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Bluelighter
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Thanks a lot brother. I will be good actually on benzos next few normally hellish pitful days of zero energy and no straight thought, messy as lol. This one is big. Two 2.5 mg trips close together.Thanks Brother.
I know you don't need or prob want one either but do you have some kind of long term Tsitter ?
I know you don't need one for the trips my fellowbut I'm worried about the benzo
Just know how easy it can be in a state of heavy sky walking and lose count of when am how many of those morish little fuckers one has imbibed then it's mowin the roof naked time llf . All jokes aside though it can lead one to some fucked up if not dangerous situations
I know through experience mate and it's just been lucky(or not depending how you look at it) iv had a family member walk in on me at the last minute as I microwave the kettle or bake my wallet and stop me burning the house down.
Hit me upif you think you have took too much il try and talk you through if I can my main man
As always safe trips and peace out brother
Nightraver
No support at all. My mum. But I can't deal with my mum when I'm tripping or for some time afterwards because of the perception filters staying down for so long and sensory overload to my damaged nervous system.
Now, last two days, I did lose count. Never tried to keep it. I held off on purpose many periods, but I needed to stay calm not panic state, hard to avoid with major physical nerve damage from Long Covid and doses like that.
But still likely 25-30 mg's Etiz over each 24 hours awake.
I did some stuff once after mistaken Benzo OD, big mess in the kitchen lol. Was big loose clumps in the oil.
Likely 25 mg's one dose after day's worth.
I'm just about to take a one-off dose of Kratom actually After some edible cannabis to see if it can actually help me be comfortable and then sleep more rest really later instead of crashing uncomfortably and suffering a sudden deep mental depression for the next two days that's what I'm basically trying to avoid and has been the name of the game recently after these trips.
On paper, kratom might help. Aches, battery boost, general comfort, best sleep ever.
My dreams and sleep are so messy and dark the week after so that would be helpful there too.
One day, then another. I really appreciate you offering to help too.