shadowstryker
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Also should I make another thread for this? I've kind of strayed from the original Etizolam question, but I wouldn't know what to call the new thread.
Don't make another thread and don't use heroin. Spend less time focusing on drugs and what we think and spend time getting the help mentioned. I well have to stop posting back so much as I can see I'm enabling you to become codependent on this place to answer a question for you to reassure you that you are OK.... It's like always asking is if you exist to help convince you that you do because you can't accept the answer, "I think therefore I am." We are here for serious issues not every little question you can answer yourself. Last thing you want is to become a boy crying wolf. Take care shadow and if you need a response I can give that will really help I will, but you need to ask less questions here and more questions with the people in your life.I'm actually reading right me about how alcohol is supposedly worse for you than heroin, maybe heroin addiction is something I should choose over alcoholism? Not that it matters much, I drank the rest of all my 100 proof whiskey and it was pretty much all I had left, so I won't be able to sustain using alcohol daily for much longer anyway.
That's tough when I hide this part of my life from the people in mine, but I see your perspective.Don't make another thread and don't use heroin. Spend less time focusing on drugs and what we think and spend time getting the help mentioned. I well have to stop posting back so much as I can see I'm enabling you to become codependent on this place to answer a question for you to reassure you that you are OK.... It's like always asking is if you exist to help convince you that you do because you can't accept the answer, "I think therefore I am." We are here for serious issues not every little question you can answer yourself. Last thing you want is to become a boy crying wolf. Take care shadow and if you need a response I can give that will really help I will, but you need to ask less questions here and more questions with the people in your life.
not really anything to lol about.... This is a real person with real problems who made a very real suicidal statement that could have seriously led to multiple members who posted without any care or acknowledgement of the very real cry for help that could have led to a person dying for real.We got to pretty much got to witness a play by play black out while he's benzod the fuck out poppin all his etizolam. Lol �� ��
I'm sure it was quite enjoyable, glad I could provide entertainment...Lol I enjoyed reading your post and all your updates, reading you go from sober to a blacked out benzo haze popping all your pills lol
You are being an inconsiderate jerk.... I'm not joking in any manner. You are being rude and completely insulting. Just quit while you are ahead as you obviously offended the OPLol I enjoyed reading your post and all your updates, reading you go from sober to a blacked out benzo haze popping all your pills lol
I'm not offended honestly. If he wants to be like that so be it, just ignore him. That's just how some people are.You are being an inconsiderate jerk.... I'm not joking in any manner. You are being rude and completely insulting. Just quit while you are ahead as you obviously offended the OP
Why would you post that on such an old thread...?I just received 10X10 blister packs from intas Etilaam. Looking to move some to researchers.
The best way to prevent yourself from doing something stupid on benzos is to not take them recreationally or for a buzz. They are a medical tool that when dosed normally (for example, 0.25-0.5mg xanax per dose) have a very safe therapeutic window with a very low incidence of side effects. I wouldn't take more than 0.5-1mg etizolam in a day, with that kind of dose you'll never have to worry about doing stupid shit.
Some people use prescribed benzos in conservative doses for years and never black out or do stupid stuff on them. They're a double edged sword: use them carefully to cut away excess panic with one edge, but use the "sword" too heavily and you'll slice your own hand in the process with very unpredictable results.