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Are you satisfied with your drug use?

Roger32 said:
More or less satisfied. Never got addicted or heavy into any serious drugs.

I never did shrooms back in the day, but I think I probably should have for the experience. Never had any hallucinatory drug experience. Feel like I am too old to be doing new drugs now that I am in my mid 20s so it will probably be something I never do.
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I'm satisfied, but I wish when I was younger that I was more brave and ventured into high dose psychedelics. I always stayed with moderate and low doses, and I wish I just took the plunge and did some high doses. Seems like it would have been easier to integrate then - but its still something I'll work towards.

Besides that, no no regrets.
 
damn i wish my reply was more like the rest in this thread. I'm not satisfied at all. I smoke way too much weed and don't do much else. Whenever I get mdma i abuse it. I can never find psychadelics/people to do them with. In fact I have a long list of drugs i want to try but I guess i dont hang out with the right people cuz i have no idea how to find them. Whenever I drink i black out and do something stupid. Hopefully i can change my answer to this question in the near future :|
 
Yes i am for the most part. I cut back drinking, i drink once in a blue moon


on subs, 24mg daily, stability

cocaine - occasional user. sometimes i might spend 50 to 100 more than i wanted but im pretty good about it

amphetamine - occasional, never causes probs


benzos - daily, when i run out i become like a scared bunny hate that
 
I rarely use anything anymore...Lookin back, I wish I put a lot more thought into why I was taking drugs and what I wanted to get out of them. When I was 13-17 years old I'd basically just see how messed up I could get a lot of the time. I wish I planned out my trips before I dosed+dosed lighter a lot of the time. I also drank way too much,smoked way too much, probably tripped way too much as well.
 
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Once I've had a few go's at DMT, then ya, I guess. That being said, satisfied probably isn't the operative word. I sure as hell had my fun, but my addictive tendencies did a great job of fucking me up. The problem is that when I look back on my life, I don't know how I could have coped without drugs.
 
Not really... I'm a chronic meth/amphetamine addict and my fucken tolerance has made it less and less enjoyable as the years have gone by.
 
i by now am assuming i clearly am not.......i was doing very well and had 4 months of clean time under my belt (SMT)..... never stopped drinking and blazing tho......

right now i'm nose deep in a lot of cocaine and dope, and that an expensive habbit......

i can NEVER get enough.....
 
im very unsatisfied with my alcohol use. i deeply regret drinking as young as i did and allowing myself to develop a habit that has really fucked my life up.

BUT, i dont regret my choice to use drugs. i wouldnt go back and never try drugs if i could change the past, even considering how much damage i have caused myself with alcohol. i am glad for the the experiences i have had, both good and bad. i feel like living a life without both the highs and lows i've had would be living with my eyes closed..
 
I've been able to regulate my drug use so that it doesn't get too crazy, for that I'm quite proud of myself.
If anything, I'd like to trip a lot more than I do, its just with university, work and an anti-drugs girlfriend this isn't possible.
 
No - I'm not satisfied in the least. I hate my drug use, I despise the amount of money I spend on opiates, and that I run out of my prescription every damn month and go through w/d's time after time, not being able to find shit. Depression is constant as a direct consequence. I'd quit taking these in a heart beat - then, I'd want to start on up again about a month later (post 30 day min sobriety).

I just got back into smoking weed and love it. I just wish it didn't make me so drowsy (regardless of strain) in the end. My benzo use (prescription) is a'okay with me. I don't abuse that, don't use more than prescribed - take it pretty much 'just because'. I wish I didn't smoke cigs only due to price and that I hate the smell, taste, etc. :P

That being said - I wish my Dude would call me and say "hey I have a billion roxi's... bringing them over". :P

Oh - regarding stims. I FUCKING LOVE them - cocaine, adderall, ritalin. I'm out for the month, and being 'cut off. Fucking hate that. I don't really regret that at all. In fact, I think I'll reach out for some today... hmmm. Only regret is the desperation is creates in me embarrassing.
 
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