I'm sorry I cannot discuss outjie boards they are dark, negative energy, frighten the shite out of me and made me have OCD - they're my nemesis... NEGATIVE FORCES, evil from the devil... "shoulders..."
I can understand that, Shambles. A friend of mine was like you in terms of emerging religion during addiction... but in difference, I've believed since I remember... It was just natural... I've heard it all and for years I just never discussed that I believed in God or referred to myself as a Christian due to all the negativity towards it... People don't like *Bible bashing,* as they refer to it - but it's OK for them to try and convert Christians against their faith.... Why is that so? Why is that acceptable? In the year, 2014 - with diversity it should be accepted...
As far as I am concerned, everyone to their own *Different strokes for different folks!,* so to speak.... people should be allowed to be atheist, Christian, agnostic, spiritual, Hindu or whatever without judgement.... I find it extremely upsetting that religion, something that should be full of love and compassion, is along with politics, one of the biggest reasons that wars / arguments / disagreements start...
Everyone who has every hurt me has come face their karma; nothing to do with me (as Sylvia Browne says, with revenge you dig two graves; theirs and you're own - fuck that!). I sat back, prayed to God n had him do what was best.....
EDIT; Who said our brains are of electric and chemical commination??? Gold Star. You're right!
Evey