chrisinabox
Bluelighter
has anybody else noticed the OP hasn't responded in a while??
Theoretically, if you did this, you would never become dependant on opiates.
Good luck!
I think he needs to get real, every addiction starts with a user who's "in complete control" and has a schedule, or at least most start that way.
Ok... You've been using off an on for a year. That's exactly how I started, and 90% of my pillhead friends as well.
That's the allure man. For about 2 years it just wasn't a problem. I'd use maybe once a week tops.
Then knowing no one could tell I'd start doing it more and more. Saving some for work the next day. Buying some to use while watching football with friends. Sooner or later you hit a dose that gives ya a nice nod, or you start snorting em.
For me I felt not fucked up but just cool with whatever. If I had a lot of work to do I'd bring some oxy. Something happen and you can't drink or be paranoid from weed get some oxy. You start buying more to save money. You start doing more cause you have em. A couple months go by and you start noticing that work sucks without it. In fact you feel like shit without em. Maybe you make it through wd a couple times easily. Then they get worse and worse and soon you don't want it, you need it to function. From then on out the best feeling you'll have is the subtlety of the warm blanket feeling removing your wd symptoms, taking the tightness away, fixing your stomach, and most of all letting you sleep.
I can't judge you. I was you. I didn't see it either. I wasn't like everyone else and now years later and on suboxone just to feel normal I'm telling you, you even more so than those that crave it right away are fucked. At least they know what they are dealing. After all you've been doing it for a whole year and you're not hooked... And? Bottom line you keep at it, you will become an addict. No one wakes up and says "hey you know what I'm gonna IV some H today" its a progression and IME the opiate progression is so slow it just blends into your life. Good luck bro, I mean it.
how does he take 120mg of Oxycodone with little to no tolerance? Is he referring to time release Oxycontin?