So, I received 5gs of this substance from a trusted source 4 days ago.
I experienced a great deal of mania from my original dose of ~10mg insufflated. 3 hours later I took another 15mg line and I experienced a really nice rush followed by a decent buzz and shortly after desired more.
Then things got out of hand. The urge to redose was so strong that I ended up consuming (oral and insufflation) 240mg more over the course of the night.
I was able to get 4 hours of sleep a few hours after my last dose by using a rather large (15mg) dose of etizolam. However, after four hours I was wide awake and still feeling pretty good.
Then it got more out of hand. Almost immediately after waking up I took 40mg orally. I managed to wait around 6 hours before giving in and insufflating 80mg. When I experienced very little buzz from it (despite only having to take 60mg the night before for a nice 2hour long euphoria), I took about 120mg orally as well.
I felt amazing for about 6 hours, at which point I consumed another oral dose of the same size which did nothing but keep me up until noon.
So I consumed a little less than .6g in 48 hrs.
I was able to get 5 hrs of sleep that night using around the same amount of etizolam. I felt no urge to redose the following day because my resting heartrate was fucking through the roof. Also experienced extreme pain all throughout the day in left side of my chest and left leg. I was also extremely pissed off all day.
I slept for around 8 hours last night (also had the most intense, delirious dream I've ever had). However I couldnt sleep anymore afterwards despite feeling exhausted because I would continually wake up and experience severe sleep paralysis.
I feel depressed and demotivated today. Not nearly as bad as I would from meth or mdma, but the mania is back in full force. Im still slightly stimulated and only experiencing minor vasoconstriction (finally).
I dont plan on taking anymore. I have a relatively strong urge to redose now and have been inbw suicidal and buzzy all day.
Tl;dr Too much mania, urge to redose, tachycardia, and comedown. Was unable to control myself with this one and now Im left with a really shitty feeling/original enjoyment ratio.
Other side effects Im still experiencing are hot flashes, headaches, and residual stimulation.
If this doesnt continue through the week I may consider giving it a second chance, but I feel like absolute shit. Worse than I would after an amphetamine binge and yet I still have a strong desire to redose.
Before this binge, I hadn't binged this hard on any stimulant since I was 18 (a little under 4 years ago). Despite having used cocaine, mdma, and amphetamine since then. Just goes to show how addictive this shit is.
I hope this doesnt last a whole month....