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Do you regret taking drugs?

Painmeds are real pain in da ass.Would be happy to quitt'em forever.Not young anymore,hard to find and constantly on a chain....benzos relatively easily to find and been on min.dose don't bother me much.Weed-with or without almost the same.Alc.-same like weed.Nitrous-not bad,but rarely used.Speed-don't use anymore and big YES for psychedelics.That's for me.
 
DXM.

I certainly don't regret trying it; I merely regret using it so much when I was in my teens and early 20's. I use to take Robitussin Gel-Caps — each bottle had 20 gel-caps with 15mg of DXM a piece.

First... I would consume half a bottle. Then a whole bottle. Then 2 bottles. Then 3... and so on. It got to the point where my body had built such a tolerance to the stuff, I had to take FOUR bottles at a time just to feel anything. That's 80 gel-caps I would eat consecutively: totaling 1,200mg of dextromethorphan.

And DXM is definitely one of those drugs that loses its "magic" once you build a tolerance to it. Glad I was able to grow up and get off that shit.
 
Probably one of the hotter takes here.

I guess youd call it regret. I regret doing drugs recreationally when they didnt net me any gain.

What I mean is.. I believe theres something in the bible about pruning branches that dont bear fruit and throwing them into the fire.

This is for all the failed attempts at having a good time, let em fucking fuel the fire.

Someone here talked about regret as sort of a real but pointless notion, which is true, but imo its simplified to this: who the fuck knows what could have happened, I've taken drugs that made me feel like a thousand bucks, and I went skipping throughout my day, but nothing really memorable happened. I've also taken 300mg of dxm and a little bit of LSA cause I was bored and just wanted to escape for a little(dxm was my DoC, so I expected to be feeling niceee), this was before any documentation on dxm MASSIVELY potentiating psychadelics, and had one of the most insane fucking trips man.. visuals unlike anything, no ayahuasca, DMT, quarter gram of pscilocetin, cactus, AMT(the horror, THE HORROR) or OD of 2ce lol, none of it even comes close.

I attribute oxycodone partially to having such a blast with my family down in Branson MO, something about it really set the tone for the whole trip. Couldnt exactly tell you why or how, but I've taken opiates on many other occasions and even despite them making me feel great, I dont think they really provided anything substantial to the event or day.

In my experience often times most of the best shit in life happens when you least expect it, so who knows.

I'd like to point my finger at any one drug and say that it's definitely caused me more hassle than it's been worth but I really cant. Shit, I guess even this 4mg of fent a day binder I went on wasnt a complete flop, the nods off this was so weird, one minute I'm standing in my room the next I'm sitting indian style in my living room like wtf, that's not how nods work xD wont touch it again cause the withdrawls sucked big fat donkey dick but ey, I'm tryna live life out heeeeeeee.
 
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StickToYourGuns said:
DXM.

I certainly don't regret trying it; I merely regret using it so much when I was in my teens and early 20's. I use to take Robitussin Gel-Caps — each bottle had 20 gel-caps with 15mg of DXM a piece.

First... I would consume half a bottle. Then a whole bottle. Then 2 bottles. Then 3... and so on. It got to the point where my body had built such a tolerance to the stuff, I had to take FOUR bottles at a time just to feel anything. That's 80 gel-caps I would eat consecutively: totaling 1,200mg of dextromethorphan.

And DXM is definitely one of those drugs that loses its "magic" once you build a tolerance to it. Glad I was able to grow up and get off that shit.
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Damn dude, I was trying to hit sigma plateau with pure dxm in the midst of robo tripping every other day for months and I never got a tolerance anything like that. Actually I dont think I ever noticed much any kind of tolerance to it.

It wasnt until maybe like 3 years into doing dxm real frequently that I hit a wall and when I did It was instant, and its life long. If I take dxm I just get a little sick, feel a little weird, get kinda hot and in a couple hours it's gone.
 
Yes, I wish i'd never started smoking cigarettes and didn't drink heavily, also smoked too much cannabis when young, I wish id never gotten involved
 
ChipsAhoy007 said:
Damn dude, I was trying to hit sigma plateau with pure dxm in the midst of robo tripping every other day for months and I never got a tolerance anything like that. Actually I dont think I ever noticed much any kind of tolerance to it.

