Thank you. Its day six today, so tomorrow we are at a full week no use thats the 1st big milestone we all arrive at.Excellent to hear mate!!! Keep it up!
Such a under rated medicine when people have been abusing class as alot overlook the herb or think some how it wont work anymoreSome very high quality green for a few weeks is an awesome post-cocaine medicine for sure, nice move
Sounds a bit intenseWhat a strange day up here helicopters curcling round n round my estate riot vans police armed on foot because there is a tesco sunbed shop leisure centre etc a little public shopping area seconds from this estate armed police on foot patrolling just very quiet and strange, i imagine all the dealers are tucked away hiding. U actually know the guy who has stabbed the older guy but nothing else, sirens n police running towards the tesco as i type. I imagine this will be on the national news if the victim dies ir he isnt caught soon.
Pretty grim day
Good work man, I sincerely wish you all the best Just go easy on the valium and zopiclone, yeah?? Only take it when you absolutely NEED it. The last thing you want is to have to deal with the withdrawals from those.So this detox gets underway again tomorrow. Its 12.10 at night so later this morning. My beautiful daughter has got me 70 x 5mg Diazepam and a months supply of zlopiclone 7.5mg.
Her grandad is on them and has box after box so she got me aload knowing they chill me out n help me sleep. Not keen on z dugs as immunity comes quic but 2 to 3 times a week spaced out they work well. And diazepam all round chill me out n kill my anxiety dead. Probably 100 pounds worth on the street. So it commceces tomorrow and were goin to win this battle.
Hey SE . This is me mate i assure you that. I lost my log in details n just made a new account made no fuss.@Crack attack how are you doing man? Do you have any motivation to post here? In one sense I hope not cause I believe that if you're not smoking crack that you must be feeling really down. But that would be a good thing in this situation. Hope you feel better soon and are back to update.
Yes I definitely agree with you there. Everyone is different, uses substances for different reasons, has different triggers etc etc etc.I knew a guy who got into crack bad after high school he managed to get off and uses weed by the pound now been off rock years and years also drinks beer and eats shrooms point is he was able to function without sticking strangers up on the street for more crack.
Now I just heard a guy in recovery clean from junk and rock for not so dirty a dozen years say that smoking weed will make him want crack I guess we all work a little differently.
Im glad you have made the choice to be clean and i wish you the best of luck. I dont know if you believe in god or not but regardless ill pray for you.Hey guys an girls
So I've done just over 4 weeks without any heroin nome, even when ya "Friends" offer. Freebies to get you to relapse, and make themselves feel better because they haven't got the will power. Feeling better more energy and less cloudy minded
Ive admitted to my close family that im still smoking crack amd was surprised with the support from them. So now today itd currently 3.50am and today's the day i battle my out of control crack habit. I've told my mother, daughter amd ex girlfriend (soon to no longer be my ex) that today is the day. I feel as I work better and more motivated by knowing im letting them down as well as myself if i fail. My 15 year old daughter had given me the ultimatum its her or drugs. She wins hamds down.
Im meeting my ex at 12 dinner today who has a box of diazepam for the first few days n il be buying an oz of fire weed to see me though. My ex is coming to stay to make it that bit easier n harder to fail and im on this. With my heart disease and had a double heart bypass this crack is gonna kill me sooner than the heart disease.
One more rock once i nip next-door n that's me done.
Cannabis all thr way. Wish me Luck guys ill keep reporting back. I can and will see this through