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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Thread: N-Dimensional Funhouse of Possibilities

Cool graduate thesis. :) I'd like to read it if you find it.

Originally I was going to take DOC today and MXE tonight, now I am just going to chill today, probably take DOC tomorrow and go explore some rivers. Then I'm gonna keep my brain fresh for the festival next week, at which point I am going to take LSD, DOC, maybe AMT, MXE, and probably throw a 4-sub-tryptamine in there as a combo somewhere (not all at once of course, I have 4 days to spread it out into). Sometimes a good psychedelic binge is fun, and what better time than a 4-day music festival I'll be camping at with thousands of other people doing the same? End of summer celebration coming up. :)
 
Well I ended up doing the psilocybin with a friend present...took it at around 9:45 and finally went to sleep around 4 AM. Was a pretty good trip, only 2.5 grams so not much in the way of visuals with a couple exceptions, one being looking up at the stars and they appeared to be giant splashing silver raindrops against the coal-black canopy of the night sky, and another visual being my legs disintegrating from flesh to bone, then from bone to sand (I was sitting on the beach at the time). That sounds pretty terrifying, and normally the idea of death intimidates me, but I was strangely at peace with it, and just watched it happen and contemplated mortality in a positive light. The dark night sky really made those visuals pronounced. Really intense mushroom body high though, which I personally like (minus the nausea) but I know some people who don't. Some pretty intensive mental introspection too, although no negative introspection, this time it was all positive.

Anyway, over the past few days I've felt mentally/emotionally fantastic. Psilocybin is a great atypical antidepressant. Such a classic/fantastic drug!
 
dstr8427 said:
I have been so sick :( I have fallen asleep in the bathroom a few times since I am almost never able to leave it. Somebody help me :(
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I feel for you man. I was sick about 3 weeks ago and I couldn't even get up cuz every time I did more nausea would hit me.

On another note, me and my girlfriend just finished moving into our new apartment! I'm excited
 
^Now you get to joy the 1k club, there's a free espresso bar administered by Turks.

roxannerichter said:
? I'm feelin real lovey-dovey
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I'm feelin' like Thomas Hobbes. At least, I think I am.

xork said:
I was just basking in the feeling of perfection and feeling myself slowly turning and rotating
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Sounds lovely, I know how that goes. :D
 
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I probably the flu, but I dunno. I dropped from 215 to 135 in about a year, and my stomach shrank considerably. Since then, I often have days where my stomach just isn't right and I can only eat soft foods (smoothies, soup), which I probably throw up anyway. Lowering my use of tramadol helped considerably (I guess it is rough on my stomach) but I take pills every day, so maybe its them. I never started taking any medicine regularly until about two years ago, when I was first prescribed Prozac. Then they added on Trazodone, which gave me an allergic reaction, and had me sent to the hospital. They took me off both but put me on 2 mg lorazepam twice a day (what the fuck was my pediatrician thinking?) I hate lorazepam now, cant stand the feeling. Now, the only medicine I take regularly are Ditropan, pantoprazole, and ranitidine twice a day, along with a vitamin D supplement (blood tests revealed I was severely vitamin D deficient), cranberry pills, because I only have one kidney and a fucked up bladder, and 5-HTP, the dreams alone are worth it but if it actually does promote good mood then thats cool too. I am a big fan of the placebo effect.

That's not to say I don't take pills recreationally. I am on 8 mg xanax right now, and have 40 mg opana er prescribed every night, of which I am very careful to take days off (If I've been taking the opana for a week or two, I'll use the xanax to sleep the next few nights (I have 4 mg prescribed a day) and I also have ambien and cyclobenzeprine if I need to.

Wow, holy shit. When did I turn into such a pill head? I just bought my first gram of opium the other night and was more fucked up than I've been in months. This doesn't feel good. I need to think about my life. Damn.
 
Thorns Have Roses said:
My least favorite thing about it was that it took all the pleasure out of cigarettes, not that that slowed down my smoking at all.
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I don't smoke cigarettes, but I can tell you that I have smoked blunts back to back while on a few mgs of lorazepam and felt literally nothing from the weed, and it was dank. I can smoke weed on xanax, and I guess it's kind of a dulled feeling, but I like it. I try not to do it, since I'm gonna be sleeping well anyways if I'm on my usual xanax binge like I am right now :) Another couple bars? Down the hatch, ew\

i think xanax tastes worse than MDMA, IMO
 
going fairly well m8. i'm studying for the LSAT right now and recently quit drinking (well i slipped up and had a beer last night, but otherwise have been totally dry for the last couple weeks) so i feel like i have some forward momentum going in my life right now at least. how are things going with you bro?

also i'm diggings the musics :D
 
^It's a test you gotta take to get into law school.

willow said:
Also, this
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Ha. Droll.

Rog said:
how are things going with you bro?
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Truthfully?


My unabated inertia and inability to envisage an adequate future have dealt a heavy blow to my morale. I'm hangin' in there though, for the time being. Also, I'm reading Leviathan, and quite enjoying it.

Now here's something to add some cheer to everyone's day: dancing Hitler!

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Roger&Me said:
going fairly well m8. i'm studying for the LSAT right now and recently quit drinking (well i slipped up and had a beer last night, but otherwise have been totally dry for the last couple weeks) so i feel like i have some forward momentum going in my life right now at least. how are things going with you bro?

also i'm diggings the musics :D
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22 months absolutely dry and counting myself ;) keep it up.
 
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