Chris Timothy
Bluelighter
@Chris Timothy I don't understand what you're upset (or if you're upset at all) about here. I don't understand the scapegoat sentence nor your apparent feeling of isolation. Perhaps I'm misunderstanding you?
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No it's just that it's frustrating when one has to conclude one has lacked empathy. Not as much playing victim as acknowledging that those who take risks do deserve the blame when things don't pan out. I've been getting heavy synchronicities from @Cosmic Charlie's life.. they're good fun on dissos, on psychs or baseline they can get unnerving.
But I'm glad it has kept playing out synchronistically. Maybe some remember me mentioning self-stabbing in the heart with dissos as to discover there's life after emotional suicide. The pattern has repeated. Ugly as it is, getting the ticker in a hostage situation is one way to get control back from problem substances.