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Gibberings : CXXXV: There ain't no party like a PV party

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Well I had £11 in cash that's not for bills to last me until the end of the month, and I've just bought myself a 10 bag of weed! I hope this buds worth it
 
knock said:
pub! srsly! my best pub time alone was on the comedown from AMT. Makes you care about nothing <3


stick to beer if you can but vin rouge = win too! just not too much, they say it's a dodgy combo but i've had a bottle with no negative effects.
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Actually I did end up going to a bar with a couple friends, it was really nice an dit did help me chill out a lot. Feeling much better. Thank you! :)
 
glad to hear it! it takes the edge of completely and you won't feel like shit, be prepared for a long sleep though ;)


We AMT lovers should get together some time for a high dose AMT session and boozey comedown. I like france and je parle un peut, alors let's do it!


I'm thinking Ben, fuck sake shambles (I'll stop that now ;) ) pagey, me and any other deviamts. I'll pick the uk chaps up and drive us down to your gite, you do have a gite yes?


I just shaved my head with my traditional DE razor and there's blood everywhere =D fortunately the alum block helped a bit.
 
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If it wasn't so cold in my room and my eyes could focus (although, seemingly, I can type, which is nice) then I would totally scribble all yours name all over ma body and post the pic.

Alas.
 
fucking woken up at 5am by goddamn sparrows or something outside my window making a noise, bastards!

now im faced with the choice of MXE or 3-MeO-PCP for breakfast, urgh.
 
knock said:
glad to hear it! it takes the edge of completely and you won't feel like shit, be prepared for a long sleep though ;)


We AMT lovers should get together some time for a high dose AMT session and boozey comedown. I like france and je parle un peut, alors let's do it!


I'm thinking Ben, fuck sake shambles (I'll stop that now ;) ) pagey, me and any other deviamts. I'll pick the uk chaps up and drive us down to your gite, you do have a gite yes?


I just shaved my head with my traditional DE razor and there's blood everywhere =D fortunately the alum block helped a bit.
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I'm in. When are you coming to pick me up? :D

At my Mum and Dads. Little girl is rioting. Ha ha ha. Ace.

Couldn't post on the train as Bluelight is blocked by my mobile service and I didn't want to phone them on a crowded train. Lol. I'll tell them it's so I can look at porn as I don't want them knowing I visit Bluelight.
 
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Morning peeps. I'm in a filthy mood as I was kept awake til 3 by fuckchops next door having loads of braying wankers over for a party. Shouting in the garden, music going on and off, yada yada. Anyway, I also hurt my hand thumping on his door to get him to pack it in. I hate the baldy cunt.
 
knock said:
glad to hear it! it takes the edge of completely and you won't feel like shit, be prepared for a long sleep though ;)


We AMT lovers should get together some time for a high dose AMT session and boozey comedown. I like france and je parle un peut, alors let's do it!


I'm thinking Ben, fuck sake shambles (I'll stop that now ;) ) pagey, me and any other deviamts. I'll pick the uk chaps up and drive us down to your gite, you do have a gite yes?


I just shaved my head with my traditional DE razor and there's blood everywhere =D fortunately the alum block helped a bit.
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Oh I am so in, that would be awesome =D you're all most welcome to my non-existent gîte anytime ;)
 
Commiserations jancrow. There's nowt worse than losing sleep through other people's 'fun'. Especially when fun seems like something only other people have. Grumble, grumble. Grimble Gromble.

Must say it was lovely to be able to catch a buzz from a chunk of sub this morn. Along with some Budvar and a few joints. All after a sensible breakfast, mind. Lovely.

Apart from that, it's been clean living and vitamins aplenty here. Boring, but has to be done. Or at least it'll do no harm and impress the lucky psychiatrist who has the pleasure of delving into the latrines of my mind.
 
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It was a really lame kind of fun, too, accompanied by shit music. When they opened the front door they didn't even look fucked up. I lay there for a bit trying to work out if they were annoying me more because their accents were plummier than my own and decided that yes, they were.

Are you off all stims and heavy-duty opis then? You sound pretty pleased in a restrained sort of way, both things being good news in my book.
 
jancrow said:
It was a really lame kind of fun, too, accompanied by shit music. When they opened the front door they didn't even look fucked up. I lay there for a bit trying to work out if they were annoying me more because their accents were plummier than my own and decided that yes, they were.

Are you off all stims and heavy-duty opis then? You sound pretty pleased in a restrained sort of way, both things being good news in my book.
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A shit bourgeois party? Ouch. Some things shouldn't invade your dreams.

And thanks! Off stims completely, only drinking a beer or two at weekends and making opis very occasional. I might as well see what the NHS has to say rather than keeping up the self-serving self-diagnosis / medication lark and pretending all's well.

Hasn't been plain sailing by any stretch, but I'm not exacerbating my moodswings, so I'm reaping the benefits. I've had plenty of clear-headed thinking time, due in part to some real-life people keeping their distance. Again, lesson learned.

Still nervous about it all, but what harm can it do? Proves that I'm not just a drug / drink casualty too. Even if the diagnosis is 'twat with delusions of grandeur', it's a start.
 
I'm extremely pleased to hear all of that, truly. Sounds like one FUCK of a lot has been going on inside your noggin (if you'll forgive the rather technical psychiatric terminology) and that you've really got outside what you previously believed to be yourself and come to some possibly startling but very positive conclusions. Congratulations!
 
Thanks again! Yeah, it's been a strange experience, but hopefully the start of a more stable, less mental existence.

No fucking two-bit quack is goig to stop me dressing like a teenager though.
 
Excellent news again, and probably proof that this isn't just some sort of blindly optimistic manic episode / brainwashing incident!
 
Myshkin said:
A shit bourgeois party? Ouch. Some things shouldn't invade your dreams.

And thanks! Off stims completely, only drinking a beer or two at weekends and making opis very occasional. I might as well see what the NHS has to say rather than keeping up the self-serving self-diagnosis / medication lark and pretending all's well.

Hasn't been plain sailing by any stretch, but I'm not exacerbating my moodswings, so I'm reaping the benefits. I've had plenty of clear-headed thinking time, due in part to some real-life people keeping their distance. Again, lesson learned.

Still nervous about it all, but what harm can it do? Proves that I'm not just a drug / drink casualty too. Even if the diagnosis is 'twat with delusions of grandeur', it's a start.
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I don't think the mental health professions are big on dishing out labels to everyone. That only comes with psychiatrists. Why would you want to be labelled anyway ! ?

I might well settle for "complicated and intelligent" which is as close as my counsellor has come to labelling me.

If you want a label it might be "highly intelligent individual, prone to mood swings and depression ? "

EDIT: I now see from an earlier post you are actually going to see a psychiatrist. Sorry i didnt read that far back initially. So yeah if you want a label that can be arranged.
 
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