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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread: If 2020 Was the Dumpster, Can 2021 Be the Fire?

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I've got 3/4 a hit of acid I might take sometime soon deep in the mountains alone, I am intimidated by its power but highly enjoyed my last threshold dose.
 
bingey said:
Mdma is completely blocked by my aripiprazole medication, so ecstacy doesn't mean shit to me despite living in the best country to acquire it.
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You live in UK 90' to 2000's?

If you see me there tell him...oh fuck it it was already too late lol.
 
Well last night took the cake for me too lol

A couple deep doses (of Tiletamine) after work, followed by a talk with my house mates about how I can’t keep my disso use under control but how I thought it was better for me than booze....And how I’d like to stop. Then decided I’d take one last monster dose before bed lol

Nothing disastrous happened but damn. Too much. Crazy trip I can’t really recall never mind articulate.

Idk if I’ll flush the rest or test my will power but this needs to Be over with.

Long weekend here.
Plan is to get back to exercise and mindfulness before the start of the work week.

But for now I’m just gonna ride out this long tail lol
 
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bingey said:
Mountains are awesome everything is flat around here
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It IS the flat country(?) is in not lol.

Windmills? Def bikes. But only Cos they ae weedlings lol, hooray! No steep hills to climb.

Except what goes up, in this case, has an easy rode down too.
 
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Netherlands
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Yeah I did gather mate was just joking, although even then actually still true, Holland citizenship for best MDMA and availability, standard, testing, and club tolerance too.

And heading into a nice ciffee shop after a wild night still rushing and halluvinating, I know I would have.

Because UK was surely very near match for it all still being equally there, mostly with perhaps even more of a fanatic MDMA rave and also reckless abuse culture, so was joking you time travelled back say hi to me there lol.
 
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Yeah I did gather mate was just joking, although even then actually still true, Holland citizenship for best MDMA and availability, standard, testing, and club tolerance too.

And heading into a nice ciffee shop after a wild night still rushing and halluvinating, I know I would have.

Because UK was surely very near match for it all still being equally there, mostly withaps even more of a fanatic MDMA rave and also reckless abuse culture, so was joking you time travelled back say hi to me there lol.
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I said high the ketamine is taking me on a trip down memory lane never went to an UK rave wish i had
 
bingey said:
I woud take a picture of my bicycle but I'm in an institution and it's outside
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Fuck institutions. The other day this guy who knew his Linux and showed me an Argentinian federal police ID said they wanted to hire me and I'd be paid in pesos and move to Argentinian, wwll his friend had some kind of weird outburst and anyway he called the cops saying I wanted to kill myself. I was given injections that are undocumented:(
 
bingey said:
I said high the ketamine is taking me on a trip down memory lane never went to an UK rave wish i had
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Mate, UK outdoor heavenly summer 3 dayers in glorious nature lands, forrests, lakes, moutain quarys, mental warehouses, gigantic ex University buildings hundreds trippy surreal rooms and rigs.

Ecstasy, Ketamine, LSD and skunk just spin around, walk ten metres, ask...lol.

Was unique. I feel real privilege been there.

Calmed down my own earlier kinda daily maje panic levels lot more now.

Black coffee after nevessary etiz, strong edible, now kava at last.

Lot more chilled not exactly easy still, drowsy too lol.
 
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Mate, UK outdoor heavenly summer 3 dayers in glorious nature lands, forrests, lakes, moutain quarys, mental warehouses, gigantic ex University buildings hundreds trippy surreal rooms and rigs.

Ecstasy, Ketamine, LSD and skunk just spin around, walk ten metres, ask...lol.

Was unique. I feel real privilege been there.

Calmed down my own earlier kinda daily maje panic levels lot more now.

Black coffee after nevessary etiz, strong edible, now kava at last.

Lot more chilled not exactly easy still, drowsy too lol.
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You guys are lucky. I wish we had a decent club/rave scene here. I guess some of the larger cities still probably do. There's probably someone still throwing parties locally on occasion but I'm out of the loop. I need to start checking this one smoke shop that posts flyers.
 
