Vaped some weed
Nigella Sativa oil capsules, Magnesium, Curcumin extract
300mg Pregabalin
1.25mg Lorazepam
0.125mg Brotizolam nasal (Yesss it works!!) :giggle:
80mg Oxycodone nasal
man, today i came to the conclusion that there's not a best benzo. Every benzo is unique in it's own way. For example when u want a mellow high and feeling quite anxious, Clonazepam is ur best choice. The most recreational one if you're feeling like chilling and want ur muscles to relax, VALIUM. If you want something kinda like valium but a lil bit weaker, BROMAZEPAM is good. IF UR HAVING A PANIC ATTACK OR WANT SOMETHING that pounds ur gaba receptors pretty fast, XANAX is excellent. I've tried lorazepam a few times and it's a combo between alpraz and clonaz but idk not many ppl like it soooo... idk, i've read it's good for panic attacks. You have to constantly redose though. Whati t's really good is LORAZEPAM/MIDAZOLAM/DIAZEPAM on ur butttttt IM, those are fucking LUSHHHHHHHHH. Midazolam IV rush is so bloody gooood. I've had diazepam IM and it calms u down really good and makes you sleepy if ur feeling anxious and shit. I haven't tried parentheral ativan, not available in my country but i've heard good things man. Anyway that's my opinion, every benzo has it's moment hehe. GOTTA CATCH EM' ALL!Bout 200mg of the shittest speed ever, which means like 40mg in normal terms, not too bad from a restraint perspective.
6 or 7 g kratom, only dose so far today, did take it pretty early but then I also did wake up close to midday.
20mg valium, the best benzo ever I believe it was @nznity who said a while back... and it's damn true.
Oh, and coffee.
My liver and insides actually feel tons better since abstaining from modafinil and phenibut the last few days in favour of good old amphetamine and benzos... so maybe the kratom wasn't the culprit... or maybe it's a result of the speed blasting through the kratom induced constipation... unclogging the pipes so to speak... Whatever it is, I'll take it. Much love.
ptah, i got the spoon ready. the first ringer ima do it in ur nameNot *high, but am feeling a little more stable and base after:
2 doses of 3g kratom
900mg gabapentin
A little weed (got more just a wrong strain this time makes me a bit nervous but keeps me eatin')
440mg naproxen sodium
3 scrambled eggs
Fried corned beef hash
4 slices of toast w/ butter/jelly
Now going for a big ass cup of whole chocolate milk (true mooooooooooooooooooohahaha)
be safe family, or at least try.thanks
i fuckin love that little angry prick emote. lol
wow you know your shit with benzos haha. I have done less, although thinking of getting some clonazepam recently as I hear it is anxiolytic like very little else and I feel a longer lasting benzo might help my addictive tendencies somewhat... Xanax, I just cannot do again, makes me way too impulsive and prone to doing mad shit, last time I took it was to parachute from a quiet evening doing some coke with a friend, he left and I was intending to close out the evening equally quietly and just do a little bit of my ketamine... ended up calling a bunch of people to come round, stocking up on loads of beer from a nearby 24 hour (not like a few crates either like a normal person.. was going around picking up all sorts off the shelves) then stayed up for the entire weekend until Monday morning doing mephedrone, metocin, MDMA, ketamine, more xanax, on Monday morning I did a 170mg of crystal meth (2nd time I've ever done it, bought 250mg just to try) and about 80mg pharma dexamphetamine, oh, and a little more K just in a futile effort to stay conscious... passed out about 11am for a few hours on one of the busiest work days of the year... people were pissed... barely even noticed the massive stim cocktail I was so burnt out. Day before that I had to do some work computer tasks which I knew if I didnt sort by the morning I'd be in trouble, which I got to around 1am, through til 5 or 6? One of the most stressful experiences of my life, I remember the software was a bit buggy and there was just one thing I had to type manually to sort things out but I couldn't for the life of me remember it, was like 2 words... god that sucked. Comedown from hell the week after. Anyway yeah... I knew xanax was bad for me, but, I wanted something nice and short lasting to take the edge off the coke and I didnt wanna drink... lesson learned that time.man, today i came to the conclusion that there's not a best benzo. Every benzo is unique in it's own way. For example when u want a mellow high and feeling quite anxious, Clonazepam is ur best choice. The most recreational one if you're feeling like chilling and want ur muscles to relax, VALIUM. If you want something kinda like valium but a lil bit weaker, BROMAZEPAM is good. IF UR HAVING A PANIC ATTACK OR WANT SOMETHING that pounds ur gaba receptors pretty fast, XANAX is excellent. I've tried lorazepam a few times and it's a combo between alpraz and clonaz but idk not many ppl like it soooo... idk, i've read it's good for panic attacks. You have to constantly redose though. Whati t's really good is LORAZEPAM/MIDAZOLAM/DIAZEPAM on ur butttttt IM, those are fucking LUSHHHHHHHHH. Midazolam IV rush is so bloody gooood. I've had diazepam IM and it calms u down really good and makes you sleepy if ur feeling anxious and shit. I haven't tried parentheral ativan, not available in my country but i've heard good things man. Anyway that's my opinion, every benzo has it's moment hehe. GOTTA CATCH EM' ALL!
NZN
man, can you believe all those benzos i mentioned are OTC in my country? and super cheap......i'm not addicted but damnnnn if i wanted i could get a shit ton of em'. BTW man, your posts are always worth reading. You're a very smart person haha, i enjoy reading ur posts. cheers manwow you know your shit with benzos haha. I have done less, although thinking of getting some clonazepam recently as I hear it is anxiolytic like very little else and I feel a longer lasting benzo might help my addictive tendencies somewhat... Xanax, I just cannot do again, makes me way too impulsive and prone to doing mad shit, last time I took it was to parachute from a quiet evening doing some coke with a friend, he left and I was intending to close out the evening equally quietly and just do a little bit of my ketamine... ended up calling a bunch of people to come round, stocking up on loads of beer from a nearby 24 hour (not like a few crates either like a normal person.. was going around picking up all sorts off the shelves) then stayed up for the entire weekend until Monday morning doing mephedrone, metocin, MDMA, ketamine, more xanax, on Monday morning I did a 170mg of crystal meth (2nd time I've ever done it, bought 250mg just to try) and about 80mg pharma dexamphetamine, oh, and a little more K just in a futile effort to stay conscious... passed out about 11am for a few hours on one of the busiest work days of the year... people were pissed... barely even noticed the massive stim cocktail I was so burnt out. Day before that I had to do some work computer tasks which I knew if I didnt sort by the morning I'd be in trouble, which I got to around 1am, through til 5 or 6? One of the most stressful experiences of my life, I remember the software was a bit buggy and there was just one thing I had to type manually to sort things out but I couldn't for the life of me remember it, was like 2 words... god that sucked. Comedown from hell the week after. Anyway yeah... I knew xanax was bad for me, but, I wanted something nice and short lasting to take the edge off the coke and I didnt wanna drink... lesson learned that time.
Not tried the others you mention, hope to one day though, they're not that available round my parts and on the whole benzos aren't the most interesting drugs to me but I do enjoy feeling out the different nuances...
OT - again too much damn speed. Gotta be awake in 3 or 4 hours. Last day I need to be worried about that though... Taking a heavy dose of kratom and 250mg of this damn troglodyte speed which is probably like 50mg ish if it was good shit.
I tried to sublingualise some of it today and it really burnt the fuck out of my tongue... is there some cut that does that?Didn't snort any this time round because I made that mistake yesterday.
morning blue world
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crap song but funny af
early morning again, just cant sleep in.
6mg bromazepam
400mg gabapentin
cup of coffee