Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
somni it sounds like you're doing a good job. its so frustrating knowing all the stuff we have to do in theory but just not being able to apply it.
i wouldn't worry about twatting about on the internet and having no motivation when you're still rattling. just let your body rest. i have never once been glad i pulled my arse in gear and went out to do something on a rattle, even on the very tail end. give yourself time. i don't know about you but i'm so braindead when i'm in withdrawals that i don't really find sitting around boring. by the time i'm awake enough to be bored i'm physically ok enough to venture out. i know people say to exercise to get some natural endorphins but i've never known how anyone can do that at all til you're out of the woods.
it will get better!!
i'm OK, meh. had my first argument with my housemate the other night. it wasn't too bad but i actually contemplated hitting her and did grab her and fuck could have got myself in trouble. we both apologised straight away.
i wouldn't worry about twatting about on the internet and having no motivation when you're still rattling. just let your body rest. i have never once been glad i pulled my arse in gear and went out to do something on a rattle, even on the very tail end. give yourself time. i don't know about you but i'm so braindead when i'm in withdrawals that i don't really find sitting around boring. by the time i'm awake enough to be bored i'm physically ok enough to venture out. i know people say to exercise to get some natural endorphins but i've never known how anyone can do that at all til you're out of the woods.
it will get better!!
i'm OK, meh. had my first argument with my housemate the other night. it wasn't too bad but i actually contemplated hitting her and did grab her and fuck could have got myself in trouble. we both apologised straight away.