ykm420
Bluelighter
Gay4pay.
Oh ya, I also didn't spend ANY of my money on things needed, except ciggerates and gas, and sometimes that was taken off a family members card..forgot about pawning other people's stuff. Shoplifting, a lot of people I use to use with have become pros at it where I work at now,knew I would get caught...it's really hard seeing these people all the time and not asking for shit, espesially when they talk to ya!
Gay4pay.
I also got extremely creative when it came to borrowing money from people, I could be very convincing when it came down to getting dope or not...whether it was for fake car repairs, fake doctor visits, prescription refills, etc. This is what I most regret, taking advantage of friends and families kindness.
OH YES!! I remember I used to hit up this one person all the time for money, and she would always give it to me, but still everytime I asked, I would go over what I was going to say, how I should act, etc. then I would go over her house, and wait for the perfect time to bring it up, and honestly as soon as she said yes and was writing the check out, I started to feel good then, cuz i knew I was close to copping now and nothing was going to stand in my way now, kind of like the good feeling youd get when your connect tells u to come meet them, I swear, those times, driving out to meet, my w/ds were not that bad!! its like my body knew it was going to have dope soon and that in itself was sort of enough to reduce the w/ds (to a degree though).Your acting chops really come out when a good and convincing performance is what stands between you and getting high.
I started to feel good then, cuz i knew I was close to copping now and nothing was going to stand in my way now, kind of like the good feeling youd get when your connect tells u to come meet them, I swear, those times, driving out to meet, my w/ds were not that bad!! its like my body knew it was going to have dope soon and that in itself was sort of enough to reduce the w/ds (to a degree though).
OH YES!! I remember I used to hit up this one person all the time for money, and she would always give it to me, but still everytime I asked, I would go over what I was going to say, how I should act, etc. then I would go over her house, and wait for the perfect time to bring it up, and honestly as soon as she said yes and was writing the check out, I started to feel good then, cuz i knew I was close to copping now and nothing was going to stand in my way now, kind of like the good feeling youd get when your connect tells u to come meet them, I swear, those times, driving out to meet, my w/ds were not that bad!! its like my body knew it was going to have dope soon and that in itself was sort of enough to reduce the w/ds (to a degree though).