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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

fuqrisperdal said:
Just imagine—we will live for years and eventually die without ever feeling like human beings again, without ever feeling the way we used to. This thought, this reality, is destroying me.
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I'm so sorry you're suffering SO much. I was there 3 weeks ago. This affliction can change in an instant. Mine did. From one day to the next. I was severely ill for over 18 months. Sincerely, Dan
 
fuqrisperdal said:
Just imagine—we will live for years and eventually die without ever feeling like human beings again, without ever feeling the way we used to. This thought, this reality, is destroying me.
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Feeling fucking disconnected from space-time, ambience, surrounding, emotions and being completely cut off from reality meanwhile having tinnitus, vision impairment issues and all the other shit that risperdal gave to me, 24/7 - 365 since 2+ years, is not a picnick or a vacation trip.

Fucking mental, psychological and physical torture nonstop.

And the constant severe anxiety and panic and terror and panic attack because of that shit is no joke either.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg2 said:
Feeling fucking disconnected from space-time, ambience, surrounding, emotions and being completely cut off from reality meanwhile having tinnitus, vision impairment issues and all the other shit that risperdal gave to me, 24/7 - 365 since 2+ years, is not a picnick or a vacation trip.

Fucking mental, psychological and physical torture nonstop.

And the constant severe anxiety and panic and terror and panic attack because of that shit is no joke either.
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Fuck what life has dealt us—I’m dead serious. If this is what we deserve in this life, then fuck this world. Fuck the wrong choices, too. And fuck the sons of bitches who put this drug on the market.
 
fuqrisperdal said:
Fuck what life has dealt us—I’m dead serious. If this is what we deserve in this life, then fuck this world. Fuck the wrong choices, too. And fuck the sons of bitches who put this drug on the market.
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I feel the same rage. They took so much from us, and they'll never pay for it. At 10 months, I still have no emotions. Those bastards lied to me, saying everything would recover in six months. They also confused Invega Sustenna with Invega Trinza without reading the instructions properly. And now they just shrug and say there's nothing they can do. I'm still hoping for a full recovery, but the more time passes, the more I start to doubt it
 
InnerReturn said:
I feel the same rage. They took so much from us, and they'll never pay for it. At 10 months, I still have no emotions. Those bastards lied to me, saying everything would recover in six months. They also confused Invega Sustenna with Invega Trinza without reading the instructions properly. And now they just shrug and say there's nothing they can do. I'm still hoping for a full recovery, but the more time passes, the more I start to doubt it
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Look up mitochondrial supplements they can help man
 
fuqrisperdal said:
It’s so absurd—people don’t even know these antipsychotics exist; they live their lives naturally, and then look at us. Just one pill, one injection—look what they did to us. It drives me crazy when I walk past people.
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Antipsychotics are a hell most people will never understand or experience. We are extremely unlucky.

What makes it worse is in most cases we are either forced or coerced into taking these poisons by people who have no idea how fucked they are, under the guise of "helping you".

It's all a sick joke.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg2 said:
Even people with psychosis or delusion report long lasting effects and disfunctions, even for years, and some of them never recover, so let alone someone completely normal injected twice cold blood.. That’s a free tiket to the lobotomy realm..

I probably already had very poor dopamine and serotonine due to severe panic attacks and i was into a very difficult moment of my life right before being injected, they hit me with all their strenght while i was completely vulnerable, it’s a miracle i din’t die, and it’s normal I don’t recovered after 2 years..

Thank you for your words, i’am waiting to get the TMS approved in order to try to force the brain to “restart”, i know that TMS promote neuroplasticity, new synapnses and connections, and can stimulate those areas obliterated by the injections.

If TMS will fail i will try with Solian 25 or 50mg, these are my best option rn, time was not enough to heal me, i need something else because i don’t want to livr like that for the rest of my life.

And what about you? How is your recovering going?
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I'm doing a lot better than I was while I was being forced to take the injections on the CTO, and have recovered significantly since then. Thanks for asking.

However life is still not great, and I have pretty bad lasting issues with my neck and spine caused by a paliperidone injection I was forced to take around 3 years ago and will have these issues for life. So i'm pretty pessimistic, but glad I am no longer suffering with the severity of anhedonia and restlessness that was always caused by these diabolical drugs.

Sorry for my late response.
 
Invegatorture said:
I'm doing a lot better than I was while I was being forced to take the injections on the CTO, and have recovered significantly since then. Thanks for asking.

However life is still not great, and I have pretty bad lasting issues with my neck and spine caused by a paliperidone injection I was forced to take around 3 years ago and will have these issues for life. So i'm pretty pessimistic, but glad I am no longer suffering with the severity of anhedonia and restlessness that was always caused by these diabolical drugs.

Sorry for my late response.
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What lasting issues with neck?
 
Invegatorture said:
Antipsychotics are a hell most people will never understand or experience. We are extremely unlucky.

What makes it worse is in most cases we are either forced or coerced into taking these poisons by people who have no idea how fucked they are, under the guise of "helping you".

It's all a sick joke.
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Oh yeah what a nice help, they turned me a disabled agonizing vegetable, the goal was never meant to help me, never.

They knew that they would destroy me and that was their goal.
 
Invegatorture said:
I'm doing a lot better than I was while I was being forced to take the injections on the CTO, and have recovered significantly since then. Thanks for asking.

However life is still not great, and I have pretty bad lasting issues with my neck and spine caused by a paliperidone injection I was forced to take around 3 years ago and will have these issues for life. So i'm pretty pessimistic, but glad I am no longer suffering with the severity of anhedonia and restlessness that was always caused by these diabolical drugs.

Sorry for my late response.
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I’am sorry, and don’t worry for the late answer
 
Day 66 today off the injections and don’t feel any different, these are literal poisons your body is constantly trying to reject because it wants homeostasis, the producer and creator of these injection knew exactly what they were doing and knew they would disable humans which shows just how malicious people actually can be, the good news is that the body ultimately WANTS homeostasis by any means necessary so it might take longer for others but if it makes you feel any better your body is constantly striving to go back to normal guys.
 
recovery100£ said:
Day 66 today off the injections and don’t feel any different, these are literal poisons your body is constantly trying to reject because it wants homeostasis, the producer and creator of these injection knew exactly what they were doing and knew they would disable humans which shows just how malicious people actually can be, the good news is that the body ultimately WANTS homeostasis by any means necessary so it might take longer for others but if it makes you feel any better your body is constantly striving to go back to normal guys.
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The Johnson and Johnson was acussed of testing their products on dogs
 
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