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Mental Health Mental Illness Support Thread V. How do you feel?

1, I don't take drugs everyday (try not to)

2.nope

3. True but the mods can read PM'S so that;s a no go

4yes it is draining, just 1 day/night fucks me. too old for this shit
 
Even if that were the case, i think our admins have better things to do than invade privacy, TBPH.

I know for a fact senior mods and down can't.
 
Today I'm feeling dazed and mediocre. Time loss, as usual, and foggy memory. Today we ended up in the eye doctor as an emergency visit due to extreme blurred vision in one eye made better by eye drops.

Then the headaches from the TMJ kicked in. Overall a largely unproductive day. Played video games, went on a two hour walk, watched YouTube, worried, read a book, and browsed this forum.

I'm feeling unseen due to my disorder and lack of friends.

I wish everyone to have peace in their lives.
 
I miss my ex.girlfriend so.much, i cried for 30 mins today. Y did i have to fuck everything up....i was doing so fine but no it wasn't enough. I wanted to get fucking high. Now it's Been two years AND i miss her as much as the same fucking day She left me. I dont think I'm ever gonna get over her completely....this shit Is taking a toll on my mental stability, i feel lonely.keep relapsing, lonely, relapse. For fucks sake. On top of all this shit i hsve chronic pain....AND this corona shit wont Let me heal my back.....can't find a chiropractor.at the moment. I needed to say all that or i was going to Explode, fuck.
 
ReadmissionRied said:
Today I'm feeling dazed and mediocre. Time loss, as usual, and foggy memory. Today we ended up in the eye doctor as an emergency visit due to extreme blurred vision in one eye made better by eye drops.

Then the headaches from the TMJ kicked in. Overall a largely unproductive day. Played video games, went on a two hour walk, watched YouTube, worried, read a book, and browsed this forum.

I'm feeling unseen due to my disorder and lack of friends.

I wish everyone to have peace in their lives.
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Wow, two hour walk? Where'd you go?

I love walking. Used to walk everywhere when i was homeless.

At least you have healthy stuff to fill your day.
 
madness00 said:
Wow, two hour walk? Where'd you go?

I love walking. Used to walk everywhere when i was homeless.

At least you have healthy stuff to fill your day.
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Walking is my favorite form of passive exercise. Lots do think about, appreciate in one's surroundings. We only went down some streets for a long time. Basically major streets being a goal and just walked around a park to get to this distant street. Goal was to get over 10,000 steps.

That's true about the healthy stuff! I hope to be more productive today. I'm glad you're not homeless anymore

Peace and love
 
nznity said:
I miss my ex.girlfriend so.much, i cried for 30 mins today. Y did i have to fuck everything up....i was doing so fine but no it wasn't enough. I wanted to get fucking high. Now it's Been two years AND i miss her as much as the same fucking day She left me. I dont think I'm ever gonna get over her completely....this shit Is taking a toll on my mental stability, i feel lonely.keep relapsing, lonely, relapse. For fucks sake. On top of all this shit i hsve chronic pain....AND this corona shit wont Let me heal my back.....can't find a chiropractor.at the moment. I needed to say all that or i was going to Explode, fuck.
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What structures have you put in to your life to allow yourself to move forward from this event and allow you to grow emotionally?

What are you doing differently now to what you were doing when your behaviour led to the destruction of that relationship?

Most likely the answer to why you still feel the same as the day you broke up is within those questions.
 
THECATINTHEHAT said:
What structures have you put in to your life to allow yourself to move forward from this event and allow you to grow emotionally?

What are you doing differently now to what you were doing when your behaviour led to the destruction of that relationship?

Most likely the answer to why you still feel the same as the day you broke up is within those questions.
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I'm not fucking people over to get More dope into my system without caring about the consequences, im not sticking a needle into my arm, I've come to the conclusion that nothing lasts forever. I'm soon to ve 2 weeks clean AND I'm not an emotional wreck anymore. I needa Lot to do, haven't done shit the last 10 years besides snorting coke AND banging morphine. Im almost 26, needa move on from this.
 
Anxiety and stress is overwhelming. My eating disorder is getting better somehow (???) Only purged like 2 times in a week and that insane. Trying to minimize my carbs, starting the keto diet on friday, so hopefully I can cure this self diagnosed leptin resistance I have.
I hope so much that Keto can help with booth my mood and physical well being. Would do carnivore diet if I could but im poor sooo. Maybe im not getting better at all and just switching bingeing/purgeing for a diet obsession but keto is better than ruined teeth and sudden heart failure so I rather do that thanks
 
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