☮ Social ☮ PD Social Thread: N-Dimensional Funhouse of Possibilities

[Thorns Have Roses]

^A week and a half, to be ended tomorrow....technically today. In about 12 hours.


You know those really big sunflowers? I was afraid of them when I was a kid. They still weird me out a little if I get close to them. Not that they aren't pretty.

 

[SONN]

on a whim I decided to break out some pink glassy methylone moonrocks I've had sitting around and this time I actually had a really nice time. I started with a .25 bomb and then snorted 25 milligrams about 50 minutes in. then I snorted various amounts for the next 4 or so hours. I made music and experimented with ableton a little bit. can't wait to get really into it and start making more music. I just took some pure alprazolam powder ~5mg(hard to weigh such small amounts) and i'm feeling very tranquil now, ready to hit the sack soon. Depending on how I feel tomorrow morning this experience might have really made me gain a new respect for this empathogen.

Xork I think your methylone roll basically inspired mine lol

edit: also ya how did synthetix get banned? the dude cracks me up lol

 

[Tralen]

So I'm thinking of taking a very low dose of dxm (~150mg) and combining it with 10 mg of psilocin. Does anyone have any experience with this combination, or anything similar?

 

[pharmakos]

i've done similar combinations pretty often. that's a good dose for a slightly-trippy and pretty-euphoric night. spacey permagrin territory.

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

^I concur with TNW.

So, I picked up some SJW, gonna try to induce a manic episode. Mwahahahaha

Also got some Knob Creek, which I have never had before. Delicious, haven't had whiskey since...this might be the first time this year. Drink responsibly kids~

 

[pharmakos]

stretching your muscles is going to feel so good on 150mg DXM and 10mg of Psilocin

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Hey CH! I don't recall you posting in here before, welcome. Yeah I'm too scared to do salvia, I have a bunch of 5x extract I've used quite a few times at low doses (years ago), I never broke through to anything too strong, and reading about the experiences of others both scares and intrigues me. Probably equally, but the fear is enough that I haven't ever tried.

I was thinking about doing some MXE tonight but I think I should probably paint instead and maybe work on getting my house in shape. I need to be careful to not slip back into patterns of using drugs to escape boredom and that would certainly be the reason I did MXE if I did it tonight. Wish I had some weed, I feel pretty good about smoking at the end of the day and it makes everything a little nicer.



Ah, thanks for the warning. Today was a hellish work day so it was probably a good day to do it, but I'll keep it as a less frequent thing. I never do it on the weekends anyway but 5 out of 7 days is definitely pretty much daily. It's really just been the past 2 weeks though so that's good.

Hey buddy

I would definitely recommend trying for a proper salvia breakthrough. I love it. %)

I've just been focusing my mental energy in reading War and Peace and writing on my novel.

I think after I get more of my novel complete, possibly all of it, I'll probably start tripping again.

How's life treating you?

I really love salvia unlike most people. Such a shame it got banned here 5-6 years ago because of a bunch of idiots posting youtube vids of them selves purposely acting stupid had to ruin it. Salvia is not a toy if you want a toy go smoke some fucking weed.


At least I got well over my fair share of good experiences with it before it got banned. I actually broke through my first time using just 15x. I turned into a traffic light and was looking down on my friend who was on the couch next to me looked like he was standing on the sidewalk.

I'd love to try combining it with ketamine and/or dmt.
I once tried combining salvia and N2O right after each other during an mdma peak which was very intense. I was also smoking salvia throughout the entire roll that night and it went great. It actually felt very similar to a 2c-e trip with just the mdma and salvia before adding the N2O.

I've done salvia on LSD before.

 

[dstr8427]

I have been watching The Leftovers for the past 7 hours, this is a damn good show. I'm excited to be able to finish it and start Boardwalk Empire, hopefully in time for the season finale.

I'm currently on 60 mg Opana ER, and high as shit, been smoking more weed than usual so I'm feeling pretty nice. I'm about to smoke some opium just to top it off :D

Kinda thinking about taking some Robitussin since I'm on the extended release Opana anyways, looking for a 2nd plateauish trip,so about 225 mgs. Is this is a bad or unsafe combination?

Orr maybe it's the Opana that's negatively affecting my rational thinking? Hehe

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

^Do you really need to add a dissociative?
Coincidentally, in spite of the costs, going for some gels. Gotta wait 'til Tuesday for a serious dissociative experience, but I don't see any harm in going for 300mg this evening.

edit: Think I'm gonna go get some pizza.

