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New decade resolutions

Well, I find that Seizing life would be more appropriate than simply seizing the day. Just in this instance anyway.

But then, what do I know?
 
fastandbulbous said:
You had the "Shit people my age die and it's not that uncommon an occurrance" moment of clarity? A couple of years ago I realized I'm well past the age our cavemen ancestors averaged in lifespan - about 35 years - and from here on in I'm of an age where peoples death certificates read 'natural causes' 8o. Sort of had a crisis of being old with the whole 3MeOPCP affair, proved to myself my number could be called at a moments notice and have since set about identifying the most harmful aspects of my lifestyle and eliminating them; hence the zero ketamine intention. Next it's stimulants (who's use I've rather increased over xmas & new year) and that'll leave cannabis & psychedelics, which I have no intention to give up for the foreseeable future (might even get Savitex/medical cannabis prescribed by the pain management clinic for phantom limb pain :) ) as they have a positive effect on me; a lot of this change has been brought about by psychedelics and they're fairly benign physically so I see no reason to stop (I don't mean entactogens such as MDMA, which I have no desire to take for the most part, but are more harmful than the traditional psychedelics such as LSD)

To quote Inspector Drefuss (Herbert Lom) from the Pink Panther films (think it's Revenge of the Pink Panther), "every day, in every way, I'm getting better & better"!
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Yes <3

:(

And best of luck to everyone, today, tomorrow, forever :) Change is necessary and good, although at first it may not appear to be :|
 
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Life is scary though :| and wonderous.

Getting shifted out of your comfort zone also much. It's the unknown really, not the change itself, you have little control over that, which is also bloody scary!

Chaos > creativity > new <3
 
I plan to stop sitting at home as much as I have been doing and get a grip on myself and stop being so lazy and get out there and make some more friends and try new experiences.

I also have a few drugs I would like to try that I havnt as yet tried. So if the opportunity comes up I will do it.

Need to go to more gigs and dj sets. I only went to a handful in 2009 so that needs to change.

Also I have to stop trying to please everybody all the time and do some things that I want to do, even if it means having to do them on my own.
 
Same as every other year - none at all. Considering I had to be reminded on three separate occasions that it even was NYE yesterday I'd say that my timeless world doesn't account for arbitrary dates for telling yourself off for stuff that you've done and will probably continue to do so once you stop berating yourself over nothing.

I am kinda odd though ;)
 
Got to admit I was pretty pleased with myself, then went on to do in a load of MDPV and (shock horror) beer (HoneyDew honey beer - beats the crap out of WaggleDance).

The hangover yesterday was brutal (post acid & pervert powder would be bad enough, but with the alcohol thrown in it was UGLY)- probably another year before I down several bottles of beer again
 
A bit of pain makes the lesson learnt easier to remember...or is that my fucked up semi catholic / proddy upbringing slipping out ;)

Suffer - yes i will :|
 
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