I got home around 3, went right to bed and sleep, woke up around 5ish when my personal caregiver came to help me get changed into pj's and such. I didn't say anything about drinking, he did know it had been a hard day for me for other reasons though, and he must've gathered all was not awesome with me, cause without me even saying anything he handed me Pepto, aspirin and my favorite plushie that usually sits in my window but that I like to cuddle with when I feel "not good".
My stomach feels ok now which is good, I brought my leftover yummy rice home with me but my carer correctly deduced that it would not be eaten tonight. I think I'll probably be mostly alive tomorrow.
Not sure what went wrong today vs Friday.

I did do several inadvisable things today that I didn't do last time:
1. Didn't eat with my drinks until the tail end
2. Didn't drink the omnipresent accompanying glass of water
3. Drank when I was rushed/stressed about time and money and...a lot of stuff.
Took the pills and trying to force water down rn. If I can get a good night's sleep that will undoubtedly help me feel better in the morning, but I'm not particularly expecting a good night (It sounds funny, but it's true actually. I've been completely unmedicated for like a month now, finally got in to see my Dr this morning. I'm supposed to take Effexor and Trazadone among other things, so I'm gonna miss the little Midnight Insanity sessions I've been having when I get my meds refilled and remember what the word "sleep" means again).