 

[Tralen]

stretching your muscles is going to feel so good on 150mg DXM and 10mg of Psilocin

Hopefully gonna drop when I get home in about half an hour or so. Gotta talk with my girl and make sure she still wants to trip. It's storming and she's not too fond of storms. I, however, love tripping in storms. Lightning looks so amazing on lsd lol

 

[dstr8427]

That's the question though, do I? I'm not looking for anything too strong, just a good head high for a few hours. I'm not even necessarily trying to get too fucked up. Normally I would take 800-900 mg, just saying. Maybe I would be better at 150 or 200?

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

That's the question though, do I? I'm not looking for anything too strong, just a good head high for a few hours. I'm not even necessarily trying to get too fucked up. Normally I would take 800-900 mg, just saying. Maybe I would be better at 150 or 200?

150-200mg to add flavor sounds reasonable. OTOH, potentiating opiates when you plan to consume more opiates...depends on your tolerance. Furthermore, requiring 3 different classes of drugs to get where you wanna be is a sign that you're heading down the wrong avenue.

 

[dstr8427]

Oh my god, smoking this opium on top of these Opanas is getting me incredibly fucking high. What I really want is just one Angry Orchard. I fucking hate beer, and don't really drink that much at all. I usually am the DD Angry Orchard is fucking delicious though. Drinking just one right now would really put icing on my cake. Mmm now I want cake, I haven't ate all day. Oh my god, you know what I really want? Some fucking cereal. Honestly, weed has never given me the munchies but opiates make me chow down! I honestly wanna take some more Opanas, I mean I got 120 for the damn month. My doctor must've just ate lunch or something, maybe he was in a good mood. God damn that's a lot though. He already wrote my script for next month though, it's only 30 of the 30 mg ERs, so I won't really be able to binge, as I tend to do. Sadface. Might as well take more. I just really wanna wait and see if these ERs have hit me yet, I don't wanna overdo it.

Heading down the wrong avenue? Haha. Yeah, I know. I don't have much else to do though, or any ways to sleep. All I want to do is sleep. All day, all night. I wish I could lie in bed all day. Without arrogance I know I am a great person, I honestly don't think I would ever kill myself. Damn, am I depressed, though. I pretty much grew up in the hospital, I don't remember about the first 8 years of my life because I have PTSD from having always having to be under the knife. I am definitely heading down the wrong avenue, and want to turn around. Maybe when I have more to live for. Right now I don't work, but I do volunteer my time. I want to be a social worker, but I simply don't want to go to college and get a degree. Income would be nice though

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

^Mostly it just sucks if you're on a nice drug or two and all you can think about is how much better it would be if you could be on yet another one. Call it a perfectionist tendency. Bad habit to get into, for the preservation of your own enjoyment.

edit: hurm, I hope I actually feel this, otherwise I'l have to abort future plans. Man, dissociatives without cannabinoids tend to feel lacking as well.

Illuminated Manuscripts.....hells yeah.

NSFW:

 

[dstr8427]

^Mostly it just sucks if you're on a nice drug or two and all you can think about is how much better it would be if you could be on yet another one. Call it a perfectionist tendency. Bad habit to get into, for the preservation of your own enjoyment

This is all I ever feel, it is very sad and something I do not share with my IRL friends. I know for a fact I am not addicted to any single drug, and am thankful for it. However, I've never tried heroin or cocaine or meth, though I have been offered. I very much want to try heroin, but I know I will almost certainly be a dopehead soon so I try to stay away from it. However, I do feel like, I dunno, I am just addicted to drugs in general. I like sobriety, don't get me wrong. I don't wake and bake, and enjoy feeling clear headed and wait until later in the day to smoke. It depends on what I have to do for the day. But come night time, it's on. I get severe anxiety just thinking about not being able to sleep, and though weed used to do the trick, I have now smoked daily for years (I'm only 21) and although I wouldn't be able to sleep without it, it still won't make me sleep. I don't even want to get fucked up, I just want to get to that point where I'm nice and high. Hell, I barely drink. I just have this bad feeling that I have a more natural tolerance to drugs than others, it always seems like I need to take more to get to the point where others are. I just don't ever get high enough to say "naw man, i'm good for now." Like I said though, I am smart enough to not be addicted to the drugs I feel I need. Although when I was younger I was definitely addicted to THC (smoked way too much), I am now mature enough to enjoy the sobriety morning grants me, while it lasts at least.

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

I had a grapefruit, and invisible dream space has enveloped everything. A bit nauseated though. And the folks ain't happy I'm drinkin' whiskey when I had to ask for help buyin' my meds. And the other world is calling me, and though Things look beautiful, the world of things I must be doing does not.

However, I've never tried heroin or cocaine or meth, though I have been offered. I very much want to try heroin

It is so not worth it. Just getting through the day, getting through the day, feel great for half a minute, good for less than an hour, then count down count down count down. Miserable stuff. I only ever used coke for speedballing. I used to smoke meth socially, it had no pull on me, then I stopped for a couple years, ran into it again in January and was on it for 5 months straight. It totally improved productivity the first month, and was enjoyable for 2 or 3.

