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Are you satisfied with your drug use?

Has anyone used Steroids+Ecstasy?

The discontinuance & the depression afterwards was brutal! Thinking back now, I wouldn't have done this too myself, this way.

Everything is much better now, but dealing with this alone and without meds was tough.
 
I am glad for every drug I have done. I feel they have all taught me something and helped me grow and learn but I have been very responsible with what drugs I use and how often I use them.
 
i wish i hadnt smoked so much weed in high school. my memory will never be the same and i feel mentally sluggish all the time. i cannot hold more than 3 or 4 numbers in my head at a time, and i have a hard time adding 2 2digit numbers together in my head.

also wish i never had tried opiates. they are everything ive ever been missing in my life and if i had never tried them i would have just learned to deal with my problems instead of escaping them through nods
 
I am satisfied with my usage. If anything, I only wish I had a larger variety and quantity on hand at any given time, but regardless, my usage of various things is fairly infrequent, and I always enjoy the experience as a result. It has never become mundane or tired, because I don't use often.
 
im currently satisfied with my use. although sometimes i wish i had access to more psychadelics than i currently do.
 
Overall, yes.

I've managed to keep my opioid use to around once per month (except during vacations.)
 
dokomo said:
Overall, yes.

I've managed to keep my opioid use to around once per month (except during vacations.)
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That's great! Not many people can pull it off as well as you. :D

For me, I am satisfied. I would probably be more satisfied using psychedelics slightly more regularly than I do now but I am not dissatisfied by my usage of what I do use. I use buprenorphine and cannabis daily, and I use dexedrine only when needed. Yesterday was a drug holiday for me, and I felt great the entire day. =D Only rarely will I take temazepam for sleep which is probably only once per month on average.
 
I am middling... I enjoy using and still maintain a job, pay the bills and so forth but when I'm outta dope and I find myself with a flashlight in hand combing over every spot dope might be just to find one tiny shard, well when I find myself doing that I wonder what the fuck I'm doing... Answer: I am neutral, neither satisfied nor dissatisfied.
 
I am satisfied now. I do wish I hadn't started at such a young age though. Most of my friends from back then are dead or far gone, I'm glad I managed to escape that, but I wish in hadn't started while my brain was in such a venerable place of development. These days I am mostly sober, a little opiate here and there and maybe some Ritalin here and there if I head south to Mexico. I don't use heroin or meth anymore which is a big plus, though I can't sayni regret them, just glad i didn't gonto a darker place then I was at. I have a steady connect for free or hella cheap opiates that indo not tKe advantage of but once a month so, yes I can say I am satisfied.
 
The real question is:

IS YOUR DRUG USE SATISFIED WITH YOU ? It is extremely important that you make sure to treat your drug use, the way you want to be treated. One big happpay familllayy whoopedeooo.
 
I'd have skipped dabbling with second-rate stimulants, like benzedrex inhalers and ephedrine, and also skipped Kanna. Although I never used any of them very heavily, ever since then, i've had worse peripheral sideffects from stimulants. I blame the Kanna and Benzedrex for that.

I don't feel like i've ever gotten too deep into any drug. I smoke pot daily, but i'm fine with that - I don't smoke it too heavily, like, an eighth lasts me a month or so. I like benzos, but I've adhered to a pretty strict limit on how often I take them (less than 90mg diazepam equiv/month, usually 40-80). Will have to be careful with Soma, i've been taking it more lately.

Since october i've been keeping a record of all drugs I take and in what quantity, with the goal of making sure i don't let my use of something creep upwards.
 
I'm not :( not by a fucking longshot.

Its just never enough, and I'm always so skint thesedays after being signed off. Not like when I was working and taking home over 300 a week. Its so shit when you get an addiction when your flush with cash/working and then go skint/get signed off/fired, the addiction doesnt go away like money does!

I HATE the fact that as soon as I scrounge to get a ten-bag of smoke the second I open it and look at it I'm already hating it about how much there is, and that its not enough, and that it aint gonna last, or the fact when I get a gram of ket I'm already annoyed before I even do any that its not gonna get me where I wanna be.

A REALLY shit way to be with drugs. I hope this doesn't go on for much longer :(
 
More or less satisfied. Never got addicted or heavy into any serious drugs.

I never did shrooms back in the day, but I think I probably should have for the experience. Never had any hallucinatory drug experience. Feel like I am too old to be doing new drugs now that I am in my mid 20s so it will probably be something I never do.
 
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