Well today was a bit shit. Too much uni, got rained on and cold as fuck and got red carded by postoffice cunts and the collection centre is like 2.5 miles away. I'm not getting the bus there as it would cost about as much as the item I need to collect, what bullshit, they could have easily left it with one of the neighbours like they have done before.
If anyone's going to try heroin, the important rule is don't use it more than two days on the trot and take long breaks (2 - 3 days off for each day on).
True dat. As I'm the type that goes days in a row until I run out of (anything) then has the same amount of time ish off I did not do this but it's definitely good advice. I realise I'm extremely unusual in that I tried heroin more than once and on consecutive days and felt no kinda addiction/cravings for it but for balance I'll give my heroin story.
First time I tried heroin I got the standard type that you get in the UK (#3) which isn't meant to work sniffed but it er, did have an effect so I kinda alternated between smoking it and sniffing it for ~4 days iirc. Got really sick on the first day, didn't get huge amounts of euphoria off it in general and got no kind of withdrawal or cravings after.
SO it would probably be reasonable to ask why I bothered trying it again. I don't know why though, just curiosity again I suppose. Can't remember how long I had between the first time and the second time, over a month definitely, might have been over two. Next time I got any I managed to get a small amount of #4 which, as anyone who knows anything about heroin knows, is meant to be sniffed (or injected, haven't got that far into durgz yet). So perfect for miss cokehead, as what cokehead doesn't like a good sniffle of anything?
Basically ended up doing that for 8 days in a row. Not particularly due to any urge to do it, more so because it was there and I had nothing else at the time. The first couple of days I got sick as fuck again, absolutely the worst nausea I've ever had in my life and the first time I can actually remember throwing up. After those first couple of times, I did it the next day and ah... yes. Finally got the dosage bang on and had that proper euphoric heroin high which I still reckon is one of the best I've felt off anything so far.
So I finally 'got it', and got it (to a lesser and lesser degree) for the next 4-5 days until it was finally gone. Did I feel the urge to buy anymore though? Weirdly, not at all. I did get minor withdrawal symptoms even after the tiny amount I used overall but they were nasty enough to make me feel much more empathy for anyone who's ever been through proper heroin withdrawal.
Still didn't crave more, still don't, but I'm sure I'm very much the exception and that if most people did what I did then they would become properly addicted. As for me, I'd do it again, but I'd much prefer a nice bit o' cocaine.