The Good, The Bad, and The Ugly is on. One of my fav films....ooh, speaking of, what cinema have y'all enjoyed this year? Saw Guardians of the Galaxy recently, that was a lot of fun (it's a good year for marvel, this and Winter Soldier), and I gotta say, The Grand Budapest Hotel was my favorite film of the last several years.

Also, you can't have dissociatives without nujabes.

 

[swilow]

^I just could not get into The Grand Budapest Hotel. I tried it twice and each time just faded. Perhaps at some point in the future I will be receptive to it...

I watched this film, called Oldboy, a few days ago. My buddy said it was incredibly disturbing but I wouldn't neccesarily say the same. Sure, parts of it were confronting and uncomfortable to watch but, whilst it was enjoyable, most of it was pretty predictable with the main character being uncomfortably stuck between being a normal person and antihero. I would recommend it, but after watching A Serbian Film not much is actually truly disturbing at all....

 

[pharmakos]

Hopefully gonna drop when I get home in about half an hour or so. Gotta talk with my girl and make sure she still wants to trip. It's storming and she's not too fond of storms. I, however, love tripping in storms. Lightning looks so amazing on lsd lol

did you?

 

[dstr8427]

I really want to see Guardians of the Galaxy! Chris Pratt is hilarious in Parks and Rec. It also looks like a movie that would be fun to watch on psychedelics, nice and colorful

 

[Xorkoth]

Interlocken music festival on Thursday! I'm so excited!! There's so much to plan though, gotta be bring everything I will need for 4 days and 3 nights of eating, drinking, drugging, costuming, and rocking. And painting, I think I'm going to do some of that there too.

I see our brother Synthetix (or whathaveyou) has been sent on a vacation...

Hmm, bummer. He probably got super high on something (maybe allylescaline) and went on a posting spree somewhere else and ticked people off. Hope he doesn't get himself perma-banned, I like that dude.

Hey buddy

I would definitely recommend trying for a proper salvia breakthrough. I love it. %)

I've just been focusing my mental energy in reading War and Peace and writing on my novel.

I think after I get more of my novel complete, possibly all of it, I'll probably start tripping again.

How's life treating you?

Life is amazing right now honestly. I did ibogaine and it actually really cured my opiate addiction, it's like it never even happened as far as my brain is concerned, it's not even the slightest struggle to stay off them. My marriage has ended which is a huge blessing for me, I have discovered. I've just been taking care of myself this summer and doing things that enrich my life, primarily spending a lot of time in nature, mostly exploring/climbing waterfalls and walking in rivers. I feel like my soul is recharged and everything is flowing correctly in my life for the first time in forever. I feel like a new person, the same person but a new and improved version. I believe that at the end of my life I will look back and rank taking ibogaine as one of the very most important decisions I ever made, because I don't know that I would have gotten out of the hole I had dug myself in without it.

^Mostly it just sucks if you're on a nice drug or two and all you can think about is how much better it would be if you could be on yet another one. Call it a perfectionist tendency. Bad habit to get into, for the preservation of your own enjoyment.

Truth. Truth truth truth. I still struggle with the compulsive poly-drug addict mindset sometimes. I just like being high and experiencing altered states. But it's too easy to slip into a pattern of always seeking further drugs, and it's very damaging to yourself over time.

This is all I ever feel, it is very sad and something I do not share with my IRL friends. I know for a fact I am not addicted to any single drug, and am thankful for it. However, I've never tried heroin or cocaine or meth, though I have been offered. I very much want to try heroin, but I know I will almost certainly be a dopehead soon so I try to stay away from it. However, I do feel like, I dunno, I am just addicted to drugs in general. I like sobriety, don't get me wrong. I don't wake and bake, and enjoy feeling clear headed and wait until later in the day to smoke. It depends on what I have to do for the day. But come night time, it's on. I get severe anxiety just thinking about not being able to sleep, and though weed used to do the trick, I have now smoked daily for years (I'm only 21) and although I wouldn't be able to sleep without it, it still won't make me sleep. I don't even want to get fucked up, I just want to get to that point where I'm nice and high. Hell, I barely drink. I just have this bad feeling that I have a more natural tolerance to drugs than others, it always seems like I need to take more to get to the point where others are. I just don't ever get high enough to say "naw man, i'm good for now." Like I said though, I am smart enough to not be addicted to the drugs I feel I need. Although when I was younger I was definitely addicted to THC (smoked way too much), I am now mature enough to enjoy the sobriety morning grants me, while it lasts at least.

You're a poly-drug addict man, I've been one for many years You're good for not getting physically addicted to anything because that takes it to a whole new level but I can almost promise you that if you start being sober more often, it will be easier to be happy.