Well what do you know. I ate all 8 eventually and I felt... nothing! Nothing noticeable anyway. I may have felt slighty sedated at some point (lasting nomore than a few minutes), so naturally I've hatched an evil plan: On monday when I go get my meds, I will schedule a meeting with my doctor. Then I will ask my dad to invite me to go see a movie together. He always gives me some money to buy candy for the movie when we do that, and obviously I am going to keep the money instead of buying the candy (I'll buy a small amount of candy to avoid raising suspicion). Then after the movie I'm going to ask for a loan (the amount of cash I will be asking for will depend on how much money he gives me for candy). Then I'll wait 'till my doctor's appointment, ask for Diazepam, and if I'm turned down once again I'll buy either Flunitrazepam from the street or Nitrazepam from the Internet.
I know that plan seems a little desperate and I may not even carry it out but right now I'm in a mild state of rage due to the Oxa. I'm suspecting my doctor doesn't trust that I'll use it properly and therefore prescribes me the weakest of the weakest of the benzos. I mean come on doc, I'm a heroin addict for crying out loud, I didn't just hit my pinky with a hammer.
Apart from it being a bad idea and yadda yadda yadda, what do you think of the plan? Give me any thoughts you have on it; any opinions, any thoughts on whether I'm going to succeed, whether you would do the same or something similiar or maybe WHAT you would do in my situation? And finally, would you buy Roofies from the street (pretty limited amount, roofies are expensive where I live but pretty much always available) or from the Internet? (Takes an eternity for them to arrive and there's a risk they won't... AND a risk that you'll face some sort of charges... But the amount is most satisfactory.)