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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread: If 2020 Was the Dumpster, Can 2021 Be the Fire?

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Opiates are definitely my achilles heel. Trying to stop again, it's so hard. Even though it's just kratom right now. I have been addicted so much that I get withdrawals after using it once even after a long break.. Use a few times and I can't sleep and feel like I'm going insane for a week.
 
Xorkoth said:
Opiates are definitely my achilles heel. Trying to stop again, it's so hard. Even though it's just kratom right now. I have been addicted so much that I get withdrawals after using it once even after a long break.. Use a few times and I can't sleep and feel like I'm going insane for a week.
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Do you find that psychedelics reduce your interest in opiates at all?

I often use LSD and ketamine to short circuit a runaway meth compulsion.
 
Nope, except when I did a flood dose of ibogaine, then I had 5 years clean and was repulsed by the idea of opiates... even my using dreams turned into "oh my god no, I've been using again and will have withdrawals" and I'd wake up like FUCK YES THANK GOD that was a dream. Instead of "oh man now I miss opiates"
 
I mean psychedelics can make me think deeply about it and make me say to myself I will quit... but when it wears off the compulsion is no less strong. The habit/coping mechanism is extremely strongly hard-wired at this point. My biggest problem is that I can't take 2 weeks off of work and the band to be absolutely useless coming off them... so I have to do slow tapers and use comfort meds like gabapentin when I stop... but tapering is very hard for me with opiates, and I have gotten to where I get addicted to gabapentin quickly too. It's a pickle. When withdrawing, I can barely even talk to people, I can't make my mind work straight, I sit there at my desk at work and get nothing done all day, I just curl up into the fetal position and kick my legs, it's all I can do.
 
I think about getting on the Kratom train again, safer than my lovely mph/bdo combo in an institution where I get tested regularly and I have plans for which I have to at least appear living sober. So it’s gonna be Kratom mainly during the next time.
 
Atomic_Decay said:
I learned so much from that guy. A real tragedy the way he offed himself so sudden like that. It seemed he had a lot to live for and god knows noone else here gave much of a fuck about the panicking Greenlighter tweakers needing to be talked down.

I hope he is in a better place now.
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You make it sound like he's dead? =D
He isn't, right?
 
Atomic_Decay said:
I’m starting to think I’m becoming a lysergamide hoarder. At one point I had about 700 tabs lying around and a few months testing the boundaries of tolerance plus a bit of caring and sharing with some close friends I’ve never actually met in person brought that down to whatever is in that picture I posted the other day.

Then all this talk around here lately about DS3.0 and GG’s Parvati Tears inspired me to go find them at the source - which is stupidly easy really - and I bought 400 tabs of the allegedly ‘pure’ stuff that’s got @Ismene2 so bent out of shape at about a buck a pop.

Yet, since I am so far away in the boondocks down under I’m 99% sure I’ve only ever had 1 lysergamide in my life.
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I can relate! Interesting too.

Thanks for sharing your thoughts.

I too am sure I would have been slurping at my lips, year plus ago.

But I barely need a mic atm. Though I am growing a desire for a good heavy trip.

Covid nerve probs makes it just stupid for now.

We'll see in time. I never say never hey! :)
 

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Arnold said:

Associations between lifetime classic psychedelic use and cardiometabolic diseases - Scientific Reports

The objective of the current study was to investigate the associations between lifetime classic psychedelic use and cardiometabolic diseases. Using data from the National Survey on Drug Use and Health (2005–2014), the present study examined the associations between lifetime classic psychedelic...
www.nature.com www.nature.com

www.sciencealert.com

There Could Be a Curious Link Between Psychedelics And Improved Heart Health

In recent years, a promising and exciting research avenue has been the potential of psychedelics to provide some unexpected health benefits.
www.sciencealert.com www.sciencealert.com
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Now that’s the kind of good news I can use … with any luck the positive cardio benefits of my horrendous classic psychedelic abuse will exactly offset the cardio damage of my horrendous stimulant abuse.

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TripSitterNZ said:
;););) Waiting for the next OTT album in may. will prob pop a few tabs for it when i have the time
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I never get sick of OTT. But I have kinda found that he’s my go to music for journeys to the k-hole rather than acid. In fact I can’t imagine k-holing and NOT listening to OTT.
 
For me i enjoy maok in the k hole very blissful. But im give up ket. My tolerance is insane and the k holes got dark for me. I did manage to heal alot of mental health issues with ketamine though.

Today ima commit to quitting drinking. I took a low microdose of LSD instead to achieve that goal.

My fav set ever for acid but i listened too it much. Good shit for 300 ug + journeys.

I like alot of entheogenic on lsd



I could always get DMT, but i have no desire to do it. I was on acid hiatus for a while. But i discovering my love for it again. I was big on shrooms for a while but then i was like meh did a shit load of them and realized i don't like them. Fucking to mentally fucked for me lol.

LSD makes me feel like im on a cloud in heaven

Always fresh music coming out which is good for LSD. I have not taken a strong dose of acid since like june last year. Maybe this end of june or something ill celeberate and pop 300-500 ug or something lol

 
TripSitterNZ said:
For me i enjoy maok in the k hole very blissful. But im give up ket. My tolerance is insane and the k holes got dark for me. I did manage to heal alot of mental health issues with ketamine though.

Today ima commit to quitting drinking. I took a low microdose of LSD instead to achieve that goal.

My fav set ever for acid but i listened too it much. Good shit for 300 ug + journeys.

I like alot of entheogenic on lsd



I could always get DMT, but i have no desire to do it. I was on acid hiatus for a while. But i discovering my love for it again. I was big on shrooms for a while but then i was like meh did a shit load of them and realized i don't like them. Fucking to mentally fucked for me lol.

LSD makes me feel like im on a cloud in heaven

Always fresh music coming out which is good for LSD. I have not taken a strong dose of acid since like june last year. Maybe this end of june or something ill celeberate and pop 300-500 ug or something lol

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I don’t think I have had any ketamine for six months or so. I binged for a month and quickly reached high tolerance. I also had some unrelated urinary tract/prostate problems and my Urologist basically begged me not to touch Ketamine and undo all the repair work he’d done.

I’m thinking of having a binge for a couple of days soon. Maybe three grams total. And then laying off it for at least another six months - or longer if I get any UT irritation again.
 
i consumed about 14 grams over the last two years. I feel my bladder is still irritated from my ketamine usage last week. But it doesnt hurt. idk about my tolerance i did a bump of ket in dec and that fucked me up lol. Then suddenly i have a high tolerance maybe its just weaker batches of ket. But all i know it aint worth it for me anymore. I had the deepest k hole of my life on race mic 400 mg and weed in jan. That was fucking amazing.
 
TripSitterNZ said:
i consumed about 14 grams over the last two years. I feel my bladder is still irritated from my ketamine usage last week. But it doesnt hurt. idk about my tolerance i did a bump of ket in dec and that fucked me up lol. Then suddenly i have a high tolerance maybe its just weaker batches of ket. But all i know it aint worth it for me anymore. I had the deepest k hole of my life on race mic 400 mg and weed in jan. That was fucking amazing.
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Do you prefer S or R isomer? Or Racemic?

I much prefer to depth of a hole on S, but it is quite short duration compared to R so I got into the habit of preparing 4 or 5 IM shots and when I could see straight again just grabbing the next one and banging it in….which is a really good way to become near completely tolerant in a week.

R isomer I found too hard to recover from. 2 hours later I’d still be spastic and unable to move around my house safely.
 
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