swampdragon
Bluelighter
Nope-ish, just weed. It would be nice to have a trip buddy sometimes, but I'm not big on persuading people to do things they're not keen on. *shrug*does he use drugs too, swampdragon?
Nope-ish, just weed. It would be nice to have a trip buddy sometimes, but I'm not big on persuading people to do things they're not keen on. *shrug*does he use drugs too, swampdragon?
yep same boat. when i was younger could smoke every day but now either the stuff is a hell of a lot stronger or my mind just cant handle it. it just brings out anxiety in me real bad and the only time i would touch it now is possibly with stims and/or beer. i dont get the mellow, happy feelings that i used to and when i went through a brief phase of smoking it i just wanted the high to go away unless i was in a tired state then i would just have a few drags.i wonder why i cant handle weed at all... out of all the stuff ive done its about the only thing that properly sends me feeling uncomfortably over thinking edgy round the twist, de-euphoric whatever the correct word is, my over thinking would send me nuts if i smoked it all the time. literally the opposite of everything i thought it was supposed to be, cant stand the shit anymore, gimmi a val or etiz and couple drinks for chilling any day of the week. dont get the hype with it rappers always banging on about it
i wonder why i cant handle weed at all... out of all the stuff ive done its about the only thing that properly sends me feeling uncomfortably over thinking edgy round the twist, de-euphoric whatever the correct word is, my over thinking would send me nuts if i smoked it all the time. literally the opposite of everything i thought it was supposed to be, cant stand the shit anymore, gimmi a val or etiz and couple drinks for chilling any day of the week. dont get the hype with it rappers always banging on about it
Wow, how do you keep something like that a secret?
Nope-ish, just weed. It would be nice to have a trip buddy sometimes, but I'm not big on persuading people to do things they're not keen on. *shrug*
This worries me immensely, I have practically smoked everyday for 12 yrs, all my teen n adult life I have spent stoned, I have a feeling I'm going to have a shit time!
Oh well, no point thinking all this now, joint time me thinks
Heh, nice to know I'm not the only one in that situation.ooo, we are in similar circumstances then. Mine is pretty much tea-total ... not in a deliberate (principled) kinda way, he just doesn't do many drugs (incl alcohol), barring weed a coupla times of year.
Oh, and occasionally he'll dabble when I take something that he knows will guarantee a long night of sexy-times. But other than those occasions, I am without a close trip buddy unfortunately.
i wonder why i cant handle weed at all... out of all the stuff ive done its about the only thing that properly sends me feeling uncomfortably over thinking edgy round the twist, de-euphoric whatever the correct word is, my over thinking would send me nuts if i smoked it all the time. literally the opposite of everything i thought it was supposed to be, cant stand the shit anymore, gimmi a val or etiz and couple drinks for chilling any day of the week. dont get the hype with it rappers always banging on about it
yep same boat. when i was younger could smoke every day but now either the stuff is a hell of a lot stronger or my mind just cant handle it. it just brings out anxiety in me real bad and the only time i would touch it now is possibly with stims and/or beer. i dont get the mellow, happy feelings that i used to and when i went through a brief phase of smoking it i just wanted the high to go away unless i was in a tired state then i would just have a few drags.
Dan, I've smoked lots of ultra-strong dysphoric weed ("Cheese") and also lots of really comfortable relaxing weed (Afghan Kush etc). Maybe you just haven't found the right strain?
I've found indica dominant strains the best for relaxing after a hard day at the office.
had another dabble with oxy the other day, no feeling sick this time, just droopy eye lids which felt like they needed some gaffer tap to keep them stuck open so i could watch tv

Wanking over some old woman on the antiques roadshow
lol. Are you still gonna try it again? Have you finished it now?
but oxy ruined it? what
Wanking over some old woman on the antiques roadshow might have been better
lol Dan it's like you're deliberately trying to get a habit with a drug you don't like. Why 8(