Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
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- Nov 3, 1999
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You're advancing nicely. Keep it on!
@Crack attack I have made $25 donation so you can change your username in something less triggering. Someone will contact you about that in next 24 hours, but if nobody contacts you please inform me so I can correct it. And please change your name into something that will not be triggering in any way. Go man!
Try to bring this to admins (name change, not the compliment...as compliment without "cunt" is no compliment at all...) as they will resolve the name change faster.
Try to bring this to admins (name change, not the compliment...as compliment without "cunt" is no compliment at all...) as they will resolve the name change faster.
On more serious note - thank you for your kind words.
Baked again 30mg diazepam b4 my trip to the supermarket chemist for my methadone cheecks n necks gsined bscm its weight chubby cheeky feom the munchies from methadone and bud and diazepam gives me a ravaged appittite all 3 lol wow food tastes better
Just had s shouting match my next door girl deamee that my gicant stamd tryi. To cause trouble askin wjen im payin the tenner i owe as if its a new debt trying to cause trouble so ive gine out hit the roof with her she soon retreated, ah well fk her
Erm yeah about that.....Try that again in English mate
Here in Aus we say you're a sick cunt or a mad cunt. The highest possible level of praise.
Nah I think they were pulling your leg. Shitcunt is a bad thing.I had it on good authority from one of your fellow Aussies (consumer) that 'shitcunt' was the highest accolade one could bestow upon one's peers...
@Crack attack I have made $25 donation so you can change your username in something less triggering.
I forwarded donation email and said that it is for you. I mean if you're quitting crack than you don't have to attack it.
Just contact admins at [email protected] from email you used for this account and ask for a name change. Point out that you have been gifted one by Sunyecho who made $25 donation.
But name @Crack attack name still persists. I believe that he wants to change it to Lawless, and if Lawless is used than Lawless69. Search engine and @lawless show up nothing, so I guess that username Lawless is free.Hi mate yeah ive messaged admin through my Gmail mate its the 2nd time 1st time on the 12th. I said about the donation and what id like it changed too so heres hoping it changes soon. Something more personal to me.
Search engine and @lawless show up nothing, so I guess that username Lawless is free.
Congrats broman get out of that neighbourhood now.
also if you arne't going to stop at least stop buying 8ths in 20 stones its so expensive. the cost is one of the absolute worst things about crack addiction and buying small bits doesn't help. my addiction got a lot easier to manage once i admitted to myself the level of my use. it went from getting bits of money (i was a 'working girl' and hadn't totally destroyed my looks so making quite a lot) and immediately spending it on points then desperately needing more money to disciplining myself to wait til i'd got enough for an 8th and then being able to take 6 hours off fucking gross men to just enjoy my smoke.
but you need to stop this. your heart isn't going to last forever. the more you stay up nights in a row smoking the worse it'll get. lack of sleep destroys all your bodily systems.
get anywhere, now. please.
you're in the same place as every single other person suffering from addiction. at a fork in the road between recovery and death. only it sounds like you are on one of the later of such forks, when they get harder to take.
your neighbour dealer is not your friend. without havng met him i'm confident he's a fucking scumbag, like every other dealer of hard drugs, and all he cares about is profit from you. so having someone with such a monetary motivation to stop you quitting next door makes your chances of success very much lower.
Thanks @Sunyecho mate yes its great it is but im my own worst ritic always mentally giving myself hard time.Using just 2 out if 10 days is still great progress. If you would use 3 times in next 30 day I would also call that a great progress. We don't stop drugs the same way others have. You gave your own path. Just hope it will be the path that will make you happy. Great job with no H for all this time. Keep up trying.
Ive gotta pick my battles wisely if i pull myself to bits too much it can and willl have the opposite affect and I'll go in hiding (typical scorpio) and use more and spiral into dark depression then onxe the anxiety kicks my ass combined woth bad depression otsd and personality disorder i can mentally push myself in to a dark nasty unsafe placeI am sorry you have such hard time dealing with this. Don't have any advices just support. And compliments forv your honesty