AutoTripper said:
Mate, UK outdoor heavenly summer 3 dayers in glorious nature lands, forrests, lakes, moutain quarys, mental warehouses, gigantic ex University buildings hundreds trippy surreal rooms and rigs.

Ecstasy, Ketamine, LSD and skunk just spin around, walk ten metres, ask...lol.

Was unique. I feel real privilege been there.

Calmed down my own earlier kinda daily maje panic levels lot more now.

Black coffee after nevessary etiz, strong edible, now kava at last.

Lot more chilled not exactly easy still, drowsy too lol.
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I been to the uk a couple of times but too young for partying, it's a beautiful country Tolkiens shire.

Been to ilkley (near leeds) with boy scouts camp and to scotland and london
 
bingey said:
I been to the uk a couple of times but too young for partying, it's a beautiful country Tolkiens shire.

Been to ilkley (near leeds) with boy scouts camp and to scotland and london
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Back insecure teen, peers and all, we hadca wicked child/teen life tbf.

Total freedom. Always out parks, youth clubs, town, rivers, coastal camping hidays, hols in France, weekends "midnight feasts" lol.

We played all sorts fun fittie games, matches, one on one, "header and volley" with one man in goal, WITH the golkeeper fetches the ball lol, kick it far haha, IF you ate feeling cruel.

My point! Lol, please excuse me when u can for endlessly tangenting off...

I chose Leeds United to support, 94 maybe think they won the Ptemier League 1992 I think?

From Tottenham Hotspur previously.

We liive Befford 60 miles S of London but trecked up to Leeds about twice watched two great Leeds Blacburn games there.

Also saw Tottenhal vs Arsenal London, plus Leeds vs Westham too.

Plus, 1999 & 2000 I srewarded cricket then footbal matches.

Chelsea at Stamford Bridbe london.

The Luton one was after 4 purple mind blowing ecsasy pills, second night rolling, I was off my face that whole day I swear.
 
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You guys are lucky. I wish we had a decent club/rave scene here. I guess some of the larger cities still probably do. There's probably someone still throwing parties locally on occasion but I'm out of the loop. I need to start checking this one smoke shop that posts flyers.
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Yeah man @TripSitterNZ feels similar. That no-holes-barred scene was unlike anything. It was a free, fun playground to get as twisted as, any which way, amazing outdoor scenery and mental locations.

Have again, after vapor, edibles, vital etiz and now 30 grams kava sunk quickly, settled my mind. Still that thought loop like anxiety running in background but I just have to keep it there and trust each time I am orbited back to the bottom of my own
Everst again each day or two at most, that I WILL turn it round, aways have yet but this extreme panic state has bothered me though, like a lingering trauma but still so physically bassd too.

I think, really, I need to just trip again as I always have here, not heavy, thinking a moderate but full enough flat 200 ug.

I feel that through this I could basically completely dissolve the template quite aggressively laid in my head since that literally one off overstepped dose and level of impact since.

So I am thinking I will probably line that one up sooner than later because I feel there is no actual need to wait when there is effective Rot to stop.

Just vaping some more fantastic weed. Tired extr but def more chilled out.
 
And @simstim I was mentally you know, squat earlier, overnight. But,mand even more, thanks again earlier for clarifying that oddd skid..Row?? randomness (and mmm lol).

That really served as a mind setller for me today, strangely. I have sufdenly, untypically become (much much nore) unstuck. I can't help but to lose things in life including people.

No emotional blackmail here mate but the thiught maybe I'd annoyed you, to hear it was actually you being a hallucinating MF lol, tripping out not knowing what I'm sure you did MEAN maybe only for a flash second lol, was a very nive relief to me in a again, so rare for me very unsure of myself time.

So here, before my amnesia loses this, just- thanks for that good honour and zero shame,mface holding, instantly telling me "bro..,makes no fucking sense to me either lol. Wtf".

Did ease my mind nicely.

Damn, feeling stoned man. Bluedream edibles so dreamy, good good Sativa weed vaped too.
 
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