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I once overdosed to a point I got into such a deep nod I totally lost contact with the world. It doesn't hurt. It actually felt like nothing. I don't know exactly how much time passed until my girlfriend saw me in this state. Nonetheless, I felt no pain at all, I remember blackness, i.e. nothing. The overdose was caused by 3 shots of morphine spaced in time. There was no naloxone at hand. Nobody but her actually knew what to do. I got an i.m. shot of ephedrine and that got me out of this deep nod. I was still spaced out but I heard what was going on around me and when morphine wore off I was fine.
The other time I combined codeine and morphine (God knows for what reason). I injected codeine i.m. and I got a feeling the dose was too low and I didn't feel it. Then I shot morphine i.v. and it hit me right away. A moment later I heard knocking on the door and it was my girlfriend. We were to go for a walk to the woods at the artificial lake in my city. I had just enough time to open the door and then I blacked out. The next thing I remember was seeing my girlfriend trying to give me coffee to drink. I didn't feel if it was hot. She phoned for a friend of ours and we left. Then she gave me a shot of naloxone when we got her apartment in the near estate.
You don't feel you overdosed. It's actually indistinguishable for a person who OD'ed if it's a very deep nod or it's an actual overdose. That's unless you shot a much higher dose than usually and it hit strong you instantly, then there's that feeling it's too much but then you go into a state when you nod out and amnesia also kicks in. There were times I nodded out so hard I fell on the floor hitting my head and I felt absolutely no pain, I opened my eyes just for a moment when I got into a horizontal position from a vertical position. But for people around it's easily seen if one is dealing with an overdose or a deep nod. You're cold, you stop sweating, your heart rate drops dramatically, your pupils are literally of a pin-head size, and as your blood pressure also decreases, one can notice blood circulation in the body of a person who OD'ed is slower so your nails start to be blue and your face turns pale.
The other time I combined codeine and morphine (God knows for what reason). I injected codeine i.m. and I got a feeling the dose was too low and I didn't feel it. Then I shot morphine i.v. and it hit me right away. A moment later I heard knocking on the door and it was my girlfriend. We were to go for a walk to the woods at the artificial lake in my city. I had just enough time to open the door and then I blacked out. The next thing I remember was seeing my girlfriend trying to give me coffee to drink. I didn't feel if it was hot. She phoned for a friend of ours and we left. Then she gave me a shot of naloxone when we got her apartment in the near estate.
You don't feel you overdosed. It's actually indistinguishable for a person who OD'ed if it's a very deep nod or it's an actual overdose. That's unless you shot a much higher dose than usually and it hit strong you instantly, then there's that feeling it's too much but then you go into a state when you nod out and amnesia also kicks in. There were times I nodded out so hard I fell on the floor hitting my head and I felt absolutely no pain, I opened my eyes just for a moment when I got into a horizontal position from a vertical position. But for people around it's easily seen if one is dealing with an overdose or a deep nod. You're cold, you stop sweating, your heart rate drops dramatically, your pupils are literally of a pin-head size, and as your blood pressure also decreases, one can notice blood circulation in the body of a person who OD'ed is slower so your nails start to be blue and your face turns pale.