When did Christians become so hateful and mean? Oh yeah , always

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It's so cute how you think you've trapped me into some logical fallacy.
I think the point I was making is clear. Existence, reality, the universe. It's all pretty much subjective. I choose to TRY to understand it using reason. My conclusion is that
we are all made of stars. There's no evidence of consciousness or a creator. None. Whatsoever. There's no evidence of ANYthing super-natural. That is the beauty of science. Once new things are discovered they are analyzed and understood. It becomes PART of nature not "super" nature.
The lies in my head:
There's a "reason" to get out of bed in the morning.
People are basically good.
I'm doing the best I can to live ethically in regards to factory farming, pollution, the destruction of our planet.
I'm sure somewhere deep down my family loves me.
One day I'll own a house AND a car.
I'm going to save money and build my own computer!
IM GOING TO FIND SOMEONE WHO LOVES ME FOR ME NOT JUST MY HOT TIGHT BODY.