It wasnt until maybe like 3 years into doing dxm real frequently that I hit a wall and when I did It was instant, and its life long. If I take dxm I just get a little sick, feel a little weird, get kinda hot and in a couple hours it's gone.
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Thid DXM.Once drank half a bottle.Don't remember how much mgs,but it was syrop with only dxm.Nothing happened.More nothing that pregabs
 
izo said:
especially regret having tried a-pbp so naively, my first pyrrolidino ketone. What then started was a circa 7 year long binge with these compounds. All in all I Vaped 340g of These compounds while I could have gotten my b.sc. In the time. What a waste.
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It got better after the second stay in a hospital, I lived there for over a year. Now I do strange stuff all day and am very productive.
 
BOODIE said:
Is there any particular drug that you wish you never started?

If you could quit drugs all together with ease and no comedown and withdrawrel and be tt clean, would you?

Also..what is your main reoccurring drug?
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I wish I never tried adderall. 21 years ago. I envy those who are not stuck in my situation. My tolerance and dependence are beyond what clinical help is available. My brain cannot create dopamine without it. I don’t get positive effects anymore I need it just to stay employed and get half ass dressed in the morning. Without it I don’t function at all and I can’t stop sleeping can’t find the will to stand up can’t leave the house- and those withdrawal symptoms do not get better with 6+ months of abstinence.

I cannot go 6 months laying in bed with no dopamine no income and the suicidal ideation is too real . Let alone 2 years and possibly the rest of time.

But my minimum functional dose is twice the amount any doctor is legally able to prescribe. So on top of my 60mgs a day I spend about 500 - 900$ a month so I don’t no call no show to work.

I don’t save money. I work so I can buy enough adderall to continue working so that I can buy adderall.

My life is barely fucking livable. This addiction has been from age 14 and I’m 35 now. My brain is severely fucking damaged and yet this is the best place I could be in terms of hope for my life because I don’t feel suicidal every second of every day, so so long as I’m alive and my mom doesn’t have to come to my suicide funeral I have to keep fucking taking Adderall the way I do – unless somebody knows of anybody out there Who can help me but I won’t hold my breath
 
Given all the wisdom I've accumulated and the perceptual doors I've opened up I'd say no. It's a lot sometimes but I don't really care about money anyways so I'm good. Or would be if I could get the damn law off my back.
 
BOODIE said:
Is there any particular drug that you wish you never started?

If you could quit drugs all together with ease and no comedown and withdrawrel and be tt clean, would you?

Also..what is your main reoccurring drug?
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Alcohol and cigarettes. 15 years of smelling and looking like someone dipped me in vomit and piss and rolled me in a giant ashtray.
If I could quit all drugs and not have a comedown? No, I enjoy altering my consciousness occasionally. Just, as I've learned the hard way, not with anything remotely GABA-ergic!
 
No, I wouldnt be who I am today without them, there is a high chance I would have killed myself had I not discovered drugs. Altough I regret getting into them so young, Im clean today and I dont have time to regret it anymore. Only drug I guess I regret getting into is nicotine, fucking harder to quit that shit than other drugs with how available it is and how easy it is to use in my day to day life 😅
 
Dear god yes

TheLightBringer said:
No, I wouldnt be who I am today without them, there is a high chance I would have killed myself had I not discovered drugs. Altough I regret getting into them so young, Im clean today and I dont have time to regret it anymore. Only drug I guess I regret getting into is nicotine, fucking harder to quit that shit than other drugs with how available it is and how easy it is to use in my day to day life 😅
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Welcome to Bluelight ❤️.

solarbear said:
Don't ask don't tell but if I must answer I leave you with this: might as well ask me do you regret being born on this planet not to be total buzzkill 😂
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Welcome
 
No. My passion is chemistry and biology. They have helped in figuring out how much or how little we know about how the body works. Pharmacology is so complex.

My biggest regret is going on methadone when I was 18 years old and was only snorting heroin a few times a week, meaning I wasn't really physically dependent and should've never been put on it.

Ever since then my body has been dependent on opioids the vast majority of my life. There's no way an 18-20 year old can handle that month long withdrawal followed by the post acute withdrawal syndrome, I'd be useless for months and people don't understand you're still not all the way better saying your a lazy person or useless. Then, even among addicts, explaining the withdrawal isn't 3-5 days is frustrating. If you only kicked 3 days then you must have not been doing much.

