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I'm gathering data, Cornish, I have a file with all the outages over the last few days and I'll be showing to the admins :sus:

22:30 - 23:30 UK time seems to be pretty bad.
 
Channel 4 tells me next weeks Dispatches is inside the Royal Mail, and how they treat our cardboard friends. Are we expecting to see a certain mod with a bifta hanging out his mouth whilst frisbeeing an ipad into a door from 30 yards oout?
 
ColtDan said:
i wonder why i cant handle weed at all... out of all the stuff ive done its about the only thing that properly sends me feeling uncomfortably over thinking edgy round the twist, de-euphoric whatever the correct word is, my over thinking would send me nuts if i smoked it all the time. literally the opposite of everything i thought it was supposed to be, cant stand the shit anymore, gimmi a val or etiz and couple drinks for chilling any day of the week. dont get the hype with it rappers always banging on about it
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adam west said:
yep same boat. when i was younger could smoke every day but now either the stuff is a hell of a lot stronger or my mind just cant handle it. it just brings out anxiety in me real bad and the only time i would touch it now is possibly with stims and/or beer. i dont get the mellow, happy feelings that i used to and when i went through a brief phase of smoking it i just wanted the high to go away unless i was in a tired state then i would just have a few drags.
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I smoked it continually -upon waking until going to sleep - from about... 14 or something, for years.
And then one day something just snapped in my brain:
I became extremely paranoid (leading to losing an ex I loved very much), thoughts raced all the time and I've hallucinated a few times too. And it was proper mushroom / acid trip visuals and sometimes voices.

I've babbled about this before many times on here so many will be bored of it, but honestly - There are a fuck load of people here on BL and within my circle of mates who just can't smoke it anymore. I can only enjoy one or two tokes of a spliff (that isn't massively packed) if I'm extremely pissed.
Even when I was smoking gear heavily I could still only manage a toke or so and it put me off my lovely Opioid experience :|

It's just not possible to enjoy it anymore. It used to take away all my troubles and strife (drugs = escapism from life quite a lot for me) but in the end it just exasperated them.
To paraphrase Olive:
"You're not alone!
Can't smoke til the end of time!
It fucked up my mind (mind mindmind)...
It sends me all weird and stuff.... n shit..."
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When I smoke weed now I get super anxiety. Dont know where that came from, it wasnt always like that but I stopped smoking it in the end
 
Mendo_K said:
Channel 4 tells me next weeks Dispatches is inside the Royal Mail, and how they treat our cardboard friends. Are we expecting to see a certain mod with a bifta hanging out his mouth whilst frisbeeing an ipad into a door from 30 yards oout?
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I saw the trailer for it earlier. Had secret footage of parcels being thrown around, kicked about on the floor etc. Basically the fuckers they caught on film had no respect for the letters and parcels they were handling.
Looks like will be interesting viewing.
 
knock said:
I'm gathering data, Cornish, I have a file with all the outages over the last few days and I'll be showing to the admins :sus:

22:30 - 23:30 UK time seems to be pretty bad.
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Pagey said:
It's been brought to the admins' attention in the mod forum and they're working on sorting it out if that's any consolation :)
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This is good to know. Thanks.
 
Quality! Best Dan post since he left his camera round some old bat's gaff and deprived us all of insight into his eating habits.
 
Mailmonkey said:
It WILL be shit, and it will keep getting worse. But tapering won't prevent it from happening. Just stop if you NEED to pass these piss tests. Don't be a dick. Or tell them straight that you've no intention of cutting out weed and seeing how they want to deal with you.
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I am tempted to do the latter, Because i haven't a clue when this cunting court date is so it is quitting indefinitely at the mo, i have only had a joint n a oneskinner today n have one rolled for later, im gunna reduce the amount i smoke n see if i feel shitty from it, if i can get through the day n only smoke at night, that's still a ile stone to my current 'wake up, skin up, sleep again for a bit, wake up skin up get up' routine lol,

tbh what angered me the most was ' you know we can prescribe you an antidepressant for the negative effects' i wanted to go off on him but kept it from blurting out,

i told him straight up, the only problem i have with weed is running out, he did not like that

but its fucking true

Anyways i am WELL stoned so am rambling a bit! :D


Edit: Hahahahhahahaa cracking comparison Dan!! i sort of know what you mean n i expect mailmonkey does as well regarding mdpv lol
 
Wednesdays have never been so fun, im even bored of going into ED now. I think we could solve the server issues by deleting the lounge though, theres about 60+ posts a minute in there, and its out of the realms of harm reduction!!
 
Hey Urb, what did the doc say? Your 'illness' sounded slightly worrying. Hope all is good, at least you seem able to type.
 
Still gloating about the semi-final last night, that was awesome.

Nice day today, sunny and warm, hopefully postie will be here with my kratom as I'm all out, I have mild cramps, sweating and itchy eyes. The tracking online option leads me to be optimistic though.
 
Kratom makes me nauseous and puke. Dont think l ever managed to get the dosage right. Having said that l wish postie had some goodies waiting for me when l get home
 
Morning Y'aall

Had a cracking day Yesterday Lovely weather really Hot N sunny .

Indulged a wee bit with a good Friend then went to the park with the dog Not mine Hers i don't have one & my tenancy wouldn't allow it :(

Yeah so it was pucker yesterday .
Oh yeah passed my Piss Test as well woohoo.

It's not as nice today but will make the most of it.:)
 
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