Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

[lostsoulowen]

let's say you heal tomorrow, are you going to talk and forgive family who forced hospitalized you?
I've decided not to, it's too much, potential 40-60 precent forever brain damage/smaller, shorter tolmerase more cancer cells enlarged breast, 2 years of life spend in bed in horrible anhedonia almost death, that's too many stuff to just forgive them in my opinion, even my worse enemies didn't hurt me like that 1 precent. maybe in 5-7 years i will be willing to talk with them but only short message for important stuff, no more being friendly with them. what you guys think?

 

[ledbyher]

i was on paliperidone injection for about 10 months at 50mg, it made me bed bound, i couldn't function unless i was high on meth.

now it's been about 3 months since i stopped getting jabbed. i quit meth around then too. i've been stuck in bed, no energy or motivation to do anything.

can barely do basic self care tasks like bathing and brushing my teeth, severely depressed.

antidepressants don't work, i'm not going to seek out meth again, but it feels like this isn't going to change.

now i'm adamant against seeing public psychiatrists, because they took away my agency when i was completely lucid and not delusional.

i'm going to see if i can access TMS, trying to reign in my internet addiction.. i read this drug can stay in your system for like 120 days after you stop. wtf??

will i get my life back.

 

[RisperdalConsta50mg2]

let's say you heal tomorrow, are you going to talk and forgive family who forced hospitalized you?
I've decided not to, it's too much, potential 40-60 precent forever brain damage/smaller, shorter tolmerase more cancer cells enlarged breast, 2 years of life spend in bed in horrible anhedonia almost death, that's too many stuff to just forgive them in my opinion, even my worse enemies didn't hurt me like that 1 precent. maybe in 5-7 years i will be willing to talk with them but only short message for important stuff, no more being friendly with them. what you guys think?

The first thing I will do if i will heal is to go “no contact” with my family because they are sick narcisistic abusive and horrible people, but for now, since i’am completely disabled, i depend on them..

 

[RisperdalConsta50mg2]

i was on paliperidone injection for about 10 months at 50mg, it made me bed bound, i couldn't function unless i was high on meth.

now it's been about 3 months since i stopped getting jabbed. i quit meth around then too. i've been stuck in bed, no energy or motivation to do anything.

can barely do basic self care tasks like bathing and brushing my teeth, severely depressed.

antidepressants don't work, i'm not going to seek out meth again, but it feels like this isn't going to change.

now i'm adamant against seeing public psychiatrists, because they took away my agency when i was completely lucid and not delusional.

i'm going to see if i can access TMS, trying to reign in my internet addiction.. i read this drug can stay in your system for like 120 days after you stop. wtf??

will i get my life back.

Just brush your teeth even if it’s a big effort. I did the mistake to barely do it in 2 years because of the injections, now i’am paying the price.

I’am also waiting for TMS to be approved.

 

[lostsoulowen]

i was on paliperidone injection for about 10 months at 50mg, it made me bed bound, i couldn't function unless i was high on meth.

now it's been about 3 months since i stopped getting jabbed. i quit meth around then too. i've been stuck in bed, no energy or motivation to do anything.

can barely do basic self care tasks like bathing and brushing my teeth, severely depressed.

antidepressants don't work, i'm not going to seek out meth again, but it feels like this isn't going to change.

now i'm adamant against seeing public psychiatrists, because they took away my agency when i was completely lucid and not delusional.

i'm going to see if i can access TMS, trying to reign in my internet addiction.. i read this drug can stay in your system for like 120 days after you stop. wtf??

will i get my life back.

it's very long time until you'd heal, a lot of people only heal in 16-22 months. some lucky people heal in less then a year but don't count on it.

 

[paranoid android]

Yeah, wellbutrin stopped me from eating, sleeping and gave me more anxiety.. idk why..

Now i’am waiting for the TMS to be approved, if TMS won’t work I will take Solian, anything but keep staying like that.

I’am sorry you are still the same, how much time ago did you took your last injection?

Thats common with wellbutrin.

Can someone please tell me how I am supposed to come to terms with the fact that I will remain disabled for the rest of my life because of this horrible Risperdal?