Getting kicked off methadone I started to sell to support my habit ... boom ... Handcuffs go on and my early to mid 20's was wasted / not life's to the fullest. Although I read a lot and learned a lot while incarcerated.

The burden of the physical dependency still affects me to this day. It sucks. I need to function.
 
I guess I would have to say Cocaine. If I had never tried it.. I would not have eventually jumped down that rabbit hole that lead to years of daily use. Of all substances that one cost me the most. Both in real dollars and essentially changing the whole trajectory of my life.
 
I absolutely LOVE CII controlled substances ……my wet dream would be to have a 3-lifetimes supply of 100% PURE pharmaceutical grade:

Oxycodone, Diacetylmorphine, Hydromorphone, Levo-Methadone.
Methylphenidate, Phenmetrazine, Dexedrine, Desoxyn, Desbutal, Dexamyl, Cocaine HCL
Diazepam, Clonazepam, Alprazolam, Lorazepam
Cannabis, Psilocybin, LSD, Ketamine

Tanqueray Jin & Belmont cigarettes lol

Large estate in the country with LOTS of land, ponds, running streams, Mother Nature, animals, atv, massive pool 200-500 yard back yard shooting range (with indoor shooting range), walk-in vault, professional security system, 2 German Shepards raised as pups and trained by Police/Military company

My Colt M4 Carbine 5.56mm, Springfield M-14 American battle rifle, Remington M40A1, Benelli M4 combat shotgun, Beretta M9, Colt 1911 .45, HK MARK 23 SOCOM .45 with KAC sound suppressor (20 other breath taking works of art) …..10 pallets of factory Federal LC / Winchester USA ammunition 50,000 + rounds of factory ammo, hi- capacity magazines, AP ammo, sound suppressors (I’ve been shooting since I was 10, got my restricted class firearms license day I turned 19 (40 now)

Massive stockpile of water bottles, non perishable food, freezers packed with food, several back up generators,

50 Million in liquid cash, no mortgage, no debts, no b.s. work, just enjoy the rest of my life in my dream mansion in the country side (Montana, Wyoming, Arizona, Florida) a fortress surrounded my mother nature, clean flowing water, hobby farm, goats, donkey, hoarses, chickens, 2 German Shepards roaming the compound


Oops, oh ya….drugs you wish you never took lol……President JFK regularly received IV injections of Methedrine (d-desoxyephedrine ) and Amytal (Desbutal / Desoxyn / Dexamyl)

Premium amphetamines, barbiturates, opioids,……pharmaceutical Amphetamines USA 1950’s …..f@ck me silly

Desbutal & Dexamyl + Oxycodone IR would be my DOC hands down

D-Meth + Barb + Opioid = Euphoric bliss (dangerous as $@*$ in the long run) probably why they’re all controlled substances requiring a script

I wanna walk into a pharmacy circa 1911 where Bayer brand HEROIN was sold OTC and the Colt M1911 .45 existed lol
 
BOODIE said:
Is there any particular drug that you wish you never started?

If you could quit drugs all together with ease and no comedown and withdrawrel and be tt clean, would you?

Also..what is your main reoccurring drug?
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No, I don't regret what I've learned from drugs as a whole. In particular Opiates. HOWever,, I would highly advise against ever taking Fentanyl. That is the one drug I can say I truly regret ever trying. Took me two years to finally have a situation where I could get out of that lifestyle. An I'm never going back to it. Currently on 29 days sober. But I have my reservations. Lol I truly have trouble fathoming how "regular" people can just be okay with feelings that make them miserable, depressed, etc. When there is substances on this planet that remedy such things an instant. That very thought is what may take me back out. Admittedly, I do not have adequate "coping mechanisms" aside from manually "shifting" my mood, if you will. An that is because I've been high for the larger portion of my life. At 28, I've been high since I was 12. So you do the math. Aside from a couple years of sobriety here an there, but I digress.


TL;DR : I Regret only starting fent. And am finally sober after two years in a daze. Aside from that, I am thankful my experiences with drugs. Although wouldn't recommend it too anyone.
 
Coke was the monkey on my back for many years. Two marriages, two houses gone. Becoming a weekend dad to my kids even took a backseat to the parties and all the things that come with it. Absolutely destroyed me, and even worse my loved ones. I'd be lying if I said I was 100% clean now, I still use but not on the daily. Things are beginning to look up thankfully, but I can never fix the damage I've inflicted on anyone/everyone close to me
 
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