Catatonic, then cat bird pic, as the Japanese call the owl, the wise winged one.
On the topic of negative drugs, it was surprising trying out opioids for the first time. Only tried codeine in the past, and then only once for throwing it at some DXM. Maybe that has set expectations nevertheless. Because the experience was just some euphoria really, nothing what other substances wouldn't be able do, in my rookie though honest opinion.
But the day after was so.. sad. Somehow the sad was just so much more sad than the high was high. It's the only reason I can think of for revisiting, and that is to explore Sadness itself. Not even MDMA's sponge brain effects evoke quite such a desolation, such gratuitous despair, such a senseless sense of sorrow which is actually quite logical as it's returning to the same situation but now with upregulated pain receptors and there you go.
So yeah, not gonna bother again with a substance of which the prime allure seems to be the cessation of its own horrible down state. Captain Obvious, I know.. but still surprised I much prefer the muscimol body high over opioids, I expected to at least be a bit tempted to dive in, but no.