Thanks dudes. I know I'm not going to get any tips on here, but you're right...it's good to be able to bitch about it to people who understand. My use is definitely on the DL, so here is the only place I can vent. I appreciate the support. The problem I think I'm having is that I'm a young, clean cut, well dressed white boy. Haha. Everyone that I try and start a convo with on the street thinks I'm a cop and gets sketched out...can't say I blame them. I take great care to cultivate that appearance so that people (girlfriend, family, etc.) won't be able to tell. Good thing is that I discovered poppy seed tea a few years ago for just this type of situation. However, if you're familiar with PST, you know that the WDs from that are way worse than dope or even subs...which were damn brutal for a loonngg time. The WDs I experienced from the tea were so bad I thought I had a bleeding ulcer and ended up in the ER...and even a shot of morphine didn't help. Im about to place the order, so I'll be good in two days...but that's a hell of a wait after 3 days of WDs already...haha. just gotta make sure not to make the tea too much of a habit...even though I have a place where I order from where the quality is so good, 1 lb of seeds gets me on a wicked hard nod (better than most dope I've ever had) for virtually a whole day, and the WDs take 2 or 3 more to hit hard....unless of course I drink a pound or two a day till their gone, which is fucking hard to not do...then the WDs feel like dying a slow death from a shotgun blast to the gut. No rush with the tea, but it has legs like I've never thought possible. Its a good option if you're careful and go easy. Oh well. We all know what we're doing. I can't blame shit on anyone else except myself. Thanks again for the support.
