herHaha, I like that I'm able to give off that vibe when I want to.
I think most people on my course would die of shock if they knew what I've spent the last decade of my life doing. I look quite young for my age though (despite the fact I should be haggered) and they all think I'm the same age as them. It's refreshing being among people where your reputation doesn't precede you.
I get the "lived a lot" thing"...that you have had so many experience beyond what is normally expected for your years. Yeh, I know and it shapes you differently doesn't it? It's all good in man wyays. You are lucky to have seen and done so much at a young age - but there's a price and its a problem to "connect" and share common experiences with your peers. Connecting with your peers as you age is important. It's the basis of social and psychological balance in "this" society. Then again you have advantages, but who will acknowledge n' rate them. Depends what you want out of life.
You learn to do and be beyond that though my experience of too many (aka you either excel in your difference or sink or struggle with mediocre. I get a sound vibe from you. Watch that ego. Confidence isn't enough. But AYE YOU HAVE SOMETHING UNIQUE - DON'T WASTE IT!
Should we noe be chatting on topic about sucking off cocks?
Btw I only do my husbands. His is delish :D