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EADD Benzo Discussion v. Finally remembered to start a new thread.

Take real good care Sunday night mate...If you sleep in I'll have to come round kick your arse out of bed and cart you off to work myself.

Would look even worse for you if you arrived for work on your first day in an ambulance haha!!

Seriously though, take care and stick in with the new job. You know I'm routing for ya
 
hahah cheers, I will, I'll definately be on the proper reliable Etilaam Intaas Pharamaceutical grade Etizolam on Sunday night. No dodgy vendor pills nor none of my homemade PG mix for me on this occasion.

I will probably even do a trial run tomorrow night so that i can make sure i get the dosage right for Sunday night; I'll probably need to make a small adjustment up or down to the dose i take tomorrow, as it's been so long since i took proper pharma grade etiz pills I've totally lost track of how much of the 'proper stuff' i really need, or what the optimum amount is for getting to sleep quickly but still being able to wake up easily with my current tolerance. It can be quite a tricky blancing act. 8(

I'll need to be sure that it's neither too much so that i dont wake up when the alarm goes off on Monday morning and then feel groggy when i finally do wake up, nor too little meaning that i cant get to sleep and wont be at my best the next day because of that, and will also probably have temporarily increased anxiety from taking too little, which is the last thing i need when i might be a bit nervous on my first day on a new job anyway. 8(

Thank fuck i still have some of the proper blisters that i can rely on 100% every time. :D I haven't checked the 'use by' date on them but i think it was several years iirc, and i cant imagine them losing much potency even if they are a little past their use by date anyway. :\
 
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Have you not tried the old "multiple alarm clock trick" works for me every time on early day shifts (6:30 am start). Set the alarm on your mobile to as loud as it goes and put it on your pillow. Then have other alarm clocks around the room set to go off sequentially.

If all that doesn't wake you up then your probably in need of an ambulance anyway (the number.... if I remember right....... is 999.....or 112)!!
 
yeah, im already using 2, gonna get a 3rd out just to make very sure8o

One of them really is loud, so its worrying how i can sleep right through the noise without even turning it off, i even have it close to my bed so that in theory it should be harder to sleep through. Still, if i take too high a dose of benzos I'd probably sleep through a bomb being dropped on my house. 8)

I'll place the 2 loudest ones maybe one each side of the bed, and it should be impossible to sleep through that. :sus: If i get the dose right, which i will because of saturdays' trial run there shouldn't be any problem. :\
 
Still, if i take too high a dose of benzos I'd probably sleep through a bomb being dropped on my house. 8)

Mate I've recently witnessed a guy take too many benzos and he's still asleep 2 months later and 6 foot underground (the guy I was telling you about).....so please be careful with the benzos, especially with the dosing inconsistencies and the kratom as well. Please look after yourself... I know you will but I'm just sayin.

You sound like you're thinking things through logically which is great but even though these are legal they can kill you easier than you think and the fact that you can sleep through two very loud alarms isn't a good sign if you know what I mean.

Stick with your taper and be as safe as possible and I'm sure you'll be fine though ;);)
 
Pretty bsnzed tpmoght/ Hada bopttle a nd a fa,r lof wone and, eaelier, 6,h lorazepam/ Fee;ing vreat Liztremniomg tp Bob Dyl;nan <3
 
Pretty bsnzed tpmoght/ Hada bopttle a nd a fa,r lof wone and, eaelier, 6,h lorazepam/ Fee;ing vreat Liztremniomg tp Bob Dyl;nan <3

^^^^^haha!...I'm sorry but that made me laugh my fucking tits off!! I could just picture you totally monged trying to type that ...fingers hitting several keys at once (and at random it seems)....

Aww jesus that was funny!!
 
^^^^^haha!...I'm sorry but that made me laugh my fucking tits off!! I could just picture you totally monged trying to type that ...fingers hitting several keys at once (and at random it seems)....

Aww jesus that was funny!!

ahahahah! io am pretty momged ans gouching opver here. lkisfrenin to neutrl mulk hotel now
 
How do you stop yourself doing stupid things on benzos? Last time I took 6mg of etiz, I had an anxiety free evening which was pleasant. But then I was unable to remember shit all about what happened by the following evening. I went to smoke a spliff and couldn't find any weed, there shoulda been nearly half and oz in here. After several hours trashing the place (my folks'), I finally found it in the kitchen bin, stinking the place out. Not a wise move, but I survived, this time!

I didn't do benzos for months after that but tonight I feel like crap, angry and that stops me sleeping, and not having sleep makes me angry, so its a vicious circle. I'll try 4mg tonight (I know that dodgy vendor's pellets are hardly consistent, my 4mg tonight could well be also 6mg, so I feel for my bit of green). I guess I could hide the green away but I wanna smoke some later.
 
You can't stop yourself mate....it's inherent in the drug itself.

That's why they are used for pre-med and sedation in hospitals when you have to have an unpleasant procedure.....so you won't remember too much afterwards. The amnesia is just an effect of the drug.

Just try not to take too much
 
How do you stop yourself doing stupid things on benzos?

Take less

Getting to the messy blackout stage of doing stupid random stuff can be so bollocks, and cringeworthy after, benzos are one of the few drugs i use the 'less is more approach with'
 
I had a rough morning, so I drank a bit (hey, it's my birthday) and took more than a few benzos and zopiclones. I woke up at quarter to seven with no detailed memory of the events that made the morning so bad. On the other hand, I did just write an email, have to go off to find my laptop charger, and, seeing the email again, I had no idea that I'd written it and no idea to whom it was addressed. I'm enjoying this too much.
 
Happy birthday Kota <3 <3

Take it easy with the benzos though hun. The other night you were so out of it you couldn't write a sentence on here...I was genuinely worried about you...take care <3
 
That sounds a bit scary tbph....

Also does diaz makenpeople sleepy or not? Cant seeem to see any consistency on this anoungst the ppl i know who use
 
Yeah i use diaz for sleep sometimes. although xanax & etiz are so much better, but i get nasty rebound off etiz even with very little usage so keeping it to very minimal. last resort. benzos are so nasty when overdone, need to be treated with lots of respect otherwise they bite hard. i feel sorry for anyone addicted to them, must be a fucking nightare trying to come off that shite. could do with getting some zops or something to get me to sleep after phet
 
Yes diazepam. Sorry for the short writing.
thing is first couple of times it was used it was floaty and a bit comfy but not sleepy. Afterwards ti was far more relaxing in a sleepy kind of way. This was also reported by a friend. We re not talking large doses here 10mg tops. But it was interesting to see variabiliy of this sort on the same person. These were different from the known side effects that cause agitation with benzo use

Midazolam is always sleep inducing though.
 
Haha Kota your post from the 19th made me giggle, you do remind me of myself somewhat. Hope you're enjoying your birthday. You're right, anything you want to do is all fine today (as long as you don't end up in A&E or sectioned or in the cells)!

And I think diazepam makes pretty much everyone sleepy.
 
over did it with these Flubromazolam 500mcg Blotters starting to feel the damn withdrawals kicking hoping like crazy that the post deliver them in the morning or its a trip begging for help from the doctors
 
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