I think I get it!!!
He isnt actually a
real flesh and blood person to you guys.
Right ?
Its like a video game character, an extra on an action film, or some abstract idea about the way the world should work.
He sits in his cell, shivering, sweating, the lump in his throat feeling like its going to choke him.
Everybody has left now, his family in tears, the hungry plague of media, the guards just doing their job.
The lump isnt fear anymore, its just the residue of repeated concussive shocks - you're going to die.
The people out there are going to break your neck with a rope.
It doesnt even mean anything anymore, did it ever?
The idea of death is too large to fit in a human brain, maybe thats why it seemed so easy to get on the plane. It just wasnt real
First time out of Australia, guess my holiday insurance doesnt cover this one.
He stifles a laugh, cos when you start feeling again the tears start.
A laugh isnt worth that much.
Stupid, stupid, stupid ... what if, what if, what if?
...
He sits in his cell, the lump in his throat feeling like its going to choke him.
Everybody has left now, his family in tears .....
NEXT
Sorry it sounds melodramatic ... but thats my interpretation ... thats why i think its wrong .. fuck the law, fuck circumstance, fuck logic (its overrated anyway)
In my mind if I condone it, then i am the one who goes into his cell, drags him out whilst he balls his eyes out, put a noose around his neck and does the deed.
It would mean a lot to me if you guys said you at
least understood