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never mane it has changed but its still good
but i'm tellin you mane BL as a whole used to be better
like ED too
 
IDK Always knows West confuzzles me at times, you've always been that name right? Or am I just lost ATM? Also PD Social to me, at times was a tight nit group, lest when I first joined, it was swirling with swillow, B9(when that badass crawled outta the windwork everyonce in a moon), Xork, Del, Roger, Charles, PepperinoStocks, nearjat, adrain, solitulus(SP! my bad!), and the like crawling, trawling, all over des walls. Those were the main players and baby Halp was just coming into/all that. We should really get a roll call since so many of us are showing face again at the same time! I mean I know I posted somewhat frequently in PD Socialz but not to much. For the most part I just stuck to being nearly incoherent half the time, possibly making a valid point every once in a while, havin' fun, helpin' brothers and dat!;)

Its what brought me back.....I am.......HELP! I just can't help but want to run in and answer the easy ones to save everyone the trouble, though i'm not to on base sometimes but ah wells, who is besides the badass elites....;) ;P As long as I live i'll probably reincarnate hundreds of times over the years but always crawl back here to be the Help because.....I am Help?!? haha

I remember when I first made that name, so many options, so perfect. Everytime someone made a thread like HELP! I could run in and be like..."Yeah?"%) "Das me!", or I always wanted to.....well I can't let that old secret thread idea go, because maybe one day i'll use my terrible troll skills to do it, but either way, perfect name, perfectly ambiguous, perfectly insane, perfectly inane, just like myself, so its all fitting really.... ;) Also I was being an asshole, thought it would be comical to have the name "Help?!?" on a chemical recovery forum where they offer help, what a dick I was/am..:P

Ahh, my brethren....we've come so far...its been so long.....unthinkable...eh? Sounds like its time for a reunion show! Quick call MTV!

Anyways, grand days, much <3 to all my brothers/sisters and that!

/end crazed rant

Oh and......isn't everything always better when remembered brah....?;) Not to say BL is in perfect shape because...but....ya know..!
 
kidklmx said:
I guess the days of progressive thinking in the Dutch government are over...

Last night I was sitting on a bench somewhere (rolling (not even smoking, mind you) some weed) and suddenly the police came over and they almost did a full-body search. Had to take off my jacket, shoes, socks and belt-buckle. Then, he checked my body extensively feeling deep inside my pockets and stuff, clearly not afraid of touching my wee-wee. (I think I passed the gay-test though) They found weed, hashish and a bit of 4-Aco-DMT. That used to be well-tolerated, but now I had to give all my stuff. My friend didn't want to, and now his criminal record states he is a drug user.

Might seem like a regular thing for you Americans, but in all my years of being an idiot, I've never been treated this harsh by the police. I have been in this exact situation before (the police spotting me while rolling a joint), and usually they would just say "if that thing was on, then you would have gotten a ticket" and be gone after that. Could have to do with the fact that my buddy has a non-pink skin tone, but really it seems like they are starting an assault on drug-usage. Half of the coffeeshops (the place you get weed) in my city have closed down too

Hmpf... I'm not a happy man :(
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I doubt that's even legal. Depending on where you were, the police need a warrant to search you. (there are some exceptions, but they're just that, exceptions). I don't think there's such a thing as probable cause either. Post your case at the Dutch forum I pointed you to earlier - there are peeps who might be able to give you more comprehensive feedback than I just did. Besides, 4-AcO-DMT is not a controlled substance in the Netherlands, not even under the Medicines Act (but I could mistaken on that last part).

Your buddy now has a criminal record for using drugs? I sincerely doubt that. Look it up and know your rights. Using drugs is not forbidden by Dutch law, and possession of substances of personal consumption will not give you a criminal record. And besides, it's not the police that gives people criminal records without prosecution.

What city do you live in by the way? Somewhere in the south?
 
Yeah, I live in the shit-hole city called Dordrecht.. lol Anyway, owning is illegal but allowed by the police (gedoogbeleid, you know the deal) and they can confiscate whenever they want. If you do that willingly there is not an issue, but if you don't they'll "note it" (whatever that means, took it that it will show in your record, but prolly not)

What you describe used to be the chase a few years ago, but locally (say, the Bijlmer or Rotterdam-west) they could search you and such. Now with the national police I think that random search thing is national as well.

