ok so whats gonna happen when i come off? meaning, after pct. i firmly believe that my natural test will continue to rise as it was genetically determined. when someone uses steroids after your test levels have peaked, how does your hpta system know to resume the action of declining (after pct)? why wouldnt my hormones continue to peak normally?
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unless the scale is wrong im up a solid 4lbs and my pants still fit the same. veiner than ever, especially my forearms. strength is slightly up, nothing crazy though, and also a lot more endurance. been eating like crazy but keeping carbs to a minimum. pinned my left quad today then trained delts, awesome workout yet again.
Well, first off you're going to lose most of your gains since you're not very apt on keeping your diet and routine where it needs to be. (You're keeping carbs to a minimum on a Test cycle? Really?) You're probably using a lot of recreational drugs, I'm assuming.
On any serious bodybuilding board, you would be bombarded with "you're too young" posts, because they are exactly right. Exogenous test will completely throw your body into a confusion with all the natty test you're already producing. Considering natty test shuts down when you're on the sauce. Your chances of being on HRT for the rest of your life are pretty high right now. Maybe you won't, but sorry to break it to you, but damage is already done when it comes to your growth plates. Even if your HPTA isn't fucked, have fun trying to build muscle when you're natty. If you think getting big at 18 is hard, I can't wait to see you when you're 30. It's not like you can just stay on forever.
I've seen it a million times. Let me tell you exactly what's going to happen. You're going to finish your prop cycle, thinking you're all big and jacked up. You're going to lose most of those gains and probably want to run another one, (By this time, your HPTA will be so fucked there is no going back) then, you're going to take 2 steps forward and 1 back, ending up with 2 cycles under your belt, and at under 200lb, nothing to show for it. Sign up on elitefitness or anabolicminds and tell them exactly what you're doing. This is just too much for one person to try and reason out.
Might as well finish this cycle and hope for the best. Stay off for at least another 5 years. Using steroids at any age under 21 is strictly forbidden. By some experienced lifters, it's even frowned upon to run anything at 22-25. Learn what you're doing and realize this isn't just another drug for you to try. If you don't breath, eat, sleep lifting, don't even bother with steroids. It's a waste of money, time, effort, health.