethanol, you awake fairly refreshed with little left over grogginess, it you do it seemed to pass within 5-25 minutes. The other awesome things about it where, the rapid tolerance induction, making it near impossible for a cheap bastard like me from dosing more than once or twice in more than a two/three day period followed by a week or two of abstinence and it had this awesome characteristic of acting most times within 5 minutes, regardless of stomach content or whether it was taken in a capsule. Never made me nauseated either, found it really to be the ulitimate, "oh-no-this-is-one of-those-serious-trips-where-I-really-should-take-some-sort-of-sedative-to-lightly-calm-myself!", it's so easy to dose, seemed to me to have a fair safety margins similar to that of GHB although possibly a bit steeper. I managed to get some from one of the top chem outfits from the US as well and it was still dirt cheap, like far cheaper than the cheapest GBL(of today, not talking back in the "this is drain cleaner" sort of days years back"). It was certainly some cool stuff.

Still doin' it up with a bit of Etiz and some cheap booze, probably some rumbles of 3-MeO left around as well. Really wish I just had one solid IM'er of that snow driven MXE, that way my nerve pain would for once in a great while, fully rest!

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

At 500mgs it was like a super nice relaxation that was/is even better than GBL/GHB IMO

That's a bold statement. Very interesting, though I rather liked G's ability to dose once daily (give or take) and stay enjoyable, though I was mixing in some jwh or other back when I was doing that. I'll have to try some if the opportunity ever comes about (unlikely, as I avoid internet purchases these days, but you never know).

As for today, no paycheck this week, so no booze or smokes unless I get to help move boxes....but I had a dollar store giftcard, so a grapefruit, 350mg DXM and 1mg (or did I take 2? I don't remember, I think it was 1, not counting what I had before work) lorazepam for the evening. Syrup that is, I've sworn off the CPM as it finally left me with days of undesirable side effects that last time. Yeah yeah, I know I'm officially on break from dissociatives, but I'm trying to avoid taking a nap today, this'll help.

edit: y'all know dissociatives make me crave attention, and the benzos make it wonderfully confusing. I'm sautéing some shit and I have no idea what's happening but I think it's working out (cooking dinner for the parental unit while in this state, yeah!. I'm only ever suspected of being high if sober and curled up in a ball due to anxiety or something or if I smell like booze...)

 

[Roger&Me]

you should try to score some alprazolam if you can imo, its way more euphoric & wonky wonky than lorazepam. i think you would like it

 

[pharmakos]

temazepam mixes better with dxm than any other benzo i've tried

 

[EliCash]

I must admit, being supervised and taught by teenagers makes me feel kinda like Squidward. I mean, they're affable folk, but it's frightening to see myself that way. Maybe getting a paycheck will ameliorate that a lil', or the non-sobriety that that can procure (that is a terrible plan, but I asked myself honestly what I wanted out of life, and the only thing I came up with was "to be dazzled", so I must content myself with such moronic plans of action).mean that.

I'm in a similar work situation, it feels seriously weird.

 

[Roger&Me]

temazepam mixes better with dxm than any other benzo i've tried

yeah for sure, hard to get prescribed though.

lol for me taking xanax was kinda liek. take a 2mg bar.... 45 minutes pass.... take another 2mg bar.... smoke a bowl... not feeling it, hmmm... take another half a bar.... my next memory is gambling at a casino 100 miles away with a prostitute named mindy

 

[Help?!?!]

^Haha, Same! Alp was/is one of the only benzo's that will 100% fully black me out. That's one of the reason's I rarely take it! The one or so times I tried it rec. with my friends, we'd all just wake up with quarters or so of some weed no one remembered leaving to buy, random bits of alcohol no also remembered buying, that sort of thing, as well as everyone waking up 100% not where they remembered laying down to go to sleep, haha! NVB, yeah FnB knows his stuff and I have a feeling he told the world about not only the diss's he had up his sleeve but the "alcohol's" that are "commonly" available to most "normal" people. The best thing about 1-eth was, it unlike GHB/GBL, could/would knock you out at high enough doses, but once again was much easier to get where you wanted because of the rapid tolerance induction, but it left you with little to no amnesia, and shit if it also was a potent anesthetic either. Best thing ever for smoothing out trips by far. It only lasts maybe 3 hours in total with tolerance, and you can redose but then once again the tolerance would make it nearly unusable, or you'd just end up passing out for around 1-3 hours.