I recovered from taking risperdal and invega so you can recover fro m the risperdal to. Go get your testosterone, prolactin and estradiol levels checked if your a guy especially. Both risperdal and invega fuck your hormons invega and abilify fucked mine

 

[RisperdalConsta50mg2]

it's very long time until you'd heal, a lot of people only heal in 16-22 months. some lucky people heal in less then a year but don't count on it.

Well…….

 

[fuqrisperdal]

Last night I got a heart attack.what kind of evil nightmare is this?

 

[KubiKook]

Last night I got a heart attack.what kind of evil nightmare is this?

Sorry, bro, I know your pain & understand living an 'evil' hell very well. What does it mean that you got a heart attack. Literally? Or was it a part of the nightmare while you were sleeping? Anyway, I'm here if you need or want somebody to correspond with. My Invega fallout lasted about 18 months. Every second of every day was filled with nothing but SEVERE suffering, torment & misery & MUCH more!!! I suddenly, surprisingly & shockingly overcame my affliction a few weeks ago through the INCREDIBLE miracle-working power of the Most-High Spirit of LOVE!!! Thank God. I was a dead man.

 

[RisperdalConsta50mg2]

Sorry, bro, I know your pain & understand living an 'evil' hell very well. What does it mean that you got a heart attack. Literally? Or was it a part of the nightmare while you were sleeping? Anyway, I'm here if you need or want somebody to correspond with. My Invega fallout lasted about 18 months. , second of every day was filled with nothing but SEVERE suffering, torment & misery & MUCH more!!! I suddenly, surprisingly & shockingly overcame my affliction a few weeks ago through the INCREDIBLE miracle-working power of the Most-High Spirit of LOVE!!! Thank God. I was a dead man.

It was neuroplasticity, not “God”..

 

[KubiKook]

Dear Rx Drug Warriors & Beyond: "It is NO measure of health to be well-adjusted to a profoundly sick society." ~ Jidda Krishnamurti ~ Yes, Invega is powerful. God, the Great Physician, is way more!!!

A "Call to Remembrance." This song seems MUCH more appropriate for NOW than when writing it upon my arrival (July 2022) here on West Mountain at Pawling Lake Estates. It appears we're in a grave Time of Trouble. My great-grandfather, Anthony Lattarulo, a pencil drawing/painting artist & famous female clothes designer, ALWAYS told my Pop when he was a kid, to "Look Up!" I think I'm supposed to implore you, NOW more than ever, to do just that: "Look Up!!!" Something's coming!!! Healing & Wholeness is readily available if we're willing to receive Medicine from The Most-High!!!



Interpret as you will. I'm just a humble messenger of the Most-High Spirit of LOVE aka HAWK ~

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[fuqrisperdal]

So, your method of treating people with these antipsychotics is basically turning them into morons whose brains have turned to mush from watching Reels, right?

 

[RisperdalConsta50mg2]

So, your method of treating people with these antipsychotics is basically turning them into morons whose brains have turned to mush from watching Reels, right?

Yeah that was the goal in my case since they lied about the diagnosis and cold blood me with Max depot dose twice.

Psychiatry is control and punishment, they don’t help people, this forum, Reddit, Quora and many others speak loud: if their goal were to “help” us, they Never injected us in the first place, the goal was never help, was punishment and control.

 

[fuqrisperdal]

Yeah that was the goal in my case since they lied about the diagnosis and cold blood me with Max depot dose twice.

Psychiatry is control and punishment, they don’t help people, this forum, Reddit, Quora and many others speak loud: if their goal were to “help” us, they Never injected us in the first place, the goal was never help, was punishment and control.

I haven't been able to do a single thing—absolutely nothing—over the past two years; I was poisoned at 25, and now I’m 27. Everyone around me has started treating me like a failed idiot. I’m exhausted from trying to explain to them that I was poisoned—that it’s biologically possible, and that my brain has literally stopped working and shrunk. I would give anything just to feel that rush of euphoria one more time—working out in my old body, listening to music. I’ve been dragged into this state of being a "loser" during the most critical years of my life. It hurts so much.