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New decade resolutions

John Lewis said:
Yeah 10 years could be thinking too far ahead. One month at a time maybe...

Have to see how many months I make it for though now, having just found out I've probably done my heart a fair amount of damage by mixing meph with Erythromycin...
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Seriously, no offence dude but as you've been told you probably haven't done that much damage! And now you've stopped. So you should be ok. You are worrying too much. Which is probably making it worse.

Its ridiculous how extreme your taking the worrying IMHO. I'd advise stay away from stims :)
 
captain codshit said:
Seriously, no offence dude but as you've been told you probably haven't done that much damage! And now you've stopped. So you should be ok. You are worrying too much. Which is probably making it worse.

Its ridiculous how extreme your taking the worrying IMHO. I'd advise stay away from stims :)
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Cheers man, that actually calms me down a bit. I have anxiety disorder so am completely prone to worrying. The thing is, what everyone else says is paranoia seems logical to me :\

I was really bad with the stuff over NYE though. I missed sleep 2 nights because of it, and I didn't really hydrate myself very well at all the second night. I just think that these 2 weeks have been pretty extreme on my body, and to then hear that the antibiotics I am on makes it much worse sent my worrying into overdrive.

I am def staying shy of the stims now. I am really planning a complete lifestyle change.
 
Good point:
Fucking
Find
Ecstasy
:D
might get a few of these blue facebooks just to taste the real stuff again, 10/each though:|
 
captain codshit said:
Seriously, no offence dude but as you've been told you probably haven't done that much damage! And now you've stopped. So you should be ok. You are worrying too much. Which is probably making it worse.

Its ridiculous how extreme your taking the worrying IMHO. I'd advise stay away from stims :)
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+1
This worrying has probably done more damage then mephedrone could have ever done:D.

Just eat healthy, rest a few days and youll be fully recovered.
 
^ Note not more damage than mephedrone could do (in other words steer well clear of thye stuff)

Really feel I should have more than one resolution, but at least by just having one I'm managing to stick to it (still rather hammering the pervert powder though - this must cease in the near future, although moderate use of MDPV is heading into oxymoron territory =D)
 
fastandbulbous said:
^ Note not more damage than mephedrone could do (in other words steer well clear of thye stuff)

Really feel I should have more than one resolution, but at least by just having one I'm managing to stick to it (still rather hammering the pervert powder though - this must cease in the near future, although moderate use of MDPV is heading into oxymoron territory =D)
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Your not helping:D.

yeah mephedrone can do alot of damage in some ppl, but this guy is most likely just fine, if he just stays away from this stuff everything would be allright.

Sigh, i wish i didnt like meph so much:( I've only used it 3 times so far tough, i'm trying to limit my use of it, i also actually ordered a whole lot of methylone, will experiment with MDA combo's for a good alternative!
 
No more ket,

No more GBL

No more weed

More working out, walking

Take up a new sport (poker and pool do not count! play that too much already...)

Stop playing poker and betting on footy

Less wasting money on alcohol, drugs, clothes and things I don't need in general (hate running out of money)

Get a part time job to help me out while at uni

Go abroad somewhere this year

Go to a different festival as well as glade


.......I'm far from perfect evidently!
 
Over 35, cut down on my serious drinking......but have taken too much of this mephedrone.

Will replace with M1 - spent the weekend on it & feel mighty fine. But have more breaks too.

Save more money. Try and get my life in order. Talk to my daughter in Australia more. Maybe try and see her.

Spend more weekends not doing gear & alcohol.

Clean the house.

I've lost all the weight I need to lose and am fit, so keep up the gruelling regime

Be nicer to myself.

Get out of my shitty call centre job. I have two uni degrees and work minimum wage.

Find somewhere to live.

Read more books & stay off the internet.

Having read about MPDV here it looks like a bad drug for me so maybe not take that. Or I'll be staying awake for 10 days solid fruitlessly zomboid wanking over porn.
 
Ditto to Champix. I've just got to grow up and go speak to them. Quitting sucks!
 
I resolve to carry on taking as many drugs as I see fit. Seems to have worked so far.

All this talk of giving up - pah! That's for quitters.
 
i'd never heard of champix- i'm just trying to soldier it :D
not as bad as i thought itd be but i've been avoiding smoking mates and the pub so that removes a lot of temptation.. :( its only been 4 days feels like a lot longer
/whine
good luck you 2! :D
 
Hey! I only ever promised to try to give up smoking. Fully intend on carrying on with my happy self with the rest!!

Champix is meant to be quite good but there are many side effects. My friend took it and he quit but he felt like he was tripping the whole time. So maybe some side effects arent that bad!!

4 days is impressive. You're doing really well. Best of luck! You seem determined. The first few days are the hardest and you've proven well. keep it up!
 
This year (and possibly decade) I am going to trim down my drug tree from a being of monster size into a quite large shrubbery. The reason is simply because half of the things I use on myself to enter into a journey are literal poisons...as in the side effect is you die. This being detrimental to my health and all I am resolving that I will only partake of stimulant drugs such as Meth, MDMA, and others, with the exception that if the drug is offered to me for free or a special date comes up. *nod nod*
 
MeDieViL said:
+1
This worrying has probably done more damage then mephedrone could have ever done:D.

Just eat healthy, rest a few days and youll be fully recovered.
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The thing is, I'm starting to realise that the worrying is actually me just hating myself for being this reckless and taking drugs I don't even want to take.

I went into nye with intentions of not touching meph and even taking it easy on the booze. I also have paranoia over getting dehydrated and overheating. And now I look back at what happened, and basically I spent 2 nights running drinking insane amounts, taking lots of meph (and not even measuring how much, just helping myself from a 5g bag whenever I felt like it) and on the second night ended up getting too hot in a club without drinking enough water.

I know why I do it really, it's because I have this shitty anxiety problem and I just want release from it. I just hate myself for going against my principles at the drop of a hat. I feel like 2 different people.

My life is starting to feel like a joke. I've spent the last god knows how many years panicking that my anxiety is the result of damage from MDMA, and now I've gone and abused meph. And the fact I didn't check the interaction with erythromycin makes me a complete iditot too since I could have easily used this board but didn't. Seriously I'm starting to really wonder what the hell is wrong with me and why I behave this way :(
 
JL: Really, stop being so hard on yourself. I think you'll be very hard pressed to find a single person in EADD that has never thought the same as you to any varying degree!!

We've all done it. And feel Oh so shitty after. Feeling sorry for ones self, dirty and low. It happens when you delve into the wonderful world of drugs. These things go hand in hand. Very few people can show restraint ALL of the time and never falter. We're only human.

If we were all as strong as you wish to be then none of us would even be taking drugs in the first place. We all enjoy our pleasure far too much. Even when we know what we're doing is bad for us we continue.

You can promise yourself never again if you wish, and you may stick to that. Just remember, if you dont, if you do go off the rails for a bender of a sesh, dont take it so hard. We cant beat ourselves up all the time honey. It hurts!

All you can promise yourself is to remember the things you have learned. If you use that knowlege or not is up to you at the time, but at least its there in your head.
 
anxiety and whinging aren't the same thing you know ;)
you been to the docs about anxiety?
 
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