Is it normal to hear voices/music during nodding even though there is no real source for them? Or is just that the opiates mess with my bipolar disorder?
Well I would say yea because for me (and most people I know) nodding is weaving in and out of dream-like states... never really sleeping but kind of just entering and leaving reality for a bit on and off for a few hours (kind of like a mixture of day dreaming and sleep dreaming.. so I would think you're just slipping into the dream like states when you hear things.
Now not to derail my original post but I just slammed for my 2nd time tonight. I did much less than the first time and didn't really get a good rush which saddened me but I did get a little buzz. I knew I could handle a little more so I did a little bit more and got that nice rush I was looking for and a nice high.... now here is the downside:
I purchased some bath salts (I know, I know.. don't give me the 3rd degree). I assume this was prob MDPV but of course no way to be certain. I'm aware I can buy legit purity but the fact is I didn't.. i saw these the other day and am just so damn curious cause I've never tried an RC before. Anyway, I bought them and tried it the other day by itself. It was an ok buzz... only did 10mg by insufflation (i have an accurate scale) and got a little zippy buzz but nothing to write home about. Well tonight after fixing myself with two doses of mr. brownstone i decided to do 12mg (insufflation) of the salts... it actually made me sick to my stomach.. that was an hour ago... and i still feel sick. Also, kind of ruined my opiate high a bit.. it keeps toggling between feeling good and feeling kind of depressed???? It's the weirdest thing.
Any thoughts?
I thought this speedball substitute (trust me I know the real deal speedball is H/coke) was supposed to be fun?