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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

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Finessinit said:
Leave home bro, leave them if they’re doing this to you
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I did.
I was followed by the public like a swarm of bees because I recovered.
Turns out we are part of a government conspiracy.
I returned home after deliberately crashing into someone to get my point across.
 
Ammarishot said:
Does anyone know how long it takes to heal from the 3 month shot? I'm assuming it's just three times longer than the one month one. I've gotten like 3 shots before the trinza, so like 6 months of invega total. I estimate that I'll be recovered in 15 months. If there's anyone struggling on this drug, feel free to message me, I know quite a bit.
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It'll be as long as you suspect unless you take extreme proactive measures like many older users but seldom have returned to talk about their success.

this is a really grim forum after all.
 
You'll be a scape goat for life against the masses who never want to see you recover; a true sickness over the world "the people" who wear baseball caps and wave around protesting signs that agree with this type of torture are the ones who should be subjected to this type of torment. Bastards.
 
robustcanuck said:
my stomach is really big that it is very disgusting, i can't even look at myself in the mirror without being sad. I gained at least 63 pounds from Invega and it has been perhaps 4 months since my last shot. Yes, I am on ablifiy but i don't want too.

how long does it take to lose the weight?

also, is anyone else extremely tired and pain in the evenings?

the worst part about my situation is that i was told few times by different judges that i do not have to take the medication - i just need to contact the probation officer. however, i have done this many times and i always end up getting shots due to EXTENDED LEAVE. The cops just show up to my home and take me away.

all i can say is FUCK CANADA and FUCK the scumbag who put me in this situation.

GOD will destroy these EVIL people in the end .
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escape
 
Offvega said:
escape
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to where?

I thought about living in another country until my probation expires but i think i can survive without doing so.

No one is after me. I am not paranoid. I am not delusional. i am fine because that is what a lot of people have told me. They all said i do not need a psychiatrist. it is a scam.

Canada sucks - it is home of the faggots, queers, abortionists, and that's about it. everything else is not bad and i am not lying.

being poverty in Canada means you have food, clothes, and shelter. you're on the streets only if you do hard drugs.

i thank god i am not a junkie.

i can tell you americans that canada sucks because it is my right, it is my review and i am a born citizen. i have free speech .
 
robustcanuck said:
to where?

I thought about living in another country until my probation expires but i think i can survive without doing so.

No one is after me. I am not paranoid. I am not delusional. i am fine because that is what a lot of people have told me. They all said i do not need a psychiatrist. it is a scam.

Canada sucks - it is home of the faggots, queers, abortionists, and that's about it. everything else is not bad and i am not lying.

being poverty in Canada means you have food, clothes, and shelter. you're on the streets only if you do hard drugs.

i thank god i am not a junkie.

i can tell you americans that canada sucks because it is my right, it is my review and i am a born citizen. i have free speech .
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same thing in america and i had to escape because i was going to be reinjected by my family
once you get better you'll notice strange things
 
Offvega said:
same thing in america and i had to escape because i was going to be reinjected by my family
once you get better you'll notice strange things
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how long did it take to recover? what about weight loss, when does that kick in?

what strange things are you talking about? Please explain.

In my humble opinion, you are a grown up who can live on your own. do that .
 
robustcanuck said:
how long did it take to recover? what about weight loss, when does that kick in?

what strange things are you talking about? Please explain.

In my humble opinion, you are a grown up who can live on your own. do that .
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you will see society in a whole new world
you all forget that their are semi-permanizers of invega that affect the brain

you won't feel the same after recovery

and society will be judging you based on your differences

invega victims are seen no different than jail verdicts
 
robustcanuck said:
I think you are lying. You never killed anyone.

How long has it been since your last shot?

maybe you need more time to recover. also, maybe smoking weed can help you out?
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Not killing someone does not correlate with "whether or not" I am a murderer but the jist is the sought willpower to continually wanting to murder people.

It's been 2 +years since my last shot.
I still feel like a murderer.

Yeah but weed is expensive, the cost of living under the governmental "view" is not enough to afford things like marijuana when you have electric and other defenses to keep up on.
 
you may not realize this now but society keeps a little scrap book of people who are hospitalized and injected or used for intake as lab rats, experimentations; then we are released into the world "a new born baby" but then you realize the world is your baby and it is nothing but scum.

people are too aware of the discovery of news/articles/rumors that go around like wild fire either internet or word of mouth that turn out to be true; before you know it you find yourself inside a victimization trap once again. Toxic world.
 
can someone tell me some stories of people who were able to recover their abillity to feel cigs, get drunk and high, how long did it take them? and i mean 100% recovery of substances
 
Offvega said:
you may not realize this now but society keeps a little scrap book of people who are hospitalized and injected or used for intake as lab rats, experimentations; then we are released into the world "a new born baby" but then you realize the world is your baby and it is nothing but scum.

people are too aware of the discovery of news/articles/rumors that go around like wild fire either internet or word of mouth that turn out to be true; before you know it you find yourself inside a victimization trap once again. Toxic world.
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if that is a case, your life must be interesting. start vloging, because these people do not like to be exposed. i think your paranoia is at play.
 
robustcanuck said:
if that is a case, your life must be interesting. start vloging, because these people do not like to be exposed. i think your paranoia is at play.
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I have 2 Google nest camera's working. I live in the country but everyone remembers me *lol* so i got around some aspects; people never stop. i hope you escape Canada. it seems toxic. the USA is a shit hole.
 
invegaisgarbo said:
4 months off... starting to get out of bed and play video games more. still no inner monolouge which sucks. but not as suicidal and stuff anymore
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Keep up the good work; Invega has turned me into a good actor as well lol.
I have nothing going on in my life so I lay low and hide from society since that was the reason I ended up in this fucking situation.
 
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