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oh hai thar Synth hahaha

Lawdy I hope the AL-LAD turns up before the weekend...though I have no idea how long a normal letter takes to get to this silly country. THE SUSPENSE IS KILLING MEEEEEEE
 
trozzle said:
oh hai thar Synth hahaha

Lawdy I hope the AL-LAD turns up before the weekend...though I have no idea how long a normal letter takes to get to this silly country. THE SUSPENSE IS KILLING MEEEEEEE
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lol yarrr hallo der y the sunglasses were essential for my journeys.

note: the profuse sweating rofl

mmm i love AL-LAD <3 wish i had some.
 
Well, some drugs are still hard for me to have around... I got some methylone to use/share at the festival I'm going to in 9 days, and I just took some, due to being bored. Like a couple of minutes ago. Oh well, I should just enjoy it now but it definitely was a compulsive thing. I think I'll have someone hang onto it for me so I don't use the rest before the festival.

I can have around weed, DOC, MXE, alcohol, tryptamines and psychedelics phens, etc, and I'm fine with those. It's those empathogens... they just feel so good.
 
i know that feeling, i couldn't be around oxy or cocaine. i know i'd do it and would be the fast track ticket to hell or death frankly. fucking boredom man. it's actually a killer. should definitely get someone to hold onto it for you before you end up eating it all lol.

ya can have around those too, but get so excited when they're around lol, can't wait for trip to trip. weed id probably smoke but only in the evening - helps me sleep tbh.
 
I do smoke usually every day when I have weed but I used to be a 24/7 smoker for many years... now it's like 1 hit in the evening after I'm done with everything, and maybe another an hour later. Or if I'm hanging out with friends of course.
 
fair enough... i usually just smoke weed with a good friend of mine now. used to smoke it a bit, maybe once twice a week tops. used to make me seriously paranoid when i first started it but ever since psychs have come along, weed has completely changed for me! love a bit of hash. cigarettes on the other hand.... hopefully laika's gonna hit me up with some vaper to help me quit. seriously need to get rid of that damn habit.
 
Yeah I smoke an e-cig, stupidly though I didn't smoke cigarettes before that (I did a long time ago but quit a long time ago too). I got it because I was trying to quit opiates and I wanted something to be able to give me a quick buzz when I was fiending. I don't think I'm physically addicted but I definitely am compulsive. Gotta cut this shit out.
 
Heavy stuff lately, it seems.

How I've been feeling the last two weeks. What I feel like today. Is it any wonder I rarely get anything done? I wish that I were more inclined to the latter than the former.

Anyhow, I come bearing gifts from the Renaissance:
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Benozzo Gozzoli - Madonna with Child
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Sandro Botticelli - The Virgin and Child Enthroned
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I've been thinking it's about time for a dissociative experience, been like 7 or 8 months. I need to visit my interior castle.
 
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Fuck both cars and money suck. I just spent $5k replacing my transmission.

Serves me right for driving a fucking 4x4 that I've inadvertently thrashed. And trashed.

Blah.
 
Xorkoth said:
Nice. :) I sometimes feel like the most successful thing I do in my life is the stuff I do in the online psychedelic community, like, a shitload of people have read the stuff I've written and have told me it affected them greatly. And that's basically what I realized recently is my purpose in life I think, is to try to bring peace and understanding and love to people in whatever way I can. And I paint too, and that's great too. But through writing online I have had an impact on far more people I think. I feel like my brain is working on some way to combine all of these things.

I've been in a really centered and beautiful place recently, especially this month. I feel like everything is flowing, my instincts are good, and I'm really living my life, and I'm inspired by everything. It's like, I want to share that with people and try to help them feel that too.
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I think your posts really do have a huge impact on people. Reading your trip reports on Erowid was part of what got me really interested in psychedelics in the first place. Especially in the more novel chemicals. I always enjoy reading your posts on here too.
 
oh amy aka amt <3 im so glad you're back in my life.

the memories we've shared and will continue to share.


peace and happiness. <3

I've been searching for you all my life, I'm so happy we're together once again, lets enjoy the journey <3
 
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I certainly hope to try AMT again more than once in my life, but given what happened last time I got into it, and given my difficulty controlling myself with empathogens, I think it's best I don't have my own. Unfortunately.
 