Fun fact: the officers were one of them young ones with an IQ probably not higher than 75..

p.s I tried to register for DHP a while ago, but I couldn't get a confirmation email and when I tried contacting the Admin I didn't get a reply..
 
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Delsyd said:
I agree with TAC about being in MXE's grips for life (as well as ketamine). In fact i found it much harder to leave behind than heroin, which I've been able to quit and only use once in the last 3+ years.
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I feel you. Never tried heroin, and don't plan on it, but meth can't even hold a candle to MXE's addictive pull, in my opinion.

Although, I'm sure it's a very personal thing. There are probably meth addicts that just don't "get" MXE.
 
Never Knows Best said:
@jk - Looks you have a really nice local park.
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yeah. slight understatement. actually it's a world heritage site.. ;)
don't know if the roses were in bloom yet (think so) but when they are it's just too much...
some kind of impressive plant is blooming pretty much all the time there.

speaking of plants:
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still not sure if they're active. I already like them too much for consumption...almost :/


THE WEATHER IS SOOOOO FUCKED IN EUROPE!!
MXE would be really great right now. "extended hiatus"...
life is different when you can throw in dissociatives here and there. not sure if for the better. probably not.


edit: spend the last 5 minutes thinking about 3-meo-pcp, which is kind of an uncanny substance but at least a dissociative (and in my possession - nice word in that context. possession.). it's a strange kind of addictiveness that lies in dissociatives...
 
I hate having to grow a few plants for consumption, they become like weathered rocks, your just used to seeing them age and change/being around! 3-MeO-PCP was one of those diss's that always felt like you were on to something..........so content and strange in many ways, considering 3-MeO-PCP rides the NDMA receptor harder than fuck but with its mixed pharma it ends far away from something like PCP, yet close(though I've never gotten the chance to get wet, never rained on me yet...;)). The mania though......8o
 
...of course I finally gave in to 3-meo on this rainy holiday afternoon/evening.
15+10mg sublingual.
still wondering if this substance is a dangerous/useless/mindless idiot-drug like - say - ethanol or if there is something deeper to it.
is it just 'I don't give a fuck'-carelessness or is there a hidden zen mode waiting to be discovered?

anyhow: yes, it gives you the impression that you might be up to something - but I feel that pushing it further will lead to trouble...
right now I see myself zoning out into oblivion for minutes while typing (not even music).
is it cynical or serene? can't even tell if it's strong or weak...

it's a very, VERY strange substance. reminds me of phenethylamine, which is more of a (bodily) sensation than a psychoactive. this stuff is just some strange sensation for the mind. it's there but it's kinda empty; neither tool, nor enhancer. doesn't really make you feel good, doesn't really give you insight. it's not even confusing at that dose. you might as well feel "sober". but you are absolutely not. that's why I feel it's dangerous...
don't get me wrong: it's not bad either. I guess it takes a true aficionado or a complete fool to enjoy this substance.. ;)


edit: it's 3,5h since my first dose (15mg) and 2h since the second (10mg) and I'm still coming up. shit's wicked. 8( ... =D

people who enjoy those "sensation"-kinda-experiences would probably also enjoy this:

:D
 
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read old reports/posts of mine and fell into deep intro- and retrospection. 'reliving the past' (dissociative trademark - but this feels more like intense daydreaming than visionary [grammar?! eugh]). don't know if there's any therapeutic value to it though. might have as well fallen into some other activity. maybe the problem with 3-meo-pcp is that it has a cynical touch where there ought to be a spiritual touch...

it also feels like the less I focus on the induced state the more I get out of it. maybe it's still a "good" substance. slight feelings of catharsis right now.
maybe I have a hangover tomorrow, maybe an afterglow. :) [as with MXE I'm quite sure this depends very much on psychological processes during the altered state, but much more pronounced with this substance as it's much, much less recreational ime - 'hard problem of consciousness' knocking at the door.. ;) ]
will report.
 
johannes kreisler said:
it also feels like the less I focus on the induced state the more I get out of it.
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pretty much all psychedelics and dissociatives i have tried have been like that. dose and then go about my day, forget that i even took anything... the only time that hasn't worked out well for me is when my doses have been too big.
 
