Hi guys this is my first post and it must be in this thread.
So this is my jurney with Mr Amphetamine a.k.a. street name "speed" , back from year 2000 somewhere at the end. First of all I must to mention some fact about my life before.
At that time(I had 20 years of age) I started recretion to use at time party drugs. Before that i never in my life had use any tipe of drugs beside 3 pills of E at the start of season in my town.
I never get high with weed(and today still beside 3 times had some cupcakes with ween in it). I have never smoke even one regular cigarte or take one cigarette smoke. Periodically was drinking alcohol when I was going out and only then. In the middle of weekends allways drinking wather or some juice never drink beer or some stronger alcohol beacuse of lots sports training after school. I was a proper basketball/handball/volleyball stud.
So lets get back to my first time that i use speed. First I didnt even like the idea using speed especially snorting, idea of puting something in my nose and snort was repulsive.
One weekend was bigest Rave in my Country and when we made arrangements to score some, one friend suggested speed so I reluctantly agreed to the idea of snorting and try for the first time Amphetamine. I think that I use that time maybe little less of half a gram of speed that was surely cuted.
But time after and through the night was amazing. I didnt stop jumping and dancing from 9 pm trough 07 in the mornig with smile on my face, all of 105 kg of my body was in seventh Heaven :D I that was my start.
Next time that i use some Amphetamine was one year later @same rave party and the third use of amphetamine was again one year later(First three times from 2000-2002). In the middle of that 3 years i had my rules of using. Amphetamine only once in the year, Ectasy 1 or max 2 pieces by night every month at some club party randomly, though I was at that time partying every weekend from Thursday trough Sunday(3 days-4weeks-12 monts)
After that first three years i started using a little bit more of Ectasy and Speed was on the menue little bit more.
Once a month in small amounts (1-2 cuted gram per weekend). And that period lasted next
1,5-2 years(2002-2004). After that for me all hell was breake loose when I met at that time best friend and golden goose. Beacuse I started with him to use clean stuff in a form of Amphetamine base every weekend. And in the middle of the week one night was like buffet with bunch of E and Speed to cut off beetwen eating Ectasy. Let me remember, every month we had one night for decadence, and I know that I manage to eat lot more then 30 pieces of E(Triple pink Mitsubishy/white diamonds/pink duble hearts with around 120-130mg mdma) in 30hours period, poping every 30 min one and the bag on the table is still full of E
One time after 30 hours of eating E like a freaking candy and before I went to my home I manage at one eat 4 pieces of E. Why I still don't know the answer, but I remember that night I looked on a little bridge a stream in my neighborhood for good one hour. 8(
In that period that lasted 1,5 year (end of 2004 and all 2005) i started to use cocaine along with speed and ectasy. Speed was the purest that you can get I think straight from the lab, I didn't need to be completly idiot and exaggerate with it. But ectasy I was eating like a freaking candy, over 100 pcs by weeken and I stop counting
One party me and my friend manage to eat a bag of 45 pcs from 11pm to 06 am. And for the end i manage to abuse cocaine
on the daily base for the last half a year 2005, along with candy E and Speed. Luckily so at that time I had more then 135 kg in the January but with super special recreational drugs I manage before the summer that year fall down to 101kg and still be alive :-D
Maybee beacuse In the middle of abusing drugs I do some sports like swimming 3 times a week or be in the gym. I am non smoker and don't dring alcohol and never use anything stronger than ketonal painkiller. I was allways trying to eat healty all the time even @ the weekends by force if I didn't had appetite and had a rush on E, eat you son of a bitch
So I survive that shit and know when I look on that crazy times where was my brain, think now brain was in a basementt forgoten
Thend the period from 2006 trough next 4-5 years i still was using Ectasy occasional trough the year and never in quantities that I mentioneted early in the text, speed also occasional but quality wasn't that good like before and also occasional trough the year.
So now we are heading on my last chapter of living with Mr Amph. ectasy and now molly are present rarey, but speed went up. I think last 2 years i use speed good quallity every weekend , occasionaly even trough the middle of the week. Quantity are moving around 3-4-5 grams per week. Mostly is clean base in a form of paste, not all the time but mostly is .
And last summer i had a period of 4-5 monts that I almost went clear of using. Trough the year there is a period of weekend or two that I don't use it at all.
Suppose here is an example why i go at that day to use some speed. I am at home bored and having lots of free time Whether is the weekend or vacation. I am bored and acros my mind pass thought that I have some speed. Ok why not snort some line or two but I had a problem say no after 1,2,3 ,5, lines no how I can't be normal. When I am busy doing at home some stuff or i am out on my bike going uphill and downhill i don't ever think to open a little
bag and start snorting :-D But when i bored born in sin common in halfidiot me ready to be stupid a little bit more hahaha....
And when I am using i try to be humble and not increase the dose like in 2004. If I start heading over the 3 max 4 gr per weekend still manage having control and take week or two or month off.
So this is for now my story about hanging with Mr Amphetamine and trying to controm my inner dragon. For now he is locked last 8 years and hoping that won't breke out again....
Only had a littlebit a ruff moment 2 months ago when I useed on a daily basis for a 112-13 days in a row with little sleep every night. 8(
Stil I am non smoker, dont drink alcohol pretty much never, weed is no no forme as other kind of illegal drugs. Sport is always present 3-4 time a week bikeing up/downhill, hiking,swimming, gym, basketball. Dont use any tipe of psychopharmacs drugs for sleep, head or depresion or something simmilar. In my entire life I only had a half a pcs of drug called dormicum for sleeping.
Ketonal is still hardest painkiller that I ever used. And not to forget mentioned that when I don't sleep 24-48-60 hours at the weekend using speed I never and wont start using drugs to get a sleep. Best way for me is when I colapse to sleep in my bed
And when I am out I try on speed not to exaggerate with jumping,dancing.
And when we talk about the efects, for me I have efects that I want i efect that I had in the first couple of years using speed. I only don't get what I want to get from Amphetamine when goods are not like shuld be a base in a form f clean paste. When you use it so long you know what is good and what is not good stuff. So wait a sec what I want say more....beaside i have line on hold
Yes...
I have one question beacuse I still don't know what is my current stage of use/abuse of a Amphetamine.??