Yep, it's easy to not do it if you don't have any. :)

So, ever since I took a bit too much sunifiram a week or so ago, I've been taking the correct dose most work days, 6mg, and then usually 6mg more after noon. I really like it. It gives me clean energy, mental focus, and I just feel crisp and "on". It's easily the most effective nootropic I've had, mentally anyway, hydergine I feel did even more for me but at least 60% was emotional; but unlike hydergine, it's also easily available and by FAR the most cost-effective of anything I can think of. 2 grams cost me $15, and the dosage is 6mg. That's the kind of price I like. :)
 
Please don't use sunifiram daily, I've read terrible things...

One slightly unrelated terrible thing was someone thinking they were using the 'Shulgin method', and starting with a low dose and doubling it each time... but not stopping when the effects became apparent. He continued doubling until he was using 256 or 512 mg ?! and now supposedly he has brain damage - what a surprise...
I hope it was a 'joke', in bad taste at that.
 
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I believe it involved persisting depression among other things, really served as a warning for me. I'm afraid I don't have the relevant links ready just like that... but I implore you to at least do it in moderation. There is a lot of terrain between the daily use you were mentioning and the incidental once or twice that I've tried it, probably with overcaution.
 
Hey CH! I don't recall you posting in here before, welcome. :) Yeah I'm too scared to do salvia, I have a bunch of 5x extract I've used quite a few times at low doses (years ago), I never broke through to anything too strong, and reading about the experiences of others both scares and intrigues me. Probably equally, but the fear is enough that I haven't ever tried.

I was thinking about doing some MXE tonight but I think I should probably paint instead and maybe work on getting my house in shape. I need to be careful to not slip back into patterns of using drugs to escape boredom and that would certainly be the reason I did MXE if I did it tonight. Wish I had some weed, I feel pretty good about smoking at the end of the day and it makes everything a little nicer.

Solipsis said:
I believe it involved persisting depression among other things, really served as a warning for me. I'm afraid I don't have the relevant links ready just like that... but I implore you to at least do it in moderation. There is a lot of terrain between the daily use you were mentioning and the incidental once or twice that I've tried it, probably with overcaution.
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Ah, thanks for the warning. Today was a hellish work day so it was probably a good day to do it, but I'll keep it as a less frequent thing. I never do it on the weekends anyway but 5 out of 7 days is definitely pretty much daily. It's really just been the past 2 weeks though so that's good.
 
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Fuck both cars and money suck. I just spent $5k replacing my transmission.

Serves me right for driving a fucking 4x4 that I've inadvertently thrashed. And trashed.

Blah.
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OH THEM FEELS BRO! Used to have myself a nice Nissan R33 Skyline....bought it for $14k, sunk about another $25-30k into it for suspension/handling upgrades, and everything needed to support up to 350rwkw (tuned to 295rwkw)....

Hit a Kangaroo. Decided that even if it was $50 to repair, that was $50 more than I was prepared to spent on this car. No more. haha.






Sold it for $8000 :(

Tralen said:
I think your posts really do have a huge impact on people. Reading your trip reports on Erowid was part of what got me really interested in psychedelics in the first place. Especially in the more novel chemicals. I always enjoy reading your posts on here too.
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I agree. I love reading your posts Xorkoth. Always informative, interesting, and enlightening :) oh, and lulzy sometimes too heh
 
I really love salvia unlike most people. Such a shame it got banned here 5-6 years ago because of a bunch of idiots posting youtube vids of them selves purposely acting stupid had to ruin it. Salvia is not a toy if you want a toy go smoke some fucking weed.


At least I got well over my fair share of good experiences with it before it got banned. I actually broke through my first time using just 15x. I turned into a traffic light and was looking down on my friend who was on the couch next to me looked like he was standing on the sidewalk.

I'd love to try combining it with ketamine and/or dmt.
I once tried combining salvia and N2O right after each other during an mdma peak which was very intense. I was also smoking salvia throughout the entire roll that night and it went great. It actually felt very similar to a 2c-e trip with just the mdma and salvia before adding the N2O.
 
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