Jezus fuck (sorry for the language..), just spilled my very first vial all over a magazine. Anyone reckon if I dipped it in a bath of distilled water it'd still be active?

Or if anyone has an idea to save the L, I'm all ears
 
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thenightwatch said:
the only time that hasn't worked out well for me is when my doses have been too big.
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forgetting that you took anything can get you into serious trouble with some substances...there's a fine line. I know it... ;) (with stuff like 3-meo-pcp it's very easy to forget that you took it - or that you're under the influence respectively - and this may lead to unsettling/dangerous situations, that's probably why I mentioned it...)


@kid: which substance (lsd I suppose..), which solvent? how many layers of paper? blotter em! XD
no seriously: active probably yes (keep away from light and heat), concentration/dose will be a bigger problem...
 
kidklmx said:
Jezus fuck (sorry for the language..), just spilled my very first vial all over a magazine. Anyone reckon if I dipped it in a bath of distilled water it'd still be active?

Or if anyone has an idea to save the L, I'm all ears
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It's all there soaked into the pages. I assume you know how much was in that vial. Cut those pages out and put them in a precisely marked volumetric container (syringe, NyQuil cup) and just swallow them according to whatever dosage you calculate should be in the solution. LSD is orally active. It's all still there, you're just going to have to take it less gracefully. I'm not sure how long LSD will survive in water though. You should freeze it.
 
kidklmx, I truly sympathize. :( that must have been traumatizing.



ahhhhhhhh I'm so happy to be alive! speechless! today was a very magical fusion of spirituality, philosophy, religion, and dissociatives. :D



johannes kreisler said:
it's a very, VERY strange substance. reminds me of phenethylamine, which is more of a (bodily) sensation than a psychoactive. this stuff is just some strange sensation for the mind. it's there but it's kinda empty; neither tool, nor enhancer. doesn't really make you feel good, doesn't really give you insight. it's not even confusing at that dose. you might as well feel "sober". but you are absolutely not. that's why I feel it's dangerous...
don't get me wrong: it's not bad either. I guess it takes a true aficionado or a complete fool to enjoy this substance.. ;)
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that is an extremely good description of 3-meo-pcp. I'm really not a fan of the stuff myself, much as I love MXE. kind of nervewrackingly unpredictable, and toxic-feeling stuff IMO.
 
Still pursuing a trip after doing such a thing? Not a good idea, what followed was one messy puddle of indescribable synesthesia... Last night was crazy town for sure

Anyway, I guess it's all lost as it's pretty much all over the magazine and I'm not really sure where the candy is hidden now that it is dry. I'll try bathing it, but how long it will remain potent and how much is actually in there is anyone's guess. Oh well, next payday is not that far off
 
i get paid today.
i'mma have money
i'mma get me some drogery.
i did about 200mg of d-amph from 4pm-8pm with a friend of mine (he didnt partake cause he had already been up a day, i ended up acquiring benzos for him so he could have some chance of getting some sleep tonight cause he asked me if i could get him klonopins today...)
was fun
 
Help?!?! said:
3-MeO-PCP was one of those diss's that always felt like you were on to something..........so content and strange in many ways, considering 3-MeO-PCP rides the NDMA receptor harder than fuck but with its mixed pharma it ends far away from something like PCP, yet close(though I've never gotten the chance to get wet, never rained on me yet...;)). The mania though......8o
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3-meo-pcp sounds like an interesting one. How would you compare it to 4-meo-pcp? Isn't 3meo supposed to be allot more stimulating? 4-meo is a very unique gem. Such a shame it is so expensive compared to other dissosociatives.

I started taking a break from the k. I really need to clear my head and lower my tolerance. I always was very good and controlling my self with all the other highly addictive substances I have done but there is just something about dissociatives that make them so irresistible. The fact that I have too much free time on my hands and am dealing with allot of chronic pain and depression makes me more likely to use it.
 
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