Edit: Also doesn't the US just blow for benzo's guys? Pretty much everywhere else in the world you just walk down to your local pharma and can grab blister after blister of whatever benzo you want, but nooooo in the US we have maybe a pool of 4 through 5 benzos that are ever actually used or prescribed.

 

[Roger&Me]

Edit: Also doesn't the US just blow for benzo's guys?

kinda. there are lots of "candy shop" type psychiatrists in my area at least. you can get any of the major ones without too much hassle, plus an adderall script too for good measure. but my state is notorious for shady doctors, its probably not like that everywhere.

in somewhat related news, i had a headache so i took some gabapentin and now a couple hours after taking it i have a strange urge to go out and drink, party, do a bunch of blow, fuck bitches, and rage like crazy. i mean, i usually have that urge, but now its much stronger than usual. it sucks being older, i don't think i could make anything epic happen on some random monday night like back in the old days. well i mean, in the old days a gram of dro and a six pack was epic shit, but i miss that feeling where little things were hugely fun. getting together just cuz. now it seems like a chore to get together with friends.. i bet if i called my go-to party bros right now they would tell me to fuck off and go to sleep lol. back in the day it was like fucking assemble and everyone was right there.

i think one of my biggest character flaws is my nostalgia for the good ol' days, tbh

 

[SONN]

had myself a bit of a drug cocktail this weekend, Started with .5mg xanax then another .5 an hour later then 55mg mxe in a capsule maybe 40 minutes after that and when I was wandering around all knackered I ate a gram of some pretty great shrooms and I was laughing my ass off everywhere I went. Not to mention smoking two gram joints some where in there.

It was fun, and I ate another gram and a half of shrooms after that but it just extended the body presence. As the trip was winding down and I was starting to stop being high off all those drugs at once, I took a drag of a cigarette and suddenly felt incredibly sober. Like, very lucid to the point of it being suprising. Getting to bed was a little harder than usual but It was a great trip, and actually my 4th trip in 4 weeks 8)

I gotta take a break soon I suppose but I just love tripping so much lol especially since taking a break for so long its so fresh and therapeutic feeling.

in somewhat related news, i had a headache so i took some gabapentin and now a couple hours after taking it i have a strange urge to go out and drink, party, do a bunch of blow, fuck bitches, and rage like crazy. i mean, i usually have that urge, but now its much stronger than usual.

made me laugh out loud hahaha I have that urge but luckily it has been quelled by my girlfriend who I've had crazy coked up sex with basically enough to be satisfied for a long time, that and the fact that cokes effects weren't as fun the last few times I did it even with the purest product, which is incredibly hard to find. I'm over coke at least for a long time. My nose is also starting to take a beating.

 

[SONN]

in somewhat related news, i had a headache so i took some gabapentin and now a couple hours after taking it i have a strange urge to go out and drink, party, do a bunch of blow, fuck bitches, and rage like crazy. i mean, i usually have that urge, but now its much stronger than usual.

made me laugh out loud hahaha I have that urge but luckily it has been quelled by my girlfriend who I've had crazy coked up sex with basically enough to be satisfied for a long time, that and the fact that cokes effects weren't as fun the last few times I did it even with the purest product, which is incredibly hard to find. I'm over coke at least for a long time. My nose is also starting to take a beating.

 

[thedeadlywar]

like nightwatch said, i mean 2 years ago i remeber i was playing world of warcraft, about to take temazepam as a dxm chaser, and you told me that same thing. and not that benzos and dxm synchronize well to begin with, but that was definitely a solid run.

 

[pharmakos]

dxm + temazepam + a bit of alcohol + a bit of chronic

was the only time i've ever had open eye visuals from DXM

i was pretty lucid, but wow did that pile of cables on the floor look like a strange little pixie like creature