This is crappy stuff. I thnk I'm just immune to benzoes. Valium does NOTHING for me and I went through1000 mg of Phenazepam in one week without much effect. The only thing that had some recreational effect on me was Zopliclone. But that was before I started using Lyrica, which has probably shot my already poor sesitivity to benzoes. The only benzo I tried that was worth something, and might be called semi-recreational was Rohypnol. At least it was useful on a long train ride, gone was all the stress and discomfort, slipping pleasantly in and out of consciousness, and time passing by like you wouldn't know. Nothing that I would call really eupjoric, but still some kind of enjoyable effect.