Its good to see a different aspect , because i first stated opioides where worse in addiction and i kinda got some negative response . But you saying you are more stable functional on opioides compared to benzo's and booze made me think differently honestly . I no doubt alcohol is worse on your health compared to anything when being a Alcoholic . I have seen severe cases myself including a friend of my mother , her son was a Alcoholic and he was found dead in his home . He didnt want to go to detox and was so severely dependant on alcohol that he probably got grand mall seizure and a brain bleeding or something . His brain was alrdy damaged and was probally kindled as hell . I think the kindling aspect of gaba withdrawals should be more known cause even with professionals they never heard of it and its actually a very important thing in my opinion.
I hope you can stay clean from the booze my friend , can't imagine how difficult alcoholism is since alcohol is pretty much everywhere . I myself have ghb addiction but i still need to get it and pretty much no one uses that shit . With alcohol its just everywhere