interesting that you enjoy wigging out on synthetic cannabinoids, but you don't like 3-meo-pcp
The thing is the cannabinoids appeal to me on so many levels. They are incredible for making music and mixing music, incredible for enhancing the experience of listening to music. The synthetic noids were so incredible for mixing music man, my 'Medley' was completely conceived and executed while high on noids...and sure I am partial to my own music but I've had BLers tell me they listened to it while on dissociatives (MXE) and I've never had music reach people before, or music that other's listened to on their own trips! I mean to me that is quite an accomplishment...to make drug music.
The 3-MeO-PCP produced a state that was nothing short of utter impairment and stupification. I don't even like to drink alcohol beyond a cup of wine because I can hear a difference in my guitar playing. With the 3-MeO-PCP, I was literally confused about how to use and refill my trusty nicotine vaporizing device, i was confused about the clock on the wall, and what 3:00 meant (no shit man, this really happened). Any compound that impairs my ability to play the guitar, much less to make and execute decisions related to mixing music is not a drug for me. And unlike ketamine, it didn't enhance the music appreciation experience. It really had no effect what-so-ever in that department. I would not be able to write or perform any music on 3-MeO-PCP I probably would have trouble figuring out how to turn the machines on.
And it would be one thing if those effects were short term but my balance was still off more than 12 hours later..long after the mental effects seemed to end.
So yeah on the surface it sounds a little inconsistent doesn't it...but if you understand from the POV that one of these drugs helped me to produce music that not only i enjoy, but that others claim they enjoy...and the other drug made me into a zombie while failing to even produce the sort of experience I would look to a dissociative for...it isn't inconsistent at all. I find it a little disgraceful to be so stuptified that I can't figure out time, or how to unscrew a cap and add fluid.
Well the 3-MeO-PCP has produced some cool back and forth discussion about it so that is one positive quality. I'm glad to be a BLer and to have folks like you guys to talk about these things with. Ya'll are awesome.
A.B. Fubinaca would be a good name for a villain in a movie imho
I know where do they